I'm waiting for you in the distance (one hundred and ninety-three) desperate Jin Yunfei

Xiao Daqian waved goodbye to Tang Aijun at the door of the government dormitory, and unlike the uneasiness he felt when he started to enter Tang's house, he was actually a little reluctant now: whether it was Director Tang's long talk or Tang's mother's delicious food, he felt a very cordial feeling. Before leaving, Tang's mother put all the oil cakes she baked for him in a lunch box, and said that he would go home and give them a taste for his family, which was really similar to the feeling of going to Grandma Song Lou's house.

He rode a few steps and looked back, seeing that Tang Aijun was still standing at the door looking at his back, his heart was actually a little sour, Xiao Daqian's heart also flooded with an indescribable emotion, which was the product of a faint blend of sadness and joy, three years of high school, it turned out that he had gained not only the success of the college entrance examination, but also the long-term love between him and Tang Aijun.

It's now more than one o'clock in the afternoon, although the sun in August is no longer as hot as the hot summer, but noon can still be described as "spicy", fortunately, the way back home is all boulevards, Xiao Daqian rode slowly, and did not want to be in such a hurry as before.

This trip to the county can be described as full of harvest, a box was placed on the back seat of the bicycle, Tang Aijun according to Director Tang, he filled him with four bottles of wine and two cigarettes, these are worth a lot of money, Xiao Daqian knows some about tobacco and alcohol, far more than the value of his fountain pen, he even regretted a little why he didn't give everything when he bought the pen just now. In addition, there are oil cakes and schoolbags and stationery for his younger brother, and Tang Aijun also took a down jacket that he bought before but did not wear, saying that it was suitable for Aihua. Of course, for Xiao Daqian, the most important thing was Director Tang's words, which made him reconsider his life: what kind of college student he wants to become, or what kind of person he wants to become.

He has never really sketched his future, except for the very vague ideal of "being a doctor", he has never thought about what to do, all the efforts in high school are just to be admitted to college, as for the purpose of being admitted to college, for him, it is simply to "eat national food", no longer the lowest level of society, but to make some identity changes that satisfy him, but then? Then he didn't think about it, after all, he is not a college student yet, and maybe he will have a real idea when he gets to college. But today, Director Tang gave him a chance to think about life, and he knew what he should do.

He applied for the major of industrial and civil construction, which he didn't understand at all, but he knew that after entering the university, he could no longer ignore the things outside the window like high school, and he had to learn to integrate into the society, learn to pursue progress, have his own skills, and maintain a progressive mentality in college like high school. I want to do better, go further, and make life more worthwhile. In other words, to be a person like Director Tang, this is an example in his life, just like the worship of Guo Jun when he was a freshman in high school.

In addition, Tang Aijun's appearance kept coming to his mind, this lesbian table began to really occupy his heart, whether it was accompanying him to deal with his sister's affairs in the past two days, leading him to eat at home, and the appearance of holding her hand and singing two tigers after he was drunk is very worth recalling, he wondered if this is a spiritual level of love? Tang Aijun began to completely overwhelm Jin Yunfei and occupied the most important position in his heart.

When he returned home, he caused a sensation, whether it was Xiao Bao, who was a little crazy, or Xiao Weidong, who pretended to be reserved, it could be described as ecstasy. Xiao Weidong held cigarettes and wine, and muttered, "These are four or five hundred yuan." This kind of wine is not drunk by our people, there are more than 40 bottles in the store. This cloud of cigarettes costs seven dollars a box. Tsk, the leaders of the people think so highly of us, boss, you have to be good to the patriotic army. ”

Xiao contracted to carry his new schoolbag and began to run crazy in the yard, the geese were used to the tossing of this "young owner", and they simply spread their wings and flew up, and the whole yard was dusty. However, after running for a while, Xiao Bao began to walk right again, learning what he looked like on TV, and shouted in his mouth: "One, two, one, I want to go to school, and I also want to take the first exam!" ”

Xiao Aihua tried the down jacket, the size was just right, and it could be seen that the dress was completely new, she looked in the mirror shyly, and let Kang Yunmei evaluate whether it looked good or not, Xiao Daqian stood next to him and smiled, he felt that this was almost the same as the New Year.

In the countryside, the news spread quickly, and within two days, almost everyone in the village knew that the boss of the Xiao family and the daughter of the county leader were in love, and people said that they had reached the sky in one step. The news also spread to the supply and marketing cooperatives of Gouzi Town, Jin Yunfei's mother is still working here, although Principal Jin has been transferred to the county to work, but Jin's mother can't also be transferred in a short time, she has to ride a bicycle to work every day, this news makes her angry.

The family does not know how far Jin Yunfei and Xiao Daqian have developed, but it is obvious that a pair of young men and women have feelings. Jin Yunfei belongs to the kind of arrogant character, but she blushed when she heard Xiao Daqian's name, which is more than others can't hide from Jin Mu. There was a time when she was very worried that her daughter and this silly boy would not do something excessive, so she also knocked on the side many times, saying that little girls should learn to protect themselves and so on.

Jin Yunfei has changed recently, and after she began to live in her new home in the county, she became a little distracted, and sometimes she didn't turn off the lights when she went to bed at night, just lying on the bed in a daze, which made her mother worry, the most important thing was that Xiao Daqian seemed to disappear out of thin air, and never heard Jin Yunfei mention his name again. According to common sense analysis, Xiao Daqian was admitted to college, and he should share happiness with his daughter, this is what men and women should do in love, what happened to the two? The county leader she saw last time in the hospital made her very worried, but she always felt that Xiao Daqian would not be so different, but later it turned out that she was wrong.

When Jin's mother returned to her home in the county seat, she had a big quarrel with Principal Jin, and she even said that she asked Principal Jin to find a relationship with Kaka Xiao Daqian, how could a person with this kind of behavior go to college? Isn't this contemporary Chen Shimei? Principal Jin held on to the attitude of calming things down: "These things are all rumors, or rumors, don't believe it." You don't know what the relationship between Yun Fei and Xiao Daqian is. Didn't they always say they were classmates? ”

Mother Jin glared angrily: "You told me that the two children are in love and urge each other to study, and Xiao Daqian can become our son-in-law after being admitted to university." Why are you a classmate now? If your daughter is bullied by him, I will go to his house to make trouble and let him beat him. I'm not afraid of anything for my daughter! What's wrong with the county magistrate's daughter? In the Quanmei case, the emperor's daughters can't save Chen Shimei! ”

The two were arguing, and as soon as the door rang, Jin Yunfei came back. The two of them quickly shut up, and Jin Mu asked, "Yun Fei, how did you study today?" ”

Jin Yunfei's attitude was very cold: "It's the same as before, just do mock questions and talk about mock questions." She went back to her room and closed the door. A whole day of study made Jin Yunfei exhausted, she put her schoolbag on the desk, and lay on the bed, feeling that her body was empty, and her heart was like ashes, Brother Xiao still hadn't contacted him, but the school propaganda board had his photo, and the top ten in the college entrance examination every year in the first middle school had to be displayed on the propaganda board, Xiao Daqian in the photo looked stupid, and the corners of his mouth seemed to want to laugh but couldn't laugh, so Jin Yunfei was too familiar.

Does he not want me anymore? When this thought began to appear, Jin Yunfei scoffed, she felt that she knew Xiao Daqian very well, understood his deep affection for herself, and she even thought that even if he came to find her, she would ignore him and dry him, so that he would not be so ignorant that he would not make himself happy, and he would never be like him again in the future.

But as time went on, Xiao Daqian disappeared completely, Jin Yunfei began to lose his breath, this is not a man's style, and even if Xiao Daqian doesn't come to find him, Xiao Aihua will come, is something really happening? Xiao Daqian didn't even go to see him when he was sick, isn't this too much? Will he be cold to himself? A series of questions made Jin Yunfei almost despair.