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Every unhappy ending may be the best ending they can do

Because Li Xixi went to the cafeteria late at noon that day, she accidentally saw him coming down from the teaching building, and there was a girl about the same height as her standing next to him.

The joy in his eyes came from that girl.

"What would you like to eat later? I ask you. ”

"No, you don't."

"Don't be angry, I'll tell you a bad joke?"

He has someone by his side, it turns out that he didn't like to take the initiative to find topics before, and he thinks that she loves to lose his temper, and one day he will be careful and patient to coax another girl.

Love is really traceable, and neither is love.

It was a cold winter wax moon, the sky was cold, the trees were withering, and the oncoming north wind was as cold as a knife, cutting her skin and her heart.

Walking with Chen Yichun unconsciously, passing by the camphor tree that he saw for the first time, Li Xixi stopped and couldn't help but take a look.

The camphor trees have long since faded their colours, and the frosty leaves have withered, leaving only the bare old trunk branches towering into the clouds.

"Ah Yi, this time I really want to give up, it's rude to love again."

"I understand your feelings, I knew that Su Yusheng had a girlfriend during the summer vacation, but I couldn't help but tell you..."

Perhaps once in a while, a few crows swept through the air, making a hoarse chirp, and landed on a branch not far away.

The cold air swept in suddenly, and a cold chill spread throughout the body, and the two of them trembled.

Li Xixi saw a copy on Weibo: Before deciding to give up a person, he must have stood in the cold wind for a long time.

It was a cold day, but she thought that she liked him in that summer, and when the summer passed, the love would naturally dissipate.

It seems that she is always prone to create an illusion of infatuation in a "self-masochistic" way, so that she stands at the highest point of her feelings and obtains a deformed sense of satisfaction and security.

In fact, whether it is sending a message on a snowy night to ask the other party to keep warm, or braving the heavy rain to send him an umbrella or something, in retrospect, he often feels as fierce as Guan Yu walking alone in the dry air.

Maybe for him, maybe a cup of milk tea is a cup of milk tea, which can't carry the feeling of a landslide and a crack on it that she wants to pin.

I always wanted to express my love impatiently, but the result was often caught in the performance without knowing it, so the impression of two people on each other would be skewed.

He often doesn't feel the same way about the things she feels are unforgettable.

The sign of growth is to restrain oneself, restrain one's emotions, restrain one's desire to perform, and even restrain one's liking.

The regret and fulfillment in the story come naturally.

Li Xixi and Chen Yichun did not work hard to get into a good university like the heroines in the novel.

They chose to fall at the age of hard work, became the love brain in everyone's mouth, and even watched themselves sink soberly.

The time to wake up is too short, and there is too much knowledge to digest, so I collapsed and studied in the second semester of my third year of high school.

During that time, coffee, oil essence and all kinds of refreshing items were placed on the table, and they were really tormented.

"The future is undecided, you and I are dark horses!"

"There are still ten days left before the college entrance examination..."

Li Xixi listened to these countdowns and felt a little numb in her heart, maybe she was too nervous, maybe she had already seen her ending.

The final result is very realistic, Li Xixi and Chen Yichun took the college entrance examination results in their early 300s and filled in a third-rate junior college.

Choosing a third-rate school does not mean that you have to choose to live a third-rate life, they all chose to upgrade to a bachelor's degree.

Li Xixi occasionally goes back to his alma mater to see that the original dormitory has been renovated, the classrooms are full of new desks, and air conditioning is installed.

She has always been a person who likes to remember, not how good it was then, but simply obsessed with the era that now seems to have a pale yellow color rendered by annual rings.

Maybe it's time that has made her tolerant, but now that she thinks about it, there was nothing that she couldn't tolerate.

"Ou Jinchen dropped out of school with his girlfriend"

"Ou Jinchen seems to have broken up with that woman"

"Ou Jinchen is messing up quite miserably now"

Even if she knew that Ou Jinchen's so-called heartbeats were faked, she felt that it didn't matter, because she seemed to be really relieved.

There is also one most important reason, I heard the news about Ou Jinchen from the ears of other students.

Knowing that he was not as good as her, she was indeed much more comfortable.

But the difference is that she won't think about whether he will regret it, and she won't cling to what that heartbeat sentence means.

"Ah Yi, what's wrong? On the weekend, it depends, if you are with him, then I won't go, I don't want to eat your dog food. ”

Li Xixi walked to the parking lot while chatting with his mobile phone, and Chen Yichun was on the other end of the phone.

Yes, Chen Yichun found the right person, or through Li Xixi's matchmaking, because her object was Li Xixi's junior high school classmates.

So, no matter how deeply you have been hurt, there will always be someone who will show up and ask you to forgive all the difficulties that life has done to you before.

Chen Yichun met such a person, which made her feel that she was loved, and it was all worth it.

As soon as Li Xixi got in the car, he received a message from Zhong Shan.

"You have to be here next month, you're a bridesmaid."

Zhong Shan and Tang Yinian have been together since the end of the college entrance examination, and they are recently preparing for a wedding, preparing to cheat Li Xixi's share of money.

Suddenly, looking back, the branches of the trees left a faint light, and the white dust gradually rose, dotting the dots, connecting everything just right.

It seems that except for her, everyone around her has found the right person, and inexplicable hesitation gradually rises in my heart.

This journey of time, after all, has to keep trekking by yourself, thousands of miles.

In the distance, there is a bright moon and a clear breeze, a clear spring among the pines, and a persistent person. Although one day, each other will have to go far from each other, and their whereabouts are unknown.

A few days after helping Zhong Shan prepare for the wedding, Li Xixi took annual leave to pack her bags and board the distant train, she also wanted to find her love.

She firmly believes that the person who will spend her life with in the future is actually enduring the same loneliness at the same time as her.

He must have been looking forward to it, and he was rushing to meet her non-stop.

It is farther than the mountains and rivers behind, and as always, it runs into the distance, and it does not live up to this gradually barren time.

North and South, both far away.

"Ou Jinchen, Li Xixi really gave up on you."

"I waited for a long time for the bus to come, and then I called Didi and came in two minutes, but at this time the bus also came, so ah, you can't say I didn't wait for you."