Chapter 90: Distressed

Mu Tang hugged Lu Yan's waist tightly, and the whole person shrank into his arms, and said with a crying voice:

"Lu Yan, I'm so scared."

Before Lu Yan could speak, he felt a wet neckline, and a dull pain welled up in his heart.

He rested his chin on the top of Mu Tang's head, stretched out his hand to take her whole person into his arms, and patted Mu Tang's back with his other hand, comforting softly:

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid of ......"

Mu Tang, who was wrapped in a warm body temperature, only at this time did he realize the long-lost sense of security, shook his head violently, and said incoherently in a sullen voice:

"I'm alone in it, I don't have any sound, I thought you were gone and didn't want me, I'm so scared, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be locked up, I'm so scared ......"

The more she spoke, the more excited she became, her hand tightly grasped the clothes on Lu Yan's chest, and her tears were even more crazy without money.

Lu Yan's heart trembled when she heard this, this was the first time Mu Tang said that he was scared, and he cried so much.

"Okay, don't cry, don't cry, I'm not leaving, how can I go? I won't let you be alone in the future, don't be afraid, I said it, I will always be with you. ”

Bo Widow's words didn't seem to calm Mu Tang's emotions, she was anxiously clinging to Lu Yan's arms, eager to stick to him, and didn't want to let go of anything.

Lu Yan simply found a place to sit, put her on his lap like a child, and then hugged her into his arms.

Mu Tang grabbed Lu Yan's clothes tightly with one hand, and stuffed the other hand into Lu Yan's thick palm, interlocking his fingers, as if they could transmit each other's body temperature through such contact.

The people around them all stepped away with great eyes, leaving space for them.

Qin Zhen smoked a cigarette and spit out a puff of smoke with a puzzled face:

"Eh, Xiao Yan, did you see the corpse of that zombie?"

Yan Mingxu stood next to him and nodded silently.

"Good fellow, my hands have been cut off, and I was still shot to death. I can't see it, Mu Tang, this little girl is so powerful, it can be a fourth-order zombie!! ”

Yan Mingxu silently added: "Half a fourth-order zombie." ”

"That's awesome, too!"

Qin Zhen hurriedly said:

"At least my old Qin doesn't have that ability, alas, I also accepted my fate, sure enough, Lu Yan's daughter-in-law raised by that monster is also a little monster."

Qin Zhen turned his head and saw Yan Mingxu with a gloomy face, and sighed:

"Alas, I know you also like that little girl, it's all Brother Qin's fault, you shouldn't have coaxed in the first place."

Originally, Lu Yan had been a dead duck with a hard mouth, and he still wanted to match Yan Mingxu and Mu Tang, but now it seems that although these two people did not pierce the layer of window paper, they had no way to separate at all.

blamed him for talking too much, which made Yan Mingxu think, and now he likes someone for the first time, and he will die without a problem.

Yan Mingxu shook his head.

From the last time he saw the way Mu Tang and Lu Yan got along, he knew that he was destined to have unrequited love.

Lu Yan is a very, very good commander, even if Qin Zhen doesn't whisper in his ear every day, Lu Yan's name can be heard from time to time in the army.

Mu Tang chose such an excellent person, of course he would not be surprised, and he was sincerely happy for her.

Including this time Mu Tang was rescued, he was also full of joy.

But the one who comforted her in his arms would never be him, as he had known in his heart.

It's just that he is also confused now, he originally thought that Mu Tang was just a delicate and pretty little girl, but he didn't expect to be able to kill a fourth-order zombie.

In other words, he clearly understands that he may not even have a chance to run.

Along the way, his comrades-in-arms died in front of him one by one, originally feeling helpless, but now he suddenly began to doubt himself:

Is it because he is not capable enough? Still not working hard enough?

Even a petite girl like Mu Tang can protect others, but he can only watch the people around him die in front of him again and again.

Yan Mingxu told Qin Zhen everything in his heart.

After Qin Zhen listened, he didn't speak for a long time, leaned against the wall and smoked the last cigarette, threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and then spoke:

"Xiao Yan, there are many things in this world that you want to do but can't, but the only thing we can definitely do is only one."

He clenched his fist with one hand and placed it on his chest:

"It's all about doing your best. You just have to do your best, as for how high you can reach, that's a matter for God to decide, and there is only one thing we have to do, and that is to be worthy of our hearts. ”

"It's true that we can't save others, but we have never given up on any of our teammates, as long as you remember that, then I don't think those dead brothers will definitely blame you."

Yan Mingxu looked at him blankly, Qin Zhen rarely talked to him so seriously, but it was this rare time, but it seemed to have planted something in his heart.

After Qin Zhen finished saying these words seriously, he suddenly laughed again:

"Oh, at such a young age, why do you want to do so much? I'm so much older than you, and I didn't think it was that complicated, how embarrassed you are for me. ”

"Won't my thick-skinned problem be exposed?"

The atmosphere that was still solemn just now was suddenly dispersed, and Yan Mingxu couldn't help laughing.

Qin Zhen slapped him on the back of the head violently:

"Laugh at me, huh? If you are bold, the captain dares to laugh?! Don't go to work yet!! ”

Speaking of this, the smile on his face faded a little, and his voice was a little bitter:

"No matter what, you have to bring back the sacrificed brother, right?"

……

Mu Tang's mood gradually calmed down, and he was willing to wipe his eyes and come out of Lu Yan's arms, but he still refused to part with Lu Yan.

The mud was in a hurry beside him, why didn't Mu Tang come out and hug it, didn't he like it.

Only then did Lu Yan see Mu Tang's embarrassed appearance, the clothes on his body were full of bloodstains, and even his little face could be tears and bloodstains.

Lu Yan, who was watching, was breathless.

Mu Tang sat beside Lu Yan and stretched out his hand in front of him.

Lu Yan didn't have medical forceps, so she could only pick up the wooden thorns that poked into her palm when she just went out over the wall with her bare hands.

Even though Lu Yan was already careful and couldn't be more careful, she still touched the wound, Mu Tang shrank back in pain, and Lu Yan hurriedly grabbed her wrist to prevent her from moving.

"Got a wound?"

Mu Tang nodded with a bitter face, Lu Yan thought about it, lowered his head and gently blew on her palm.

The slight wind blew through the palm of his hand, bringing a slight coolness, and Mu Tang's tense nerves gradually relaxed.

Her eyes are no longer as red as they were at the beginning, and now they have turned into a faint reddish-brown, although the difference is still very big when you look closely, but fortunately, Qin Zhen left them with a very good eye and did not come over.

Lu Yan endured the long knife wound in her palm when she saw it, and finally couldn't help it when she finally saw the tooth marks again, and asked Mu Tang to tell her what had happened.

Mu Tang explained honestly, and Lu Yan knew that except for the tooth mark on her hand, the other wounds on her body were made by herself.

But this time, he couldn't get angry, watching Mu Tang quietly touch and raise his eyes to look at him, and whispered "I'm sorry", only to feel more sour in his heart.

When Mud rescued Mu Tang from coming out, he actually thought a lot outside.

When Mu Tang comes out, he must teach her a lesson, scare her, and let her not risk her life every time she disregards her own safety.

Let her stay by her side honestly in the future.

Although this idea is contrary to when she was taught to protect herself, it can at least ensure that she stands in front of herself.

But now, all of a sudden, he couldn't say anything, and he didn't want to say it anymore.

Mu Tang is an independent individual, not his accessory, she will be scared and sad, he shouldn't always control her according to his own ideas and force her to live according to his own arrangement.

He should let go and let Mu Tang live as he wants.

And in the final analysis, it's because he hasn't done enough, if he moves faster today and has less hesitation, Mu Tang won't be locked inside.

Looking at her crying face, you can imagine how scared she is inside.

Lu Yan only felt guilty now.

Mu Tang looked at Lu Yan's gloomy face, only thinking that he was angry, and quietly grabbed his little thumb with his other hand and shook it gently:

"Lu Yan, I was so scared inside, I didn't have anything in my mind at the time, I just wanted to see you."

She paused, pouted and whispered:

"I don't want to be separated from you, I want you to be happy, and then we've been together."

So don't be angry, I'll be sure to pay attention next time.

Lu Yan's heart melted when she heard this, touched her head, and said softly:

"I'm not angry, don't worry, we won't be separated, we'll be together everywhere."

Mu Tang's heart was relieved, and he smiled happily and narrowed his eyes.