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"What I like is the neurosis hiding in the soul of a normal person, the idiocy that exists in the brain of a wise man, the dirt under the feet of a rose, the mottled and laurel tree on the moon, the naivety that tears oneself apart but can't help but love life, and the part that I see as naïve."

During the time of pursuing Ou Jinchen, what was the state of Li Xixi? Are you really happy?

I was looking forward to his news every day, and when the phone rang, I subconsciously thought that it was him, and took a mobile phone to reply to his message when I took a bath and dinner.

As soon as the weather is cold, I want to ask him to add clothes; When it rains and the weather is fine, he will be reminded to bring an umbrella; When I met Twilight, I subconsciously took pictures and shared them with him.

"I guess I'm busy, wait... It's not strange that it says 2G, and I guess I'm still playing with friends outside..."

"This point is chasing dramas, wouldn't it be rude to look for him."

Because he has no identity, he can't be jealous, even if he knows that he doesn't want to reply to her messages while watching the drama, he doesn't dare to express a trace of unhappiness.

guessed that he stayed up all night chasing his favorite drama, hit a few heads in the game, and replied to the girl's message in a private chat, but she could only look at the single message that was not replied to in a daze.

She seems to understand his behavior, because most people are like this to people they don't like.

"It shouldn't be like that... The topic is so bad... Do you want to withdraw it? ”

"It's nine o'clock and you haven't gotten home yet? But it shows that WiFi is online, maybe it's dinner? ”

can't lose his temper, can't delete friends, can't be blacklisted, and even found countless reasons for him.

In fact, he was just bored to reply to Li Xixi's message in seconds, and she stupidly felt that he was moved.

In the end, Li Xixi became more and more addicted, and in his heart, she was just some pastime to pass the boring time, just like watching a drama, it would be boring after watching it.

Maybe Li Xixi also knows that when Ou Jinchen doesn't reply to her messages, there is no difference between it and the toys that the children in the kindergarten are tired of falling aside.

Until the end of the day, Li Xixi couldn't deceive himself, he must have seen the news, he was not deaf, blind and free, he just didn't want to go back.

But the next day, she still couldn't help herself from sending an early pass, and nothing had happened the previous day.

"Ah Xi, aren't you tired? Isn't it stupid? Zhong Shan asked Li Xixi the two most asked questions during that time.

Her answer was also straightforward, "When I'm tired, he gives me a little sweetness, how can I be tired?" ”

Zhong Shan sighed and said nothing in the end.

Lee Hee-hee looked at the moving scenery outside the car window, and "Bei Ai" was playing in his headphones, thinking that he couldn't go on like this anymore.

But she was unwilling, didn't he say that he was a little excited?

"Shanshan, at the end of this semester, I will give up completely without results."

The tone of this sentence was flat, but Zhong Shan understood the struggle in Li Xixi's tone, and she felt that Li Xixi would definitely do what she said.

Zhong Shan watched the bus turn a corner, she pulled the corners of her mouth, and said with a pun: "When the bus arrives, you must get off." ”

After the words fell, Zhong Shan shouted in the direction of the bus driver: "Uncle, there is a big market." ”

Li Xixi didn't speak, stood up silently, and moved backwards with Zhong Shan.

Until the bus stopped, Li Xixi and Zhong Shan got off the bus together, and they still seemed to understand.

But no matter what, what is the ending between her and Ou Jinchen in the end, it will not be her who regrets it.

Not long after I got home, QQ rang, it was a message from Ou Jinchen, asking her if she had arrived home.

But this time, Li Xixi replied that he had just arrived home, so he didn't take the initiative to find a topic.

That night, Li Xixi lay in bed, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, so he took his mobile phone and looked at the chat history with Ou Jinchen.

I don't know why, she took screenshots of the chat records that she thought was sweet, and saved the trumpet uploaded to QQ space.

Looking back on the past week or two, she really did things that she thought were ridiculous before.

Su Yusheng: You prepare something for him every day and put it on the table, chat with him after class, tease him from time to time, help him fetch water, and accompany him to cook.

In addition to accompanying him to eat, Li Xixi did what Su Yusheng said.

Later, for a while, she struggled with the fact that if she was the one who didn't pass the paper, she actually wanted to see the standard answers.

Although Chen Yichun was sure during that time, she was his standard answer.

But she wondered: Did he take the wrong test paper, otherwise why didn't she feel a little love?

But there are also ambiguous moments when the avatar is very much in love.

For example, on the first day, Ou Jinchen saw the small note written by Li Xixi, and a sweet smile appeared on the corner of her lips, and her eyes were gentle and light that day.

"Worms are still valuable, after all, no matter how domestic pigs are, they are better than pigs outside."

"Get out!"

In this case, it can often be seen that because Ou Jinchen is very handy with Li Xixi, making Li Xixi happy is a piece of cake for him.

Another example is that ambiguous afternoon.

The sun is shining, the shadows of the trees are swaying, the light and shadow are swaying in the sultry afternoon, and the air seems to be dull.

Li Xixi had just finished cleaning the cleaning area, his forehead was covered with sweat, and his back was also stained with sweat, and he felt hot and tired when he sat down.

Even in this case, she did not forget to fetch him water, and those habits that were good to him seemed to be engraved in her bones.

"Worm, are you going to be a thief?"

"No, clean the cleaning area."

Li Xixi didn't gag with him like before, she was so tired that she was at her mercy and didn't want to say a word more.

"By the way, the third period is biology class, the teacher said to check last night's exercises, I helped you tick out the questions last night, and you can use the music class to write later."

But tired and tired, she still did not perfunctory Ou Jinchen, and she was thoughtful for him everywhere.

Music and art classes ended during the week of the lesson, so these classes became self-study classes.

Ou Jinchen didn't speak, and Li Xixi didn't want to say anything, she turned around and listened to the physics teacher's lecture in a daze.

It's really too hot, and this physics class is like astronomy, it's too hypnotic, and Lee Hee is drowsy.

Suddenly, there was a cool breeze behind her, and the cool feeling relieved the blazing temperature on Li Xixi's body, and her whole person was much cooler.

"Ou Jinchen? You..."

Li Xixi turned around and saw Ou Jinchen holding a fan borrowed from somewhere in his hand, and fanned her leisurely.

"What do you see, I want to see a fan, can't I fan in the wrong direction?"

"Thank you."

"Let's move to class."

Ou Jinchen's awkward appearance that he refused to admit was exactly what touched Li Xixi's heart.