Chapter 15: I miss it to the extreme, but I can't help it
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Thank you for every lesson you have accompanied me
Let me understand the reluctance of youth
A scarlet sunset shone on the western hills, large clouds floated in the clear blue sky, and crowds of people strolled on the playground in schools.
"Xiao Lin, what's wrong with you?" Li Xixi hesitated for a long time whether to ask, and finally couldn't help but ask.
The soft light reflected Zhou Linxi, and what was clearly visible was the sad expression on her face, thinking about it carefully for the past few days.
In the evening, Zhou Linxi went to the classroom and saw that Li Xixi had already taken a shower and was doing his homework, so he asked, "Ah Xi, can you accompany me to the playground?" ”
"Okay." Li Xixi thought that there was not much homework, so he put down the pen and went with Zhou Linxi.
But since he walked out of the classroom, Zhou Linxi hadn't spoken again, and the silence was terrible.
Until now, the atmosphere after Lee Hee-hee asked the question was even quieter than before.
"Xiao Lin, let me tell you a particularly funny thing..."
When Li Xixi was about to say something happy to break the silence, Zhou Linxi finally spoke.
"Ah Xi, I confessed to Li Mo, and then he not only refused but also transferred to another school. I like him, he doesn't like me, it's good. I finally don't have to go to him every day, and I can return my joys and sorrows to myself in the future. ”
It's really hard to feel that someone you've liked for so long suddenly disappears from your world.
"It's good that he's gone, after all, he is loveless and light, and being single is an elite."
"Haha!" Zhou Linxi couldn't help but laugh when she heard Li Xixi's words, and said after taking a deep breath, "Ah Xi, probably you are the only one who can make me laugh at this time." ”
In Zhou Linxi's memory, Li Mo can also be regarded as half a childhood sweetheart. In the eyes of his classmates, Zhou Linxi and Li Mo despised each other.
From the third grade of primary school to the third year of junior high school, Zhou Linxi and Li Mo have always been classmates, and Li Mo was bullied by Zhou Linxi, such as: robbing him of snacks, unfair 38th line, often using violence to solve problems about his incompromise, etc.
Zhou Linxi didn't know why, she just wanted to bully him. caused Li Mo to force Zhou Linxi's preferences and habits to be clear.
It is said that everyone has a bad problem, the more you like whom, the more you love to bully.
I still remember one day one year, he said such a sentence, which will make Zhou Linxi unforgettable.
"Li Mo, you said that we are not in the same school in high school, will we lose contact?"
"I think too much about you, you are a vegetarian when you are a mobile phone. It's almost time for the high school entrance examination, and you still want to do this. ”
"No, I'm afraid that no one will invite me to eat in the future."
"You're just afraid that no one will be bored if you don't bully, don't worry, you Brother Mo and I won't abandon you."
When Zhou Linxi was in the sixth grade, he also confessed on his birthday, but Li Mo just laughed as a joke.
decided to confess again because she felt that Li Mo knew that she was just pretending not to understand, and she wanted to die sooner.
It turned out to be as she wanted, she was going to let him go, and he was very happy. In fact, he didn't need to go through such a big effort, she never thought of entanglement.
Li Mo's feelings for Zhou Linxi were not very clear to him, and he rejected her.
But what he didn't tell her was: he changed schools... It was his father's arrangement, and it was arranged before the high school entrance examination. It's just that he forced himself to come to this school.
Zhou Linxi didn't tell Li Xixi about these many things, because she felt that Li Xixi didn't understand this emotion.
Zhou Linxi has really missed Li Mo these days, in school, seeing a familiar back, I feel empty in my heart, and I have memories all day long.
When playing with the mobile phone, staring at his avatar and information, he cried inexplicably, which is the so-called thinking to the extreme but helpless.
But Zhou Linxi is also very grateful to Li Mo, and thanks to every lesson she has read with her, so that she can understand the reluctance of youth.
Hopefully, time will slowly dilute that liking.
Li Xixi understands this feeling, but he can't fully experience it, because Li Xixi only likes Ou Jinchen silently now.
What makes Li Xixi happy is that Ou Jinchen is not flirting with girls now, he just studies hard every day and is a good member of his math committee.
This is also the result of Li Xixi's sneaky observation, but she panicked when she thought about it, so Gao Leng wouldn't be because she had a girlfriend.