It has been three days since the results of the college entrance examination came out in a blink of an eye, and the undergraduate line in the province has been drawn, the first book of liberal arts is 355, and the second book is 330, and the news of the undergraduate line is the last straw that knocked down Sun Linian, who scored 322 points before, and left him a glimmer of hope.

He is a staunch atheist, in order to be able to go to the second book, he knelt on the ground day and night to pray, praying that he can be admitted to the second book, he is also the first time in his life to believe that there is a god in the world, he feels that the temporary Buddha's feet have the meaning of this world!

It's a pity that he was wrong, the Buddha doesn't save people, people save themselves!

Sleepless all night, Sun Linian left his hometown the next day and returned to the county seat, when the school issued a two-book pitch line, his inner despair reached the peak, only eight points, eight points, eight points can be on two books by himself!

Eight points is an insurmountable gap, my own math more than one fill-in-the-blank question, Chinese more than one Chinese, English more than a few small questions, far more than eight points!

But it's too late, there is no regret medicine in the world, and I will say goodbye to him completely in one or two books! Looking at the newspapers for admissions, there are only three and junior college left.

This year, the good thing is that you can still invest in three books, but the cost of three books is too expensive, the tuition fee is 13,000 a year, the accommodation fee is 1,020 a year, plus the living expenses every month, the family will spend more than 20,000 yuan a year.

This money was a huge amount of money for Sun Linian, a huge amount of money that he didn't dare to think of.

Sun Linian got the admissions report, he didn't dare to stay at his uncle's house for more, and when only his grandmother was at home, he fled back to his hometown in disgrace, he didn't dare to face Liu Yunshan next door, nor did he dare to face his cousin!

After two years of college entrance examination, the final result is still nothing!

Right!

Nothing!

Nineteen years of hard work, countless days and nights, all came to naught!

Sun Linian sat on the minibus home, and there was a dead silence in his heart, the product of his nineteen years of burning hope.

He wanted to shout out in his heart, but he couldn't say a word when his voice reached his throat, he knew that he was not qualified to shout, he was not qualified to make a fuss, he was the hope of the whole family, the whole family was for him to study, to this day, what is the reward he gives to his parents, a three-book or a junior college that can be left last year?

Suddenly, a sudden brake, the minibus arrived at the station, and returned to the town, today happened to catch a big set in the town, Sun Linian looked panicked, he was afraid, afraid of meeting people in the village, the countryside is like this, good things don't go out and bad things spread thousands of miles.

I took the college entrance examination for the second time this year, and the whole village knows that the village is not big, plus the women are pulling their wives' tongues, and you can be famous in the whole village in a moment!

Fortunately, every time I catch a big set, the three jumpers will stop at the east end of the town, Sun Linian doesn't care about the price, so he casually finds a three-jumper, which is also a coincidental middle-aged man last time.

The middle-aged man also has a good memory, and he recognized Sun Linian, the old price, three yuan.

After three jumps, Sun Linian's breathing was obviously calmer.

On the way home, he didn't dare to look up, for fear of meeting his neighbors.

God is very interesting, he likes to play tricks on people the most, he didn't meet acquaintances on the road of Erlidi, he entered the village, the east end of the village was full of people, Sun Linian saw it, at least dozens of people, he panicked, and asked himself what to do? What to do?

Beads of sweat ran down his forehead, and it was summer, and he was in a hurry, and his back was quickly wet.

The three jumpers rode through the dust, and passed by the crowd with a smoke, but fortunately, a group of old ladies chatted there, and they didn't care about the three jumpers who didn't enter the village.

Sun Linian's head was lowered to the extreme, he had never lowered his head before he was nineteen years old, he always felt that he could go to school in the county seat, which was the pride of the whole village and his pride, so he usually went home like a big rooster, with his tail up to the sky.

Today is different, the big is gone, and his little tail is gone, why is it gone, he is clamped up, at this time he responded to a slang sentence, clamped his tail and behaved.

After entering the village, he was considered home, and the three jumpers stopped at the gate steadily, and it was three coins, Sun Linian looked left and right like a thief, and the neighbors were not there.

Call!

With a long breath of air, he straightened his waist and entered the house in a hurry.

Sting!

After locking the door, his nervous mood was completely relaxed.

A locked door, like a wall, a wall of paradise, isolates the noise of the outside world, the ridicule of the outside world, and the dignity of Sun Linian.

Sun Linian squatted down behind the gate, his heart was quiet, no one could laugh at him anymore, no one would ask him how he did in the exam, behind the door was his own territory, and he could heal his wounds defenselessly!

He's a wounded lion who needs time to dilute everything and get back to his prime!

When he got home, he didn't have any time and dialed his father's phone as soon as possible.

He truthfully said his current situation, he wanted to know what the situation was at home, he didn't want to go to college, he wanted to go to undergraduate, even if it was three books!

After listening to Sun Linian's words, his father was silent for a while, and just said softly: "I'll discuss it with your mother!" ”

Then there is the sound of the phone hanging up.

The silence, the room was eerily quiet.

Everything is settled!

Sun Linian sighed, he cried, crying so heartbreakingly, he knew that the family spent money on the high school entrance examination, three years of high school, and his annual expenses were about 5,000, for a family like them, which was not rich, now the expenses of 20,000 yuan a year are 80,000 yuan in four years, how can they afford it!

80,000 can buy a house in the county and buy a good car!

Now, 80,000 yuan is a huge amount of money for a rural family, and the family may not have seen so much money in this life!

Thinking of these, Sun Linian was anxious, angry, ashamed, and hateful, and the seven emotions and six desires were vividly interpreted in his body.

In this way, Sun Linian spent an afternoon in a daze, he didn't know what the purpose of his life was now, he was waiting, waiting for the result of his parents' discussion.

Fortunately, this waiting time was not long, at seven o'clock in the evening, my father's phone called, he sighed and said: "Your mother does not agree with you to go to three books, but Dad agrees, I think you still apply for three books directly, you also know, your mother is a country woman, she has never seen the world in her life, she doesn't know the difference between undergraduate and junior college, but Dad knows, so even if you report three books, raw rice and cooked rice, your mother will not pursue it!"

But my mother disagreed, where did the family get 20,000 yuan a year for her own education? Sun Linian said aggrievedly.

You don't care about money, 20,000 yuan a year, Dad can still afford it, our Sun family has nine generations of single inheritance, our ancestors have been farmers for generations, your father and I were because I didn't have the money to go to college, which became a regret in my life, Dad doesn't want you to be like this!

Dad hopes that our Sun family can produce a college student, you look at Sun Jiacheng next door, he just went to the second book, look at their family in the village, that is called a scenery unlimited, Dad also hopes that our family can have a beautiful scenery in the village.

Hearing his father's voice, Sun Linian was even more ashamed in his heart, Sun Jiacheng was one year younger than himself, but now he was a sophomore in Yancheng.

He still remembers the summer vacation of 2007, Sun Jiacheng's house, beating gongs and drums, putting up lights, and the village cadres went to his house to cheer, just because he got two books!

Looking back at myself, I'm nineteen years old, I haven't gone to college yet, and I've only been to three books!

The father and son chatted a few words, Sun Linian hung up the phone, and as soon as the phone hung up, his mother's phone called.

Picking up the phone, my mother changed her usual gentleness, and a roar followed!

Do you know that for you to go to school, your family owes money everywhere, you don't study hard, from childhood to adulthood, which exam is not spent by the family, you look at Sun Jiacheng again, people have grown up, in the village primary school, then to the town junior high school, and then to the high school, admitted to the university, people don't spend money, you are good, spend money everywhere! How can we have a son like you, listen to me this time, you just go to junior college, and come out to find a job!

Our family can't afford three books, don't think about it!

Sun Linian listened to his mother's machine-gun-like voice, he finally couldn't help it, and replied ruthlessly: "Yes, I have been someone else's child since I was a child, I am not good, I don't go to junior college, I have to read three books!" ”

Syllable!

Sun Linian roared out the anger in his heart and hung up the phone suddenly!

Then his tears flowed down his eyes, he slapped himself in the face, he fanned hard, scolding himself for being incompetent and useless!

The phone rang again, Sun Linian didn't want to answer anymore, he needed to be quiet, he needed time!

The middle of July came, and after half a month of family quarrels, Sun Linian's mother finally agreed to let him apply for the three books!

When he came to the school's filing room, he took out several colleges and universities that he had been optimistic about at home, and he opened the volunteer application page, and his first choice was a university in Hubei! Look at the second and third choices, one is Xi'an, and the other is Chengdu!

Why are all the volunteers from outside the province, for him, after this college entrance examination, he has changed from a docile little sheep to a little wolf cub!

He was rebellious, he didn't want to stay in Jiangsu, he didn't want to stay with his parents!

So he wanted to escape, he fled far away, and even he didn't want to go home, the delivery of volunteers was very simple, one submission, Sun Linian didn't go to find his grandmother, he rushed the last minibus and returned to his home in the countryside.

After submitting the volunteer, Sun Linian's heart relaxed, everything was doomed, all that remained was to wait for the admission letter, he seemed to have forgotten the shame of the college entrance examination, and he was alive again!

Every day it was back to before, the only change was that his discs had increased, he needed to vent, every day he was venting like crazy until he was too tired to fall asleep.

Days passed, and at the beginning of August, Sun Linian found the admission notice in the Internet café, and his first choice was admitted to a university in Hubei!

Every day at home, he has a new task, which is to wait for the acceptance letter!

The notice came quickly, and one gloomy noon in mid-August, he was reading a novel at home when a knock on the door woke him up.

He opened the door and saw that it was the courier of the postal service, and he was holding the admission letter document bag that is used by colleges and universities across the country!

Holding his ID card and signing the notice, Sun Linian was excited, and he couldn't wait to open the admission notice!

The admission letter is very simple, a piece of paper that says that you have been admitted to the School of Finance, then you will register before September 7, the rest is a brief introduction to the school, and there is a bank card at the back, and the last piece of paper says the fees to be paid for a year!

After reading this, Sun Linian picked up the phone and reported the good news to his father!