I'm waiting for you in the distance (two hundred and five) boy's mind

Xiao Daqian slept very "irritable", his snoring sound rose and fell like a tidal wave, Tang Aijun began to worry that his sleeping posture was wrong, ran over to check that it was nothing wrong, and then shook his head and sighed, but saw two lines of tears flowing out of the corner of the boy's eyes, she froze, can people cry after falling asleep? Is he having nightmares? What kind of dream made him cry so silently?

Yang Hongxia, who was not far away, looked at the two people in the guest bedroom blankly, she understood that she would never have Xiao Daqian, as a woman, she knew Tang Aijun, although Miss Tang herself failed to really understand, she has always avoided the essential issue of the relationship with Xiao Daqian in her heart, after all, the identity of a good friend and a girlfriend are completely different, she is used to being a good student, and she doesn't want to hang up the sign of early love just after graduating from high school, but she is already inseparable from Xiao Daqian's future. Of course, she is also very philosophical when she says to the outside world "hand over the future to the future", but when a woman is serious about a man, it means that she is true love.

Men and women treat love differently, just like Xiao Daqian has "sincerely" loved several women, and his maturity has the imprint of women, but from another point of view, as long as he does not abandon it with his intentions, then he will not be condemned by morality, and the most important thing for men for love is not true love, but a sense of responsibility. But women are different, especially girls born in the seventies, they are often instinctively insecure, love is more like a sense of security that is affirmed and cared for, so once you fall in love with few empathy and other love, even if you can't be with the person you love, you will leave a shadow of true love in your future, and women will always remember their first love.

Yang Hongxia didn't know when she really fell in love with Xiao Daqian, but it was definitely not a blind date from the beginning of this story, let alone a man who "petted" her to take her to the county seat for the exam, and she was really interested in this man when she realized that Xiao Daqian had the strength to help her, but in fact, it was impossible for them to come together at that time. It was very hot and dry that summer, and there was a set of sports equipment under the big locust tree next to the single dormitory of No. 1 Middle School, and they stood there talking, to be precise, she begged Ken Xiao Daqian to help her, that was the turning point of her life, if it wasn't for that hot and unusually hot noon, she should be a peasant woman who graduated from junior high school in Songlou Village or other surrounding villages now, Yang Hongxia didn't know why she was so bold at that time, but she did it, and she had the later Nurse Yang and the current very luxurious single dormitory.

is the same as that time, but not twelve o'clock at noon, but twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, she and Xiao Daqian were together once, although Xiao Daqian was not her first man, but psychologically Yang Hongxia felt that she was true love for Xiao Daqian, she wanted to have the taste of a man on her body, and not let the old man's shadow always hover in her dreams, but that incident was always a secret.

Seeing Tang Aijun gently walk out of the house, Yang Hongxia smiled as if she had just woken up from a dream: "It's good if he wakes up!" When a man wakes up, it's like no one else. ”

Tang Aijun also smiled politely, but then shook his head: "He cried." Why is he crying? ”

Yang Hongxia explained: "When people are drunk, there are many abnormal situations, they are mentally paralyzed by alcohol, and they don't know many things. I've seen a lot of people in the hospital who get drunk and are sent to the hospital for treatment, and it's all funny. When he woke up and asked him, he couldn't tell why he was crying. Hee-hee! ”

Tang Aijun was a little embarrassed, Yang Hongxia pulled her to the next room to drink tea, the two chatted, Yang Hongxia was very conflicted, she wanted to match Xiao Daqian and Tang Aijun, so that she could justifiably have Minister Tang as a backer, but she once loved deeply, no, it should be the man she still loved deeply to other women, and she felt too wronged herself. Tang Aijun obviously has a side note, today's party made her understand that although the matter between herself and Xiao Daqian has not been made public, it has almost become the consensus of everyone, and it is better to accept his confession generously, alas, the hated Xiao Daqian, the glass of wine that he hates.

Xiao Daqian didn't wake up completely until it was almost dark, and after drinking some dried millet porridge, he struggled to go home, Yang Hongxia persuaded him to stay, saying that he was a little weak now, and that nothing should happen to him. Tang Aijun rarely didn't keep it, she couldn't say what the reason was, she always felt that Yang Hongxia was a little abnormal, this sister looked at Xiao Daqian's eyes with a little complicated things, Tang Aijun is a sensitive woman, she knew that Xiao Daqian had been engaged to Yang Hongxia, and she used to tease Xiao Daqian about this matter, but when she really fell in love with this man, she knew that love had a selfish side, she didn't want Xiao Daqian to have a chance to be with Yang Hongxia alone, in case of a resurgence it would be bad.

Yang Hongxia saw that Xiao Daqian insisted, so it was not reluctant, but she felt a little lost in her heart, but she concealed it well: "Brother Xiao, there are ten catties of eggs here, you can take them back and eat them." I can't eat it alone, and I still have the eggs I gave out last month. ”

Xiao Daqian resolutely refused: "No, really don't, thank you." ”

Tang Aijun said: "It's okay for you to go back to Gouzi Town, otherwise Aihua and the uncles and aunts at home will definitely be worried, and you can't do this after drinking." Especially in the last few days, you must not drink alcohol again. ”

Xiao Daqian's stomach churned when he heard the word wine now, and he nodded: "Mm-hmm." Aijun, there are eleven days left before the start of college, shall we go to Jinan to take the train? ”

Tang Aijun shook his head: "My dad said to find a driver to send us." My dad and mom went together, did you go to Nanjing by yourself? ”

Xiao Daqian did not hesitate: "It's yourself!" I buy a train ticket at half price, so I'll take the train. ”

Tang Aijun glanced at him, this man was always a little puzzled, she said: "That's it, you have to come to the city these days, the school will open on September 29, and a ceremony will be held on the first day of school, and scholarships will be given to the top ten students in the college entrance examination, and then we will discuss how to register." ”

Yang Hongxia couldn't interject when she said these words, she had a feeling of being left out in the cold, she was a secondary school student, everyone was a college student, and even the place where she went to college was a big city, compared to Linqing County, where her health school was located, she didn't know how many times better, she felt a little sorry for herself, but instantly remembered her refresher course, Yang Hongxia experienced these ups and downs, and began to have a higher pursuit, technical secondary school graduation may be just the starting point of life, she can also study undergraduate or even graduate school, she also has to catch up with those who are far away.

After saying goodbye to Tang Aijun, Xiao Daqian rode home, the sky was not completely dark, the western sky could see the crimson sunset slowly darkening, there were already stars dotted with the distant horizon, the road was not quiet, from time to time there were vehicles passing by, there were also the sound of carriages one after another, just walking on the road, Xiao Daqian felt a rare loneliness.

He has walked this road countless times, but the most impressive one is taking Jin Yunfei home in the heavy rain, the girl singing loudly behind him in the rain, and the rainbow in the sky after arriving at the destination, all make the boy remember deeply, Jin Yunfei used to be a very important part of his life, but maybe she will never appear again.

Last time, I asked my sister to bring her a letter, but there was no reaction to Shi Shenhai, Xiao Aihua said that Jin Yunfei was no different from before, but he was starting to be busy, after all, the third year of high school is the main body of the entire high school.

This year, Qingping No. 1 Chinese class exam is not good, even if you add repeat students, there is only one undergraduate, two junior colleges and seven or eight secondary schools, that is to say, even if the top ten grades are not sure, Jin Yunfei's ideal is a journalism major, that is, at least a junior college can, now the difficulty is not ordinary, Xiao Daqian remembered Jin Yunfei's arrogance, a little worried that she would suffer a big setback, the first and second years of high school study good can not prove anything, it is just a foreshadowing of the college entrance examination. The girl who enshrines her ideals as the supreme needs not only hard work, but also good luck!