When I was a child, my dream was like a painting,

You can express it in any way.

When I grew up, I found out that it was a little complicated,

Sometimes I will be afraid of love,

How I wish I could grow up soon! ………………

The music was melodious and melodious, and I was listening to it very intently.

"The call is coming! The call is coming! The ringtone of the mobile phone in my pocket suddenly rang like crazy.

Leaning against the side of the car door, I reached out and slowly took out my phone from my pocket, and when I saw the phone number displayed on the screen, I frowned slightly, hesitated slightly, and then reluctantly touched the answer button on the screen.

"Hey! Call...... Is there something wrong? ”

"Wang Xiaoxi, let's get a divorce!" A woman's fierce and resolute voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Buzz! Airplanes! Airplanes! Hearing this, I heard a roar in my brain, accompanied by a swelling pain.

At this moment, I didn't feel the slightest emotion in myself, and the next moment my grief and anger came to my heart.

After a moment of silence, I reached out and rubbed my temples and silently hung up the phone, and all the memories came back to me in an instant.

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My name is Wang Xiaoxi, and I grew up in a rural area. I also have two older sisters above me, and it is because of this that I have been spoiled and used to them since I was a child.

When I grew up, I had a lot of dreams, but none of them came true. After entering the society, I learned to drive a mining dump truck by chance.

In my eyes, this is not really a skill, just a driver who drives, a migrant worker who wants to earn money to support his family.

I've been in this business for more than a decade, and during that time I've been married and have children, and a family that I think is happy has been built.

For life, I don't have too many extravagant hopes, three meals and clothing, peace and happiness are my greatest wishes, and the family lives together with firewood, rice, oil and salt.

However, things in life are not as simple as I imagined.

The current society is completely a money society, and the so-called affection between people has long been lost, and any feelings and righteousness are not worth mentioning in the face of money.

My one, her dissatisfaction with life's desire and comparison, annoyed me even more.

I just want to ask why I can't live my own life, why do I want to compare myself with others, why do I still pursue a material life that I can't reach at all? Isn't the current life the happy life you want at all?

After several struggles, I chose to remain silent and chose to endure alone, for only one reason, because I am a man.

In order to earn more money, in order to satisfy my desires and dissatisfactions, and in order to pursue a higher level of material life for her, I resolutely chose a partnership investment.

However, things don't go the way you set them, and there are some things you just think about, but the results will still surprise you.

My investment was blind and there was no fine thinking at all. After 250,000 yuan was invested, I found that the current coal industry had reached an end period, and there was no development prospect at all.

Sure enough, two years after the investment, I didn't see a penny back, but encountered the arrival of the government's shutdown order and production restriction order.

Under the various restrictions of the policy, the boss who invested with me also gave up the coal industry, but the bid we invested in together never started, that is, it has been stranded, and it has been stranded.

After the project bid was stranded, all the money we had invested in winning the bid was also pressed into it. Because of my blind investment, I fell into passivity, and my marriage and the relationship between us fell into a deep valley.

Just because of the 250,000 yuan, she quarreled with me. It was the first time we had a fight since we got married, and there was a big fight, and I was scratched on the face, but I never hit her, I just reached out and pushed her.

It is said that women are kind, but I didn't find any trace of kindness from her. Maybe all goodness is bought by money!

A big quarrel not only did not solve any problems, but on the contrary, it added a lot of new troubles out of nothing.

She took the child back to her parents' house in a fit of anger, and I didn't stop her, it's not that I didn't want to stop her, because when she left, she said cruel words, "divorce"!

I'm used to her often talking about divorce.

So I don't want to deal with her, just let her go back.

But what I didn't expect was followed by her family's unreasonableness. Strong words humiliated me again and again.

After several attempts to persuade me to no avail, I angrily chose to leave the house, and when I came out of the house, I drove aimlessly and chose a random direction and went down.

The anger in my heart has never been calmed, I just want to know if I haven't had any feelings after more than ten years of marriage? Could it be that the relationship of more than ten years is not as good as money? What else can we talk about in such a marriage? What else to talk about?

The car was driving steadily on the highway, but my heart was a mess, and I felt that everything was getting farther and farther away from me, and there was no meaning for me to be nostalgic at all.

"The call is coming! The call is coming! The phone in the passenger seat rang again.

Reaching for my phone, I glanced at the phone number displayed on the screen, it was from her family.

I frowned and slid the answer button very reluctantly.

"Hey! Is it the eldest sister? ”

I know this phone number is her eldest sister's phone number.

"Wang Xiaoxi! Tell you. We didn't want to take care of the two of you, but if you want to take her back, you have to take 500,000 yuan, otherwise don't even think about it. "The snarky voice makes people sound so off-putting.

I didn't want to listen anymore, so I just hung up the phone and tossed my phone aside. All the emotions came to me like crazy at this moment.

I stomped on the accelerator pedal of the car, and only when I left here could I be quiet and not see the vicious face of her family.

The car was racing at high speed, and I didn't want to know where it was in front of me, but I just had to get out of here anyway.

I always held my breath in my humiliated heart, as if I was going to suffocate, staring at a pair of eyes, I held the steering wheel tightly with both hands, and the anger in my heart could not be vented.

"The call is coming! The call is coming! The phone in the passenger seat screamed again.

"Fuck off! Love whoever you are! I angrily cursed and didn't even look at my phone again.

The car was speeding all the way, and I didn't have the heart to pay attention to the past street signs, just keep driving down, no matter where the front is, where love is!

Thinking of the beautiful encounter ten years ago and the ruthlessness and unrighteousness now, I really don't know how to believe in love.