Chapter 79: The heartbeat of each other is undoubtedly revealed

Zuo Yao heard Qi Jinnan mention Lin Ze, his eyebrows furrowed, and he nodded and smiled, obviously not wanting to mention him at all.

After a moment, she smiled with relief and raised her eyes to look at Qi Jinnan carefully, "I'm curious, what are green eyes like, they must be beautiful, right?" ”

Qi Jinnan let go of a hand, slowly raised and touched the corner of his eye, "Characteristic contact lenses." If you want to find trouble with the Qi family, you can't be recognized. ”

Zuo Yao wanted to see what it was like, and knew that the conditions here were limited, so he was afraid of hurting his eyes, so he diverted the topic, "Don't the Qi family know about the Qi family?" How dare you do this to your mother? ”

Qi Jinnan sneered and shook his head, "My mother's ......"

He let out a long sigh, as far as a mother is concerned, Qi Qi is not qualified, and as far as a woman is concerned, she is also quite a failure.

But she gave all her gentleness to Qi Jinnan, so that he couldn't blame her for being too stupid.

Zuo Yao knew that it was not good to mention these things repeatedly, so she sighed softly, "It's all over." ”

Qi Jinnan clasped her hands again and squeezed them with some strength, "Yes, I have explained everything that should be explained." It's all over for me, and you're my future. ”

Zuo Yao's mind was still immersed in Qi Jinnan's worthlessness, and even hated them, when he heard this, his eyes were flustered for a moment, and he looked at him.

Qi Jinnan only had sincerity in his eyes, so he stared at her directly, and slowly smiled, "I said, you are my future." ”

"But the Shi family helped you, you can really ......"

Before she finished speaking, Qi Jinnan took out a hand to cover her mouth, leaned close to her, and whispered, "To me, you are more important than anything else." ”

He couldn't say if revenge came first, but he didn't need to say it either.

Knowing the true relationship between Lin Ze and Zuo Yao, his motivation for Zuo Yao has no conflict with revenge.

After being attracted to her, his liking was suppressed into love, and his willingness to give up some principles for her is enough to explain the problem.

Zuo Yao was a little hesitant, Qi Jinnan explained to clear everything, she had already relieved her misunderstanding of him.

What can't be relieved now is her own inner demon.

She was a little excited and wanted to try, but more than that, she was afraid.

Zuo Yao wanted to express his inner desire and liking him, but he was afraid of scaring him away.

Qi Jinnan found that she wanted to speak again, thinking that she was still worried about the Shi family, and hurriedly explained, "The Shi family hopes that I can marry Shi Manxuan and join forces with the Shi family." Shi Manxuan didn't like me, but she treated me as her own. ”

Speaking of this, he noticed that Zuo Yao's expression had changed, and when she mentioned Shi Manxuan, she felt uncomfortable, and her speech speed accelerated a lot, "I don't mean anything to her." I didn't deny it before, because I also needed the help of the Shi family, and I didn't have anyone I liked. It ...... me to marry a nominal wife."

Having said this, Zuo Yao couldn't help frowning, realizing that Qi Jinnan was so frightened that he didn't dare to continue, and shook his head, "I understand what you mean." I just ......"

She just didn't expect Qi Jinnan to put her heart in her heart to this point, and she would confess everything directly.

Instead, she was still cringinge.

Zuo Yao took a deep breath and finally spoke, "That's not what I care about. ”

Qi Jinnan made the past and these things clear, Zuo Yao is not a fool, she can understand many things.

Since you can understand, you can understand him even more.

Zuo Yao has said this, and he doesn't intend to hide it, he closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and said bluntly: "It's not these, it's not been these all the time." ”

Qi Jinnan knew what she wanted to say and didn't want to talk about the topic, so she had the heart to say that she didn't need to say it, so she slowly closed her mouth and listened carefully.

Zuo Yao didn't dare to look at Qi Jinnan's eyes, just looked at the hands of the two people who had been holding hands for a long time, and said softly: "My mother committed suicide not only because of Hu Meiqin's appearance, but also because there are too many other women and too many things. ”

Speaking of this, she showed an expression of not daring to think about it, "Knowing some things in the past, I don't know if Lin Ze has made my mother do anything I don't want to do." ”

When Qi Jinnan heard this, where did he not understand?

He had just clasped her hand, trying to soothe her, but he didn't know where to start.

Zuo Yao suddenly looked up at him, "I don't care about any of this. What I care about is that I, like my mother, can't hold sand in my eyes. ”

Qi Jinnan was a little stunned and didn't understand the meaning of these words.

Zuo Yao smiled sadly and sighed briefly, "After my mother committed suicide, Lin Ze always told me that my mother has mental illness and some problems. I always felt like I was like her. ”

Qi Jinnan couldn't hold back any longer, let go of the hand he was holding, and suddenly hugged her into his arms, "You don't have any problems!" You're the nicest woman I've ever seen! ”

Zuo Yao chuckled at his words, slowly raised her hand to hug him, and after a little hesitation, clasped her hands tightly, "What if I'm also a paranoid and willful, woman who doesn't want you to come into contact with any women and wants to lock you up?" ”

Qi Jinnan listened to these words, but showed a smile that got what he wanted, "Then I can't wait for you to do this." ”

Zuo Yao has always felt that this is a sick idea, you can't be so selfish, and loving someone shouldn't be imprisoned.

Qi Jinnan's answer was not within her cognition, she wanted to look into his eyes to see if he really thought so, or if he echoed it because he liked it.

But he hugged him very tightly, Zuo Yao couldn't look at him, so he could only lean his head on his shoulder blades, listen to his breathing, and his clear voice.

"I've been through so much, and I'm probably not what you see. You said you didn't want me to touch any women, and I wanted you to do that. ”

Zuo Yao lay quietly on his shoulder, listening to this, his lips trembled, and he wanted to say something, but he gradually closed his mouth and turned into a satisfied smile.

Qi Jinnan didn't see her expression, thinking that she couldn't speak before to make her angry, "I'm bent on revenge, and I've never been in love, so it's probably a bit bad." If you will......"

Before he finished speaking, Zuo Yao tightened his hand and hugged him, "I haven't been in love either." I'm the bad one. I misunderstood you before. Don't say that about yourself. ”

Qi Jinnan smiled with satisfaction, he had thought a lot, but he didn't expect Zuo Yao to feel sorry for him, nothing else.

At first, when he used Shi Manxuan as a friend to talk about being bullied, for her, these were just talking points for him to bully.

Maybe loving someone will make you really distressed?

"I like you. Maybe it's love, but I can't guarantee it, it's just that I can't stand you being with someone else, even if it's intimate. Qi Jinnan hugged Zuo Yao tighter and tighter, "I can't let go." ”

Zuo Yao likes to be cherished so much, even if his hug is too tight, but she likes this kind of care, "But you should know that I really can't ...... as a person"

"Anything you want, I can do it." Qi Jinnan didn't give her a chance to finish, and replied seriously in her ear, "No matter what you ask, as long as you are by my side." ”

Zuo Yao was a little distressed, she couldn't imagine that such a perfect Qi Jinnan would be so humble, she had too many things to say, and the last sentence, "I like you too, I care about you very much." ”