Xiao Daqian didn't speak at first, another lightning bolt streaked across the sky, and rumbling thunder sounded from afar, and the lake breeze was a little cooler, and a storm was brewing on this summer night.

Tang Aijun noticed that Xiao Daqian was a little abnormal, and she asked curiously again, "Are you really engaged?" Xiao Daqian, don't be confused, I'd rather you fall in love with that childhood sweetheart, than I don't want you to find a rural daughter-in-law you don't know, that's blasphemy against your future! ”

Xiao Daqian decided to tell Tang Aijun the story, the engagement in the second grade of junior high school, of course, from his current perspective, it will be completely different from the situation at that time: "Aijun, don't laugh at me when I say it, okay?" In fact, these things have been suffocating in my heart for a long time. It's not an engagement, it's just an experience. And that woman you know. ”

Tang Aijun's brain was running fast, and she suddenly shouted: "It's Yang Hongxia, I understand, no wonder I was with her yesterday, and she was embarrassed to ask about you and her relatives!" Xiao Daqian, am I guessing right? ”

Xiao Daqian didn't expect Tang Aijun's reaction to be so quick, he just dialed it slightly, Tang Aijun guessed Yang Hongxia's identity, and he nodded: "At that time, she was not called Yang Hongxia, but Yang Erni." We are in a neighboring village, our family is very poor, my father's friend matched us, so we met, which is what the countryside calls a blind date! ”

Tang Aijun stood opposite Xiao Daqian, her finger pointed at Xiao Daqian, she wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say, after a long time, she sighed: "No wonder she has that attitude towards you." Xiao Daqian, she's actually pretty good, and she seems to mean that to you. ”

Xiao Daqian smiled bitterly: "Her family is poorer than mine, and she also wanted to find a place for her to eat at that time, but she was wholeheartedly admitted to the primary secondary school." I, I've always disliked her, and then I broke off the business. His mind was fast thinking about whether to say whether to help Yang Hongxia cheat during the exam, but in the end he decided not to say it, it was the secret of him and Yang Hongxia, and he had the responsibility to keep this secret.

Tang Aijun was very interested in this story, and she smiled and said, "No, she will write to you after it is broken." Hehe, you showed me the letter she wrote, but she didn't have the intention of being a concubine, Xiao Daqian, it turns out that you still have such a thing. ”

Xiao Daqian was speechless for a while, and then said after a while: "I don't like her at all." ”

The boy knew that he was lying, if the time went back to the season when the pear blossoms bloomed, his only thought was to marry Yang Erni and go home, the pear blossoms on the campus were white in his mind, Yang Erni borrowed money from him with a little shyness, borrowed fifteen yuan to sign up for the primary secondary school preselection, Xiao Daqian can still return to the idea of going to the soup and fire, how can he help the girl complete the task. At that time, the only girl he liked was Yang Erni, because it was his daughter-in-law from the rural rules and wanted to give birth to him.

Even once, he accidentally saw his father and stepmother doing things between men and women, and he imagined that he and Yang Erni were like that. I, maybe I liked her, but then I slowly disliked her with the change of environment, Yang Erni became Yang Hongxia, Xiao Daqian also grew up, he met Jin Yunfei, met Tang Aijun, in this comparison, he suddenly found that he had a better choice, so he no longer liked Yang Hongxia.

There is no immutable feelings, only a gradually maturing life, Xiao Daqian seems to have suddenly understood this truth, it turns out that those who are written in the novel are very illusory things such as love at first sight and even white-headed old age, people are changing, so will the love between himself and Jin Yunfei change in the future? Will you meet a woman who is more suitable for your future environment? Jin Yunfei is an idealist, will she meet a boy who can get her closer to her ideals? It turns out that life does not come naturally, but can change at any time.

Tang Aijun saw Xiao Daqian's hesitation, although she didn't know what the boy was thinking, but she also understood that Xiao Daqian must be thinking about emotional matters, she still had a ridiculous attitude: "Fortunately, you haven't been admitted to college yet, if you are admitted to college and then break up with Yang Hongxia, it will be a typical Chen Shimei." Many people in the countryside like to watch the Quanmei case, but they like to have a Bao Qingtian click Chen Shimei. In fact, this story is apocryphal. My father said that after the resumption of the college entrance examination in seven or eight years, this Peking Opera began to prevail, and it turned out that many people were unwilling to be Qin Xianglian. ”

Xiao Daqian nodded: "I'm not Chen Shimei, Yang Hongxia was admitted to the primary secondary school, which is considered a carp jumping over the dragon gate in the countryside." I resolutely broke off that relationship with her a year ago. ”

"Then you two are still disconnected, and you also help her arrange work. Xiao Daqian, you are also an amorous seed, do you also have regrets in your heart? Tang Aijun's words hit the nail on the head, and she felt that her understanding of Xiao Daqian had reached a deeper level.

Xiao Daqian couldn't explain this contradiction, he shook his head vigorously: "Anyway, those are in the past." Aijun, I don't even want to talk about these things. I don't know why, but I always want to talk to you today. No matter what, I won't have anything to do with Yang Hongxia. In fact, even if I was admitted to the university and others scolded me for being Chen Shimei, I would never have any contact with her again. We can only be, we can count as ......" He thought for a long time, and there was no suitable word to describe that kind of relationship.

Tang Aijun laughed, and his voice was clear: "Cousin brother." Hee-hee, you've been saying that to me, and to my dad, and now you're coming back in circles. You're just one more relative. ”

Xiao Daqian smiled shyly. The thunder sounded again, but there was no more noise on the lake, and many swimmers should have gone ashore to go home worried about the rain. Xiao Daqian was also afraid of rain: "Aijun, I'll send you home, don't drench us!" ”

Tang Aijun had a feeling that tonight's chat with Xiao Daqian was a leap in their relationship, she knew these secrets of boys, and she also knew Xiao Daqian better. Women and men are not the same as men in terms of psychology, there are few that kind of love at first sight or trapped in appearance, they prefer the kind of moisturizing things silently understand and cherish, Xiao Daqian has no love for men and women for himself, at least not now, otherwise he would not tell this story that is not romantic but very practical. But in Tang Aijun's thoughts, Xiao Daqian is more flesh and blood, she cares about this sincerity! Maybe, I'll make him fall in love with me! The girl had this idea.

"What are you afraid of! I'd rather let it rain. Xiao Daqian, I was a crazy girl when I was a child, I liked to run outside when it rained, and my mother would scold me every time. But I love the feeling of the rain hitting my forehead. Later, when I grew up, I didn't dare to be so crazy! Maybe growing up is not a happy thing! Tang Aijun said faintly.

"I love growing up!" Xiao Daqian listened to Tang Aijun's brisk tone, and he was also happy, "I want me to be admitted to university, and I will have food stamps every month, as well as salary, how good it would be!" ”

The rain began to fall, it was not big at first, but there was a special coolness on the face, Tang Aijun laughed, she opened her arms and made a gesture of hugging the sky: "It's raining!" Ha ha! Xiao Daqian, you walk in the rain with me! ”

Xiao Daqian agreed, and the two pushed their bicycles forward, and the rain gradually started, like a sonata, and Tang Aiju suddenly sang a song: "Looking for you in the rain."

Find your whereabouts

The rain is shining, the lights are shining, and the pedestrians are hurrying

In the rain, there are shadows of trees moving around me

I'm going to find you tonight

Tell me about my heartfelt ......"

Xiao Daqian didn't know how to sing this song, but he felt like crying when he heard it, which made his mood ripple.

There is lightning flashing in the air, the whole town seems to be exposed in front of you in an instant, but it disappears immediately, there is no one on the road, there are very few people by the North Lake at night, they are unhurried in the rain, singing in the lightning and thunder is a very pleasing thing, of course, then the rain is getting heavier and heavier, Tang Aijun can't sing, but she doesn't stop, but suddenly dances, flashing and moving, under the street lamp in the heavy rain her movements are not coherent, but you can see what she is expressing, Xiao Daqian stood there pushing his bicycle, speechless!