Chapter 184: Who Can't Get Over With Whom? 3
I don't know what the reason is, Su Yan felt that the car seemed to have been driving for a long time, but it never reached its destination. Mu Chenfeng next to him closed his eyes and felt very tired.
"You've been tired these two days, aren't you?" Su Yan asked.
"It's okay, you're fine, that's enough." Mu Chenfeng didn't open his eyes, his tone was flat and indifferent, and he couldn't hear the emotion.
Maybe now it is more suitable for two people to rest quietly, and after a while of bidding and press conferences, I don't know what kind of situation they will face. From the time the incident happened to the present, Su Yan's mood was like riding a roller coaster, from high to low, and before he could calm down, everything was over.
The sorrow of being born with a golden spoon in your mouth is evident at such times. Sadness and regret can only be digested in a moment, because no one knows what they will face in the next second.
Su Yan couldn't help but let out a cold snort, not knowing whether it was really self-deprecating or sarcastic.
"What's wrong?" Xu is voice was filled with unknown sadness when he heard Su Yan's voice, and Mu Chenfeng opened his eyes and looked in Su Yan's direction.
"It's nothing, just sighing at the pace we can't stop." Su Yan pulled out an embarrassed but not lost smile.
"Say, I promise it won't happen again." Mu Chenfeng gently held Su Yan's hand, his eyes flashing with determination.
How could he not understand the sadness in Su Yan's heart at this moment. She was so tired, facing one thrilling situation after another, facing one business battle after another, the freedom she had lost to lick her wounds, and even she had little freedom.
They are the same people.
"Mu Chenfeng, if I have a choice in life, I hope I can be ordinary." Su Yan lowered his head, a little sad.
I don't know if it's because of the blow of the sudden loss of her child, which makes her a little unable to hold on.
"I'm sorry."
yes, I'm sorry. It didn't give you an ordinary life, it didn't make you as bright and carefree as all young girls, and it didn't make you enjoy the joy of expectant mothers...... There are so many beautiful things that can be done, and to this day, what can be done besides being sorry?
"You didn't feel sorry for me, the road was my own choice, and your appearance never affected my life choice, why should I say I'm sorry?" Su Yan smiled, at this moment, she actually laughed.
What Mu Chenfeng hates about Su Yan the most is that he always excludes himself from her world, as if there is no relationship between them, even if they are close enough to become the parents of a child, she is still like this, nothing has changed, "Su Yan, you listen to me clearly, you are my wife, and you can't get rid of me in this life." I don't care if it will affect your life choices, I want you to be the only one in the world."
Su Yan looked at Mu Chenfeng with a shocked face, in her impression, Mu Chenfeng had never spoken to her so angrily, domineering but gentle, she knew that he was angry, with complex emotions, angry, indignant, helpless, sad, and reluctant...... So many emotions converge into this sentence.
"I just don't want you to feel guilty about this." After a long time, Su Yan held back a sentence. Maybe it's because you don't realize your own problems, or because you're too confident, your reason suddenly seems lame in front of your feelings.
"What about self-blame?" Mu Chenfeng squinted his eyes and asked.
"I just don't want you to make choices because of self-blame."
"Choose? Am I married to you?" Mu Chenfeng actually felt a little funny, after so long, Su Yan didn't understand his feelings for her in his heart, this feeling of aggrieved and helpless was extremely uncomfortable.
"I don't know." Su Yan's eyes suddenly became gloomy, as he had never been. As wise as she is, there are times when she doesn't know how to answer a question. In the hospital, it seems that the relationship between the two people has been alleviated, but I didn't expect the cranky thoughts in the car to bring everything back to square one.
"I know." Mu Chenfeng smiled faintly, "It's because Qiao Yue's appearance gives you a sense of crisis, I don't mind you being jealous, and even I'm very happy that you will be jealous because of me." But I hope that when you are jealous, you can scold me, beat me, lose your temper with me, and don't hold it alone. I want you to think of me in everything, and as the old saying goes, you don't need to be strong in front of me."
"I ......"
"It's here!" Su Yan just wanted to say something, but Allen interrupted at an inopportune time, causing Mu Chenfeng to hate to throw him to the sky.
"Let's go back and talk about it. When the tender is over, I will accompany you to the press conference." Su Yan gave Mu Chenfeng a bright smile in return.
Maybe this time, he should stand by his side, as Mrs. Mu.
Mu Chenfeng smiled, and all the gloom disappeared at this moment.