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Love is too familiar

It's almost forgotten

You chase the world

I'm chasing you back

[Zhou Linxi's perspective]

I am an ordinary girl, my skin is not too white, unlike Li Xixi, who is white and even jealous.

The personality is a little sensitive.,A lot of things don't mind.,But I won't tell others.,I want others to find out.。

For example: Seeing Li Xixi and Chen Yichun having a good time, I am not happy but I won't say it.

I think a lot of things don't seem interesting if you say them yourself.

"What's wrong with you?" "It's fine."

So this became the most frequent conversation I had with the two of them.

Many people may think this is hypocritical, but I don't think so.

People who care about you will sense that everything is wrong with you and will understand your strangeness.

I hate them. Although they really took into account my feelings.

But I can't say why, I hate them so much, whether it's Li Xixi, who studied junior high school with me, or Chen Yichun, who met in a dormitory in the first year of high school.

I also treated them sincerely, and finally I couldn't help but start wanting to ruin their friendship.

The result, of course, was that I was not happy.

"Guess who I am?" Your eyes are covered and you can feel the soft temperature of your palms.

"Li Mo."

I can't help but feel helpless, which time it wasn't him, he was still so naïve.

"It's not bad, I know it's you and me."

The hand over the eye mask was retracted.

I slowly opened my eyes, and in the blurred vision, Li Mo's bright and bright smile became clearer and clearer, and I felt that my heart was healed.

"What's the matter, Miss Zhou, aren't you happy after the high school entrance examination?" As he spoke, Li Mo rubbed my hair.

He was still there for me when I was unhappy, as he had been before.

I'm the same as before, when he rubs my hair and sees the smile on the corner of his mouth, I still can't stop moving.

"No, why are you coming out?" I couldn't help but ask, "Aren't you having fun in there?" ”

He paused for a while before he spoke: "It's not that I'm afraid that you won't be able to open it." ”

If I hadn't known him, I would have really believed his rhetoric.

"Really? Isn't it your goddess who is with other people? ”

That's right, I'm well aware that he has someone he likes.

He froze in place, silent for a long time, and did not speak.

The atmosphere was awkward to the extreme.

"When I didn't say it." I know why I'm asking for it.

"No, you misunderstood."

I'm not mistaken, it's just that he wants to keep the secret of his heart.

"I'm kidding."

"You're so bold now that you dare to make fun of me?"

Then the two of them started the game of chasing me.

It's all in disguise, he pretends to be his joyful liking, I'm pretending to be my revealing liking.

In the end, I couldn't hold back.

"Li Mo, I like you, the kind of liking that girls like boys, seriously."

"I'm sorry, Zhou Linxi, you know, I don't like you. I've been thinking about what I'm going to do when you actually say that, and I've thought about actually having a relationship with you......"

"But I don't want to lie to you, and I can't fool you. Because we know each other well, I have always loved you for my sister. ”

"You can be friends or strangers if you want to, I can cooperate with you, but I just can't be with you."

At that moment, I felt that it was the first time that someone had said such a heartwarming and heart-piercing refusal.

My nose became more and more sore, I slapped my face even if I didn't cry, and my tears flowed, and I felt that all my tears in the past few years had been drained.

Why did he cry more and more, it may be the back of watching him go farther and farther away in a haze.

It was like he was literally going to disappear from his world.

From then on, everything about him had nothing to do with me, only my own silent liking.

When the first year of high school had just begun, there was really no news of him.

Life is also unsatisfactory, and I always feel that Li Xixi and Chen Yichun have forgotten my existence.

Growing up, I didn't have any other partners except him and my sister.

Coincidentally, my sister is not in the same class as me.

It feels like the days without him are getting more and more embarrassed day by day.

"Zhou Linxi."

"I miss you a little."

Looking at the message on the screen, I froze in place. He hadn't contacted me in a long time.

In the next second, I saw that the other party had withdrawn a message.

Bang bang bang. The heartbeat hasn't calmed down yet.

Me too.

The hand seems to be faster than the brain, and it has been sent before it has even had time to think about it.

After reacting, it was too late to withdraw because he replied with a message from his side.

"Then will you transfer schools?"

I choked up, as if he was right next to me, and said in my ear, "Transfer to Brother Mo, I will protect you."

To be honest, I was a mess and impulsive.

I almost forgot that these words were not his style at all, and I forgot that he would have his own life over there.

And that's true, after he went, he was completely like a different person, I think, probably related to his goddess.

"Zhou Linxi, did you really decide to transfer schools?"

"Hmm."

"I'm kidding," he said, standing in front of me, blocking out the glare of the sun, "don't take it seriously." ”

"Who said I was here for you," I tugged at the corners of my mouth, allowing myself to smile a little, "I haven't lived much here, and I want a change of scenery." ”

"That's up to you."

He was gone, as dashing as I was the day he confessed.

I saw his back again.

He is really different, if it was Li Mo before, he would definitely care about why he was not doing well.

But now this Li Mo is so indifferent.

I also know very well, clearly looking at how I have fallen even more.

As fate would have it, I couldn't transfer because my father didn't agree.

What's even more ridiculous is that I heard from him after I couldn't transfer to his school.

Zhou Linxi, I like you.

"Heh... Insulting me? "I didn't think about it, I deleted him, and I also deleted his true heart.

After many years, I realized that I knew from my sister that that sentence was sincere.

However, if you miss it, you miss it, and you will not wait in the same place.

At the end of the story, I suddenly felt that if I were less ruthless and less jealous, wouldn't friendship and love end better?

No, do it all over again, I will still be jealous of Li Xixi and Chen Yichun, and I will still choose their opposite.

No, everything will be repeated, I will still delete Li Mo, and I will still disappear into his world.

Because that's who I am, jealous and vengeful.