Xiao Daqian doesn't talk about falling in love, even if he and Jin Yunfei have reached a critical point, but it is more by instinct, but Jin Yunfei's personality is completely incomparable with Tang Aijun, Jin Yunfei seems to be proud but his personality is deep and tender, and he can accept some of his slightly excessive actions. Tang Aijun is different, she and Xiao Daqian are at most allowed him to hold hands, and when Xiao Daqian tried to bear hug, he was resolutely rejected by the girl: "No!" You can't get an inch. Xiao Daqian, you have to keep a safe distance from me. Oh, by the way, I'll tell you something, Wang Aimei is going to get engaged to Guo Jun. ”

Xiao Daqian was shocked by the news: "How is it possible? Wasn't Guo Jun ruined by Wang Aimei's parents? Otherwise, he would definitely be admitted to university. ”

Tang Aijun once again pulled away Xiao Daqian's claws: "Don't move your hands and feet, we are here for the time being, who knows what will happen in the future." Alas, Wang Aimei has become a nymphomaniac, she has become a fat person of more than 200 pounds after eating hormones, and she also likes to take off her clothes in public. Therefore, Uncle Wang asked someone to find Guo Jun and said that he would take care of Aimei for the rest of his life. Guo Jun is a person with a conscience and agreed. ”

Xiao Daqian was in a bad mood, although he and Guo Jun have always been classmates, but they do not have a particularly close relationship, but I have to say that I am full of admiration for this top student, Wang Aimei is a girl idol he once admired in his first year of high school, and the entire Qingping County No. 1 Middle School has the saying that the two major schools are Hua Wang Aimei and Jin Yunfei. Speaking of which, Wang Aimei and Guo Jun are also boyfriend and girlfriend who are very good matched, but because of an early pregnancy, Wang Aimei's family was furious, and they sued Guo Jun for rape and directly operated the county No. 1 Middle School to expel Guo Jun, after all, Wang Aimei was not eighteen years old at the time. But things have come full circle and returned to the original point, but now Wang Aimei is no longer the delicate and charming school flower, and Guo Jun is not the top few high school students in the class.

"Is this love?" Xiao Daqian asked a question that seemed childish.

Tang Aijun was a little speechless, she didn't comment on the relationship between the two, it can be said very clearly that Guo Jun and Wang Aimei were in a very standard relationship at the beginning, but after more than half a year of grievances and grievances, they were finally arranged together, it is estimated that the once sacred love will disappear, it is just a simple life together, and there is a high probability that they will come together as a last resort. Tang Aijun sighed: "Xiao Daqian, I found that the question you asked was very profound. What exactly is love? Are we in a relationship now? ”

Xiao Daqian nodded: "I can't say it, I love the army, and I don't know what love is." In the earliest days, when I was fifteen years old, I thought that love was to marry a daughter-in-law, and to marry a woman in the family was love. I'm not afraid that you will laugh at me, when Yang Hongxia and I went on a blind date at that time, I felt that it was love, although it was different from the novel, but there was also a very special feeling in my heart. But then it slowly changed, and I didn't like her anymore. It's not that we don't like it, it's that we know that we can't be a rural couple like my parents and my parents. ”

When there are two people, although Xiao Daqian is not sharp, his expression can also express his thoughts. He was a little clumsy, and he fundamentally lacked the occasion to express himself, and if he was trained, this boy would also be speechless.

Tang Aijun was deeply touched, neither of them had lunch, seeing that the time was almost one o'clock in the afternoon, and she was a little hungry, but it was rare to talk to Xiao Daqian about these deep-seated problems, she simply moved a stool and sat down, the sky began to be cloudy again, and there was a faint rumbling of thunder, and the two of them sat in front of the door ready to watch the rain.

Xiao Daqian went to wash two teacups, but he didn't see the tea leaves after looking around, so he had to pick up the thermos and pour two cups of boiled water respectively: "Drink when you're thirsty, drink when you're hungry." ”

Tang Aijun laughed: "I'll order you some clear water noodles in a while, the hospital canteen should be closed at this time." Xiao Daqian, you and Sister Hongxia were only fifteen years old when they got engaged, right? What did you know at that time? ”

"Fifteen years old." Xiao Daqian can now face up to that experience, the most important thing is that it is a past that Tang Aijun can fully accept, and as for the broken connection with Jin Yunfei, it is absolutely impossible to say. "Now I don't understand anything at that time, my father asked me to go on a blind date, but it was from that blind date that I suddenly had a little consciousness, a man's consciousness, and felt that I had social responsibility." Speaking of this, he was slightly shy.

Tang Aijun looked at him a little pitifully, from a woman's point of view, he felt very pitiful, and was arranged a "rural daughter-in-law" without warning, in fact, it was the most normal thing in the countryside in that era, Xiao Daqian's later achievements were different, which is also the reason why Yang Hongxia has always thought that the Xiao family's new house should be her former home.

"It's kind of incredible that you guys are in the countryside." She concluded, "Fortunately, you came to your senses later and were admitted to the first middle school, Sister Hongxia is also not bad, she was admitted to the junior secondary school, and it is not up to you as a college student if she can't pass the exam." Just like the current Wang Hongmei's family, Guo Jun has to marry her. ”

Returning to the topic of Guo Jun, Xiao Daqian frowned, he was thinking that if he had that relationship with Jin Yunfei, would he only be able to marry her? No, Jin Yunfei is an extremely proud person in her heart, but Wang Aimei is not? Since ancient times, the recognized talented and beautiful women in this school were eventually hurt by love to this extent, so in a sense, love is not a beautiful thing: "Maybe! Actually, you don't know, many of my classmates are engaged. Babies are popular in rural areas, and if a boy does not book a family affair before the age of fifteen, it is a manifestation of the family's lack of ability. We also had a lot of trouble because the boy was admitted to school later. He wanted to say that there is still a bride price dispute between Yang Hongxia's family and his own family, but he didn't say it after thinking about it.

After a few thunders, the raindrops suddenly fell, crackling on the eaves, and there was a very quaint smell in the small courtyard. Tang Aijun stretched out his hand and grabbed Xiao Daqian: "I always have a hunch that you will fly very high in the future, Xiao Daqian, do you say that I will become Yang Hongxia and become a good friend, in fact, I can see now that she is trying her best to hide her feelings for you." Women are different from men, and we are all unforgettable for men we have truly loved. If, I mean, in the future, when you soar into the sky, will you care how I feel? ”

Xiao Daqian laughed: "You think too highly of me." I am very satisfied with my current living situation, there are living expenses in college, and I can find a good job through Uncle Tang after graduation......"

Tang Aijun stared into his eyes and interrupted him unceremoniously: "This is actually not your inner thoughts, just like when you were on a blind date with Sister Hongxia, you don't know your true future, right?" Xiao Daqian, I understand you. Although you are not the kind of idealist like Fu Xiaoming, you are very down-to-earth. I heard Aihua tell me your story, saying that you were admitted to a primary secondary school in your first year of high school, and you finally chose to give up, that is, you have something more ambitious in your heart. I, I'm afraid I won't be able to keep up with you. ”

Xiao Daqian was shocked by these words, Tang Aijun was not right, or she didn't understand the situation, it was not that he didn't want to go to a small secondary school at that time, but Jin Yunfei insisted that he go to high school, that girl wanted to fly with him, it was Jin Yunfei's ideals that made them have a common distance, if the first turning point of his fate appeared on a blind date with Yang Hongxia, then the secondary school abandonment was the second turning point, and it was a very important turning point, if he didn't insist on studying in the second year of high school, he wouldn't have met Tang Aijun, In other words, Jin Yunfei directly contributed to his current relationship.

Life is so incomprehensible that it seems that man does not know what he really wants and what he finally gets. Is it love? No! What he owes and feels guilty about the most is love itself. Is it ideal? No, Xiao Daqian can't tell what his true ideals are.

The rain was pouring down, and Tang Aijun let go of his hand: "Go, come with me to the next strip." ”

In the dormitory of the county experimental junior high school, which is not far away, another girl is also watching the rain, and she describes it as haggard, and the endless insomnia makes her feel like she is breaking down.