Chapter 15: Discouragement
Love without the blessing of parents is destined to not last long.
After Sun Linian returned to Nanjing, he began to make money desperately, he needed money to prove himself, and he needed money to give Li Yuan a good match!
Make money, make money, Sun Linian in addition to reading and chatting with Li Yuan every day, is to make money by doing part-time work!
When the third year arrived, as Sun Linian and Li Yuan became busier and busier, the communication between the two became less and less, and they could only chat in a hurry for half an hour a day.
Li Yuan is a girl who needs to be taken care of, and any sincere greetings are not as good as the care by her side.
Sun Linian, who was busy with Kaobo, could no longer make a bi-weekly trip to Shijiazhuang, and once a month became a luxury.
After the Ph.D. exam, it was already the winter of 2016, and Sun Linian finally had the opportunity to fall in love with Li Yuan.
However, he suddenly found that Li Yuan, who used to reply to messages in seconds, was difficult to find after the beginning of October, and most of them were read back to Sun Li at eleven o'clock in the evening.
Today is Sunday night, at seven o'clock Sun Linian hit Li Yuan's video, full of joy he waited for Li Yuan's smiling face, who knew that he just thought about it for three seconds, but was rejected, and then replied with only two words busy!
In an instant, Sun Linian found that at some point, the two of them didn't seem to have endless words, and there was no hello and I was fine, and suddenly became very strange and became the most familiar stranger!
He carefully recalled in his mind that since October, Li Yuan actually didn't reply to his news much, but at that time, he was concentrating on taking the exam and ignored this matter.
At ten o'clock in the evening, Li Yuan made a voice call, yes, it was voice, not video!
Why have you been so busy lately, are we doing good videos, I feel like I haven't been on a video with you for a long time, I miss you! Sun Linian said happily.
No, we've been super busy lately, and now I'm still working overtime, don't wait for me tonight, I estimate that it will be around twelve o'clock, you go to sleep first, by the way, I'm going on a business trip next weekend, don't come over, I received the clothes you bought for me, don't spend money randomly, you spend your money in meaningful places!
Buying you clothes is the biggest meaning, the best use, like it? Sun Linian asked.
I like it, don't say it, I still have to rush the papers, bye-bye.
Sun Linian didn't wait for Li Yuan's liking, but waited for the sound of hanging up the phone.
Sun Linian lay on the bed and looked at the numbers in the bank card, he had saved a lot of money, since Li Yuan was busy, he happened to be fine next week, so he could go to him.
The next day, with his bank card, Sun Linian went to the largest jewelry store in Xinjiekou, Nanjing, and bought a one-carat diamond ring, which cost him 39,000 yuan.
With the diamond ring, Sun Linian stepped on the train to Shijiazhuang.
After nearly three years of transformation, Sun Linian's appearance has also changed a little, she is no longer dull, she has become a little handsome, with an inch head, a black outfit, a long black down jacket outside, and the scarf that Li Yuan bought for herself last year.
The train is at 9 p.m., and it will arrive at 4 a.m. tomorrow morning at the earliest.
Coming and going to Shijiazhuang, he was familiar with the train to Shijiazhuang.
At half past four in the morning, the train entered the station, Sun Linian did not go directly to Li Yuan's house, he found a hotel and stayed first, he needed time to prepare for the proposal.
After resting all morning, Sun Linian got up, the time was two o'clock in the afternoon, taking a shower and changing clothes, under the down jacket was a formal suit, a formal suit made by him, not the unsuitable formal wear on the Internet before, today's formal wear fits very well.
Sun Linian, who is wearing a formal suit, has become mature and stable, he is not a super handsome guy, but this dress also improves his temperament.
At four o'clock in the afternoon, Sun Linian bought a bouquet of roses, which were Li Yuan's favorite red roses, and he had yesterday's one-carat diamond ring in the pocket of his suit!
He knew Li Yuan's unit, he came downstairs to her company at five o'clock, waiting for her to get off work, and he sat in a bookstore opposite Li Yuan's company.
He held the roses in his hand, and his eyes were full of smiles.
At half past five, a supercar stopped at the door of Li Yuan's company, and a handsome boy got out of the car, and the boy's handsomeness attracted the attention of many girls on the street.
Sun Linian also saw it, he didn't know which handsome guy he was looking for, and which girl he was looking for, he thought in his heart.
About ten minutes, Li Yuan walked out of the company, Sun Linian picked up the rose, and walked towards Li Yuan.
The next second he stopped, he saw something, he couldn't believe his eyes, Li Yuan walked to the boy's arms, she smiled like a flower, and then she got into the boy's car, and with a roar, Li Yuan followed the boy.
Syllable!
The sound of roses hitting the ground completely woke up Sun Linian, he couldn't believe his eyes, he would rather believe that he was blind than believe that Li Yuan threw himself into his arms, but he believed that he would not be wrong with that solemn dress.
How so? How could the girl who loved herself so much get into another boy's car, how could it be?
Sun Linian repeated the words in his mouth, and finally he sobered up a little, maybe he was too careful, the boy might be his colleague, and they went to work.
I still went back to Li Yuan's house to wait for her first, and when Li Yuan came back, everything would naturally be clear.
The cold wind in winter was biting, Sun Linian walked on the streets of Shijiazhuang, the wind blew across his cheeks, and his simple and honest face was already white.
The red roses were broken a few pieces, he was an obsessive-compulsive disorder, he couldn't bear the broken roses, and he wouldn't allow the roses he gave to Li Yuan to break.
Approaching the New Year, roses sold surprisingly well, especially red roses, he walked five or six, all sold out, and finally bought roses again in a small shop on the street, twenty-one red roses, following Sun Linian's footsteps are so red, red through half the sky in Shijiazhuang.
A strange man appeared near Li Yuan's house, the man was Li Yuan, he held roses, carefully cared for them, and he ate with roses like his own newborn child.
When he came to the door of Li Yuan's house, Sun Linian pressed his fingerprint, but unexpectedly the door did not open, and the machine made a cold and ruthless sound: the fingerprint was invalid, and when he pressed the password, the password was wrong.
What's going on, is his hand frozen, or is his password wrong, no, open the phone, he found the memo and re-entered it, the password is wrong, the fingerprint is wrong!
Did you make a mistake? Sun Linian had doubts in his heart, and when he looked at it again, it was indeed Li Yuan's home, and after trying again, he was sure that the password had been changed, and his fingerprints had also been deleted, but the password lock had not been changed.
He didn't call Li Yuan, he guessed in his heart that Li Yuan must have not been here for two months, and she would change her password regularly to delete her fingerprints for safety.
He has something big to do today, and he can't let Li Yuan know that he is coming, this is a surprise he has been planning for a long time.
He walked behind the security door in front of Li Yuan's house, where he could wait for her quietly and give her a surprise!
The temperature in the stairs was very low, Sun Linian was wrapped in a down jacket, holding flowers in his hands, looking at his watch, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, and he estimated that Li Yuan was coming back from overtime.
At half past ten, the sound of footsteps came, Sun Linian shook his spirits, and in an instant, his hand was on the doorknob, ready to give the surprise to Li Yuan as soon as possible.
The voice was getting closer and closer, and a man's voice came, along with Li Yuan's voice.
Without waiting for Sun Linian to react, a man and a woman came up, it was a boy in the evening, Li Yuan should be dressed up today should be the most beautiful Sun Linian has ever seen.
He stopped breathing, and he watched in amazement as the boy's left hand wrapped around Li Yuan, and his right hand pressed on the combination lock.
Unlock successful!
Shock, anger broke through Sun Linian's mind in an instant.
He wanted to rush out, but unfortunately it was late, the boy and Li Yuan kissed strongly, and then when he closed the door, he saw that Li Yuan's clothes had been half taken off by the boy.
Angry, boundless anger, Sun Linian walked out holding the delicate red rose, the blooming strong red rose.
Li Yuan's house is a ladder and a household, and the sound insulation is not very good, and when he walked to the door, he could clearly hear the shouts of the two, as well as the sound of Li Yuan's clothes being ruthlessly torn.
Uh-huh!
Smack!
A rhythmic breath, a shout, and a collision between the two of them, all of them were sharpened daggers, and they were all inserted into Sun Linian's chest!
After about ten minutes, the voice in the room calmed down, and I only heard Li Yuan say quietly, I am your woman tonight, and you are also my man, you said that you will be good to me for a lifetime, don't lie to me!
How come, both of us know each other for generations, I will be good to you, the boy's voice is tender and magnetic!
By the way, your boyfriend, when are you going to talk to him, don't delay any longer, you said it in November, you didn't say it, I proposed to you today, don't you say it yet?
I'll tell her tomorrow, I'm afraid he'll disturb us tonight, I've turned off my phone, and he can't find us.
Young man, I heard Uncle Li say that a good person is a little poor, but the reality is that you and him are destined to have no results!
Yes, we are destined to have no results, let's not talk about him, let's take a shower quickly, it's still early, and we can do it again, Li Yuanjiao said didily.
Sun Linian couldn't listen to it anymore, the roses in his arms couldn't stand the cold wind, and began to wither!
The pain that pierced his heart, it was the pain of Sun Linian's nails passing through the flesh of his own palm, and he staggered out of Li Yuan's community with the last trace of instinct.
At eleven o'clock in the community, the silence was terrible, Li Yuan stood by the bed and undressed, and she saw a boy in the community holding roses and stumbling.
You see, Wang Xuan, what kind of stimulation did this man have, holding roses is like losing his mind, who knows, it should be a poor boy who failed to propose marriage, and he has no face to see people.
When Li Yuan and Wang Xuan were laughing, Sun Linian finally walked out of the community.
He struggled to get under a withered tree, his heart ached, he had trouble breathing.
He was confused, and in the haze he saw that it was snowing in Shijiazhuang, yes, it was snowing in Shijiazhuang that night!
Goose feathers and heavy snow, just like the night he and Li Yuan were together, the same heavy snow, the same trees.
The snowflakes whitened Sun Li's thoughts, but not Li Yuan's head, at this time, Li Yuan was in love with Wang Xuan!
The dazed Sun Linian finally woke up, his mind was damaged, and when he opened his eyes, it was three o'clock in the morning.
The snow was falling, and he became a snowman, and if he didn't wake up, he would freeze to death under the tree.
Fortunately, there was still a trace of instinct in his body, and the blood circulation of the heart at the critical moment woke him up when he was about to die.
With all his strength, Sun Linian stood up, the snowflakes on his body bent his waist, the red roses were buried by the snowflakes, and the beautiful flowers could be seen blooming in the cold wind!
Back at the hotel, Sun Linian didn't want to stay in Shijiazhuang for a moment, a place that broke his heart and died!
He checked out and bought the first train, he wants to go back to Nanjing, he has to go back to Nanjing!
Shijiazhuang seems to have been forgotten by him, wearing a suit, the diamond ring in his pocket has become no longer hot and hot, and has become as cold as a stone!
The warmth on the train could no longer warm Sun Linian's heart, he had chills all over his body, and he had a high fever all over his body.
One night on the train, Sun Linian was burned and confused, he didn't know how he got back to Nanjing, how he got back to the dormitory, and he didn't remember how his roommates in the dormitory helped him to bed!
He didn't even know he was lying in the hospital for three days.
His roommate finds the mentor and his own mentor drives him to the hospital!
Three days later, Sun Linian woke up, he looked at the sunlight outside, the light passed through the transparent glass through his palm, he found that his heart was beating, but it was no longer there.
The heart is absent, he knows that the moment he comes back from Shijiazhuang, he is already dead!
Fortunately, he is back, back to Nanjing, back to his own harbor, back to his own harbor of healing!
His phone has long since run out of battery, and his parents are guarding his bedside, they don't know what happened to their son!
What would make a twenty-six-year-old boy like this, the doctor's explanation was that his heart was badly damaged, but fortunately, it was delivered in time, and if he came a few hours late, his head would be burned!
Watching his mother beside him peel apples for himself and cry at the same time, he knew that he would only live for himself and his parents in the future!
Picking up the charged mobile phone, Sun Linian turned on the mobile phone, he had to do one thing, and it was a must!
The phone is turned on, the classic picture of the Apple phone.
Knock, knock,......
More than a hundred messages rang out, his hands trembled, click on the message, click on the call, more than a hundred were all Li Yuan!
All yes, answer the phone, I have something urgent to tell you!
There is no word, Sun Linian why don't you answer the phone, where did you go!
He struggled to get out of bed and walked under a tree in the hospital.
It's also snowing in Nanjing today!
Snow stained the entire Jinling City!
Turning on Li Yuan's phone, Sun Linian dialed back, this time the call, Li Yuan answered it super fast, it was only three seconds!
Hey, why didn't you answer my phone for three days, I have something to tell you, Li Yuan's hurried voice came!
Well, you say!
Let's break up! I think about it and not be destined to be loved by my parents for a long time, and I have tried to spend less, but I found that I can't spend less, we are in a different place for a long time, I need someone to take care of me, and you can't take care of me all the time! We've also gone from familiar to strange lately, so let's break up!
Silent! Boundless silence!
Sun Linian listened quietly, and there was only the sound of snowflakes falling around.
Dozens of seconds later, Sun Linian's hoarse voice sounded.
Good!
A good sentence is his farewell to his life before the age of twenty-six, his farewell to Li Yuan's first love, and his farewell to his future love!
A good one, he hung up!
Li Yuan on the other end of the phone was shocked, and the many words she had prepared suddenly had nowhere to tell, she was stunned, when would Sun Linian hang up the phone so decisively and speak so decisively!
Is this still the Sun Linian I know? No, no, this is not the Sun Linian she knows, the Sun Linian he knows is indecisive, shy, loves himself, and is unwilling to give up his own, there is a lot of nonsense, and it is super difficult to hang up the phone!
Today's breakup went so smoothly, beyond imagination! She was a little afraid to believe it, the arrogance in her heart appeared, she felt that Sun Linian was not dedicated to their first love, how did it end, he didn't have any feelings!
She called back.
The phone has been busy, and after calling WeChat, Li Yuan found that she and Sun Linian were no longer friends, and QQ was not friends.
Li Yuan panicked, for some reason, the two-carat diamond ring on her finger was no longer dazzling!
She would never know that starting from a good word, she has completely lost Sun Linian in her life, without any farewell, without any entanglement, without any pain!
Once upon a time, she loved Sun Linian so much and cared so much about him, but now these have dissipated with the heavy snow in Shijiazhuang!
The snow in Jinling witnessed Sun Linian's first love farewell!
Sun Linian sat in the corridor of the hospital, looking at Li Yuanlian's way of being blocked and deleted, he didn't have a trace of nostalgia!
Five days later, Sun Linian was discharged from the hospital, and the first thing he did was to change his mobile phone number!
On New Year's Day 2017, Sun Linian and Li Yuan said goodbye to everything!
Looking at the one-carat diamond ring in his hand, he buried it in the deepest part of his heart!
Sun Linian, who had no love, began to work hard to make money, part-time, write articles, he did everything he could, his heart was dead, and making money was his ultimate destination!
But he didn't know that a few months later, a woman who was destined to hurt him all over his body appeared!