Jin Kaichang

"Hey, what are you doing there, don't you go quickly!" The scolding sounded, and Jin Kai came back to his senses violently.

The man next to him grabbed him by the shoulder, and a foul breath sprayed him in the face:

"What are you looking at?" Then follow his gaze.

It is a few students with school bags and school uniforms, standing in front of the boutique to choose their favorite goods. Full of youth, Zhou Sheng is full of cheerful atmosphere, and I don't know what troubles are.

Wang smiled suddenly:

"Oh~, look at them." Then patted Jin Kaichang on the back of the head:

"Don't think about it, you can't have such a day in your life, who made your parents in debt?" Then I thought of something:

"You kid, you don't want to run, hey, I advise you not to use these crooked thoughts. Now you are a debt collector, and once you run away and get caught, you are a crippled beggar begging for food on the street. ”

Jin Kai smiled heartily and said indifferently:

"Brother Meng, you are laughing, how dare I."

"It's good if you don't have this idea, let's go, or you'll be beaten if you're late." Wang Meng took the lead and walked forward.

Jin Kaichang followed behind and raised his steps.

The laughter of the group of students suddenly flowed into his ears, and Jin Kaichang looked back again, and then shook his head self-deprecatingly.

His parents who are in debt, they think it's funny when they say that they are parents, and their parents are not fathers, and their mothers are not mothers.

The only thing he could think of them for being grateful was probably giving birth to their brothers.

No, I should say, gave birth to his younger brother.

Because they didn't ask him if he wanted to be when they gave birth to him, and if he had a choice, he would rather not come to this world.

His father is a rotten drunkard and stinky gambler, he gambles when he has money, smashes pots and sells iron when he has no money, and forces his wife to sell them when things are sold.

lost money, came back to beat his wife and children; If you win, you keep putting it in, and then you lose everything.

In the end, his brother was born, and his mother didn't know if it was his father's.

He studied and worked part-time to support his family. Just working without child labor, he went to the restaurant to wash dishes, and could only take half of the money from others.

Fortunately, the country has compulsory education and does not have to pay tuition.

Take the money back and keep a little for his own living expenses, and give the rest to his mother, so that his father will hand over the money when he asks for money, so as not to be beaten to death by that incompetent man.

As for his mother, he huddles at home every day with nothing to do.

Her life seems to be to eat at home and wait for death, wait for her son to raise, and then be beaten by her husband, pimped by her husband, and then go to sell, and give the money from the sale to her husband to gamble.

Even if he said that he wanted to call the police, she shook her head again and again, saying that if she was known, she would not be able to be a human being, and would rather live in this hell.

Later, Jin Kaiyu was born, and his birth removed the last pillar of this crumbling family.

For the first time in their lives, this pair of unqualified men and women had such a tacit understanding, and the unanimous choice disappeared and could no longer be found.

A newborn baby, even if it is just to maintain a minimum standard of living, is difficult for Jin Kaichang to afford with a part-time job.

He wanted to throw this kid in the trash, in the toilet, everywhere he wanted, and even thought about strangling him to death!

But in the end, he didn't make up his mind, because this child was his only relative in this world.

There was really no way, Jin Kaichang could only drop out of school and wash dishes in a dark little black house all day long, in exchange for that meager salary to support Jin Kaiyu.

Without breast milk, Jin Kaiyu could only drink milk powder, and he had no experience for the first time, so he washed milk powder with yin and yang water.

As a result, Jin Kaiyu had diarrhea that night, vomiting and diarrhea.

Jin Kaichang carried him to knock on the door of the small clinic in the middle of the night, and stood outside shouting for more than an hour before someone came to open the door.

A small bottle of potion and two boxes of medicine cost Jin Kaichang almost all of his money.

When he walked out of the clinic with Jin Kaiyu in his arms, he only had one hundred and fifty yuan in his body.

The next day the landlord knocked on the door and said that he had been in arrears for three months.

Jin Kaichang still remembers how he knelt on the ground and hugged the landlord's leg and begged him for a few days of grace and handed over all the money on him. A dime a coin, he lay there and counted it for more than ten minutes.

Because Jin Kaiyu is already sick, and there is no place to shelter from the wind and rain, he will die.

Fortunately, the landlord was an old lady who couldn't see the child suffering, so she finally agreed.

not only reduced the rent, but also promised to help take care of Jin Kaiyu when he went out to work, and the brothers survived.

If it weren't for the landlady, they might not have survived that winter.

Later, Jin Kaiyu grew up, and he was also an adult, so he could find a normal job.

When Jin Kaiyu reached the age of studying, he gritted his teeth, went to the construction site to move bricks, and sent Jin Kaiyu to study.

Although they were discouraged and sore every day, their lives were finally better due to their high salaries.

Life is getting better and better, and Jin Kaichang is even thinking that after two years of living comfortably, he will go to an adult university, at least he can touch the graduation certificate of a college student.

But such illusions were shattered in less than a month, because of his irresponsible parents.

They are in debt and hiding everywhere. In the end, because he had to avoid debt collection, the car rushed directly off the high-speed bridge at too fast speed and died on the spot.

The debt was gone, and they didn't know how to find the brothers.

Jin Kaichang was naïve at first and wanted to try to reason with them:

"We didn't inherit a penny from our parents, and according to the law, there is no need to pay them off."

The debt collector didn't say anything at the time, nodded kindly, and left his house with someone.

Jin Kaichang breathed a sigh of relief, naively thinking that this matter was over.

Until one day, Jin Kaiyu didn't go home at ten o'clock in the evening, Jin Kaichang went crazy looking for him everywhere, and finally received a call from the creditor:

"Boy, I know you don't have the money to pay it back. But it doesn't matter, the body is skinned, and the parents are affected. If you don't have the money to pay it back, you will use your brother to pay off the debt, and Lao Tzu will break his leg and throw him on the street as a beggar until he asks for enough money to pay off his parents' debts. ”

"You don't have to think about calling the police, hmph, Lao Tzu has a lot of means, it's a big deal to break your leg together, and send it to other provinces to beg for food."

Jin Kaichang was completely desperate because he was alone in this world, with no relatives and no friends.

He clearly knew that even if the two brothers disappeared, no one would notice and call the police, and his only choice was to pay off his parents' debts.

Jin Kaiyu was sent back, and Jin Kaichang was no longer free and became the lowest thug under the creditor.

The dirtiest and most dangerous work is his job.

He has been splashed with boiling water, chased and cut with a knife, sent a wreath, and cursed for eighteen generations of ancestors.

He accepted his fate, and he endured them one by one, and the only thing that pleased him was that the creditor's conscience found out and agreed that Jin Kaiyu would be a "playmate" and follow his son to continue school.

Until one day, the teacher at the school called and told him that Jin Kaiyu hadn't been to school for a week.

Jin Kaichang instantly felt like an ice cellar, and his whole body was cold.

He called the creditor to ask for leave, and the scolded dog was bloody. Then he just sat at home and waited for Jin Kaiyu to come home.

Jin Kaiyu returned, and for the first time in his life, he slapped his younger brother and asked him why he didn't go to school.

The originally well-behaved younger brother covered half of his swollen face, stubbornly like a cow, and refused to continue his studies at all.

Jin Kaichang only thought he was ignorant, and insisted on dragging him to apologize to the teacher, until Jin Kaiyu suddenly shouted hysterically:

"Enough, brother, if it weren't for my schooling, you would have been better off." Then he said the sentence that broke his heart:

"We don't have that life, so why bother to force it?"

Jin Kaichang was so frustrated for the first time, this sentence was like a slap in the face, slapping him hard to sober his head:

Yes, without that fate, the two brothers were destined to wallow in the mud pit for the rest of their lives, and they would never be washed again.

Jin Kaiyu eventually dropped out of school, paid off his debts with him, and worked in the creditor's underground casino.

The days passed in such a muddy way, Jin Kaichang cut off the debtor's fingers, used red paint to brush on other people's doors to "repay debts", and forced the debtor to jump off the building...... The number of visits to detention centers is innumerable. He will do whatever he wants to lose his conscience.

For such a life, Jin Kaichang has long been numb.

He picked up a lame cat outside the casino, Jin Kaiyu liked him very much, Jin Kaichang thought that a cat couldn't eat much, so he gritted his teeth and left.

This cat may have a different meaning for him, probably because he has only done such a good thing in his life.

I don't know how long it took, but the world suddenly changed again, natural disasters struck, and the walking dead were everywhere.

The creditor's son turned into a zombie, but the creditor refused to believe that his son was dead, locked his son in his room, first fed live chickens and dogs, and finally fed live people.

In order for the brothers to survive, Jin Kaichang pushed one living person after another into the room of the creditor's son.

First a guest in the casino, then a thin colleague, and then for his younger brother, he stabbed Wang Meng, who had been taking care of him, to death.

In his eyes full of astonishment, he pushed him into the zombie room.

In the end, the man was almost dead, and the creditor wanted to feed his son with Jin Kaiyu. So Jin Kaichang cut off the neck of the creditor and used himself to feed the zombies.

In the last days, there are no longer laws and rules, and Jin Kaichang used what he learned in the days of licking blood from the knife to keep himself alive and kill.

He jumped up from the ants at the bottom and climbed to the high position of life and death.

This world of killing and sin, hell to others, is indeed heaven to him. He even has the illusion that such a world belongs to him!

Jin Kaichang has always felt that he owes Jin Kaiyu, if he is more capable, Jin Kaiyu can study hard, even if he can't reach the so-called "upper class people in society", at least he can live an ordinary life, marry a wife and have children, and live this life well.

Now that he finally has the ability, so as long as it is what Jin Kaiyu wants, he will give it to him.

As long as he can give Jin Kaiyu a rich and peaceful life, let him do those dirty and unsightly things.

At first, he couldn't sleep all night, and when he closed his eyes, he could see those people staring at him with bloody eyes.

He told himself over and over again that if they didn't die, it would be him and Jin Kaiyu who would die.

He was bent on compensating Jin Kaiyu, but without Jin Kaiyu, he began to slowly move closer to him, the same cold-blooded, the same selfishness.

When Jin Kaiyu did that, Jin Kaichang knew that he couldn't go back.

If before he could deceive himself and comfort himself, and only use himself to go to hell after death, now this illusion has been completely shattered.

Jin Kaichang sat outside the house all night with a cigarette.

It wasn't until the sky was bright that Jin Kaichang threw the cigarette on the ground and crushed it with his foot, and along with it, there was something in his heart.

Since it has already been done, it is better to do it a little more absolutely, Jin Kai took a long breath, stood up and entered the room.

Cigarette butts were left in the empty doorway.