I'm Waiting for You in the Distance (216)
Xiao Daqian was not reluctant, he looked at the sky: "Don't rain too hard and pour us into soup chickens." ”
Tang Aijun laughed, although what Xiao Daqian said was not funny, she saw that the man was a little depressed, and it seemed that her rejection of him hurt her self-esteem a little, but Tang Aijun was very principled, if he was allowed to do it at the beginning of his relationship now, maybe he would soon make more excessive demands. She can be in love, but she will definitely not give herself easily: "Coward, what are you afraid of!" By the way, what do you want to eat at night? Why don't I go to the county canteen to buy food, do you still like to eat cold noodles? I don't know if there is still this season? ”
Cold noodles are one of Xiao Daqian's best memories, and he nodded vigorously: "I want it!" Fine! It's best to put more sesame juice and garlic paste! ”
Tang Aijun nodded: "That's it, it's five o'clock, and the canteen opens at half past five." I'll go to my house to get a food ticket, and I'll steal a bottle of wine for you, and I'll tell you about your speech tomorrow when we eat. ”
Xiao Daqian has already been scheduled to speak at tomorrow's celebration party, and he has already prepared a draft, but Tang Aijun is not at ease with his oral expression ability, so he wants to review it.
Xiao Daqian nodded without hesitation and said yes, he admired Tang Aijun's eloquence very much, when he was in school, Tang Aijun had the opportunity to speak at every class meeting, and his head buzzed as soon as he spoke in public, speaking is not the same as writing an article, and being able to write it may not necessarily express it clearly.
The two of them rubbed for a while before going out, and the soldiers divided into two ways, Xiao Daqian went for a walk by the lake, and Tang Aijun went to buy food, and the two agreed to meet in half an hour later at the county government's family courtyard near Beihu.
Xiao Daqian walked very fast, he didn't even open the umbrella, let the sparse raindrops hit his face, it was not just the apricot blossom rain that was wet, and the continuous drizzle in this shallow autumn did not have much chill, he enjoyed the coolness very much. Xiao Daqian deliberately did not go to the vicinity of the militia training base where he lived before, worried that he would meet someone he knew before, of course, he was also very conflicted in his heart, he wanted to meet Jin Yunfei but was afraid of encountering it, he didn't know what to say if he really wanted to meet that girl, and he was even more afraid that Jin Yunfei would turn against him.
Everyone has their own sense of morality in their hearts, of course, there are countless reasons to defend themselves, Xiao Daqian knows that he is doing something wrong, in the words of Jugouzizhen, it is "not authentic", he and Jin Yunfei are officially in love, not the ambiguity that was said before, the two have seen each other shirtless several times, if outsiders know, I am afraid that it will be very difficult for Jin Yunfei to marry in that era, Jin Meiren is wholeheartedly devoted to him, but Xiao Daqian finally became a negative person, without a formal explanation with Jin Yunfei, and established a relationship with Tang Aijun, which is immoral!
Xiao Daqian felt guilty about this. He has compared Jin Yunfei and Tang Aijun countless times in his heart, from the initial Jin Yunfei's overwhelming advantage, to the later slowly turned the tables, Tang Aijun has a majestic brilliance, and it is really good to him, many things in the Xiao family are solved by her, whether it is when she is sick and hospitalized, or her sister goes to school, of course, Tang Aijun has a very harmonious relationship with his family, especially after Xiao Daqian was infected with lung inflammation some time ago, it can be said that if Tang Aijun did not appear in time, Xiao Daqian's life would be in danger. People's hearts are flesh and blood, and this kind of long-lasting love is much deeper than the previous relationship between Xiao Daqian and Jin Yunfei.
Unconsciously, he walked on the jade belt bridge in the middle of the North Lake, this bridge is like the middle part of the gourd, the whole North Lake is divided into two, it is also a scenery of Qingping City, some people even used the word "walk the bridge without seeing the bridge" to describe its width, but in fact, the jade belt bridge is not too wide, about 20 meters or so, into an arch structure, standing on the top can see the scenery of the North Lake.
Xiao Daqian is a little depressed, the hormones in his body always make men feel depressed after returning in vain, Tang Aijun's way of expressing intimacy is just holding hands, he has experienced Jin Yunfei's tenderness like water and naturally will not be satisfied, but he is helpless, it would be great if he had another chance to be with Jin Meiren, he remembered that spring dream, and he was trained in the dream to send and receive freely, alas!
The rain was a bit heavy, so he had to hold up an umbrella, and the raindrops on the edge of the North Lake were woven into a net, and the whole lake was empty, and there was no one in sight. He walked to the door of the county government dormitory, according to the agreement just now, he should wait for Tang Aijun there.
Walking not far, he hasn't walked down the jade belt bridge, and saw an umbrella floating slowly on the opposite side, the umbrella is red, covering the face of the owner of the umbrella, Xiao Daqian didn't care, but as the two umbrellas got closer and closer, he instinctively noticed a little weirdness, and couldn't help but look at the other party, and then was stunned, it turned out to be Jin Yunfei, Jin Yunfei also saw him for the first time!
Both of them stayed, Xiao Dagan's mouth opened wide, and he muttered Jin Yunfei's name, but his voice was so small that even he didn't hear it. Jin Yunfei didn't speak, but her eyes suddenly turned red: "Xiao Daqian, are you looking for me?" ”
Xiao Daqian couldn't make any other answer, so he could only nod: "Yun Fei, you, how are you?" ”
Jin Yunfei cried, she cried loudly, very aggrieved, and suddenly Xiao Daqian was at a loss, they were on the road, fortunately it was raining now and there was no one, otherwise Xiao Daqian didn't know how to explain: "Yunfei, don't cry, don't cry, what's wrong with you?" As he spoke, his nose was sore, and he almost burst into tears.
"Brother, I, I can't stand it anymore!" Jin Yunfei cried even more, Xiao Daqian hurriedly took her arm and walked to the side, he was a little panicked, for fear that Jin Yunfei had encountered something wrong.
"Yun Fei, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Daqian's movements were very natural, and he didn't look twisted at all. "Aren't you about to start school? Your father has also been transferred to the county seat, why is he in such a hurry? He was a little worried when he saw Jin Yunfei just now, and what he was most afraid of was that the girl glared angrily, turned around and left, but he didn't expect Jin Yunfei to cry after meeting by the lake, which was completely beyond his expectations.
Jin Yunfei didn't speak, she just cried, and her hand was tightly gripping Xiao Daqian's arm, her hand was a little heavy, but Xiao Daqian didn't feel pain. The two turned a corner and walked towards the grove not far ahead. Neither of them saw it, but there was a person not far away who saw them, and that person was Yang Hongxia.
Jin Yunfei's crying voice was much quieter, but it was still tears gushing wildly, she wiped it with the back of her hand, Xiao Daqian didn't know what to do, he regretted a little that he went to the lake, and he was even more afraid that there would be any accidents, for example, Tang Aijun suddenly appeared in front of them, then he could be described as a chicken and a flying egg, but he was soft-hearted, Jin Yunfei was affectionate and righteous to him, he couldn't be too ruthless.
"Yun Fei, what's wrong with you? Are you having trouble studying? Xiao Daqian deliberately avoided his disappearance for more than 50 days. He knew he couldn't explain it, so he simply didn't explain it.
Jin Yunfei actually nodded, and she finally spoke: "Brother, I don't know what's wrong with me, I can't sleep every day with a headache, and I'm panicking, my mother said that I have a nervous breakdown, and you won't come to see me anymore, don't you want me anymore?" ”
Xiao Daqian had nothing to say, so he could only shake his head: "No, no, Yun Fei, your main focus now is on studying." You're in your third year of high school, and I've been through it at this time. By the way, I wrote to you two days ago, didn't you receive it? ”
"Is this the letter that Aihua gave me?" Jin Yunfei sobbed, after crying for so long, she suddenly felt a lot better, I don't know if it was because she met Xiao Daqian, or because she vented the depression that had been suppressed in her heart, she cried silently at night a few days ago, and she actually felt good after crying for a while just now, and her thinking began to be active, which was completely different from the moment when she saw Xiao Daqian lose consciousness for the first time just now, it was just an instinctive reaction at first.
"No, I wrote you a letter later, that is, the things to pay attention to in the third year of high school." Xiao Daqian said honestly.
"I didn't receive it!" Jin Yunfei shook his head.