The 100-year lifespan of a person is long and short, and compared with the precipitation of some history, it seems small and weak, and many things are muddy.

Looking at the Quartet with his eyes open and confused, he couldn't see what he really wanted, what was right and what was wrong.

And Mu Tang, who has another of her own cognition of society, always feels that she can't see the road ahead more clearly, and she can no longer make choices as she did before, just by her heart.

For example, Qi Su, such as ...... Lu Yan.

The man who had fallen into a deep sleep was completely quiet, and his angular face was exhausted that could not be concealed.

Mu Tang sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out his hand, his fingertips gently brushing over his cheeks, depicting his eyes, nose, and lips......

Then it landed on his chin, Xu didn't have time to deal with the image, Mu Tang touched the short hard stubble.

Mu Tang's hand paused, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but smile, his fingertips tapped on Lu Yan's chin, and then when his gaze swept to the wound on his face that had been scratched and had been scarred, the smile on the corner of his lips gradually disappeared.

When these scabs are gone, Lu Yan will probably leave these scars on her body, instead of recovering without a trace like her, as if these injuries have never appeared.

Man...... A short and long life is like a raging flame, burning more and more fiercely from a little spark to finally burning, and then slowly disappearing......

Brilliant and magnificent, but only for a moment.

It's like Lu Yan.

With the passage of time, Mu Tang will always be Mu Tang, with the same appearance, and will never get old, and Lu Yan, he will slowly get old, his straight back will gradually become rickety, and then close his eyes, leaving her alone.

In a trance, an old male voice suddenly appeared in his head, saying intermittently:

"The life span of human beings is so short, it is too short, it is as short as a moment, there is nothing, nothing can be created!!"

The corners of Mu Tang's eyes twitched, and she recognized this voice as Mu Xu's voice in the strange memory she obtained.

The voice was extinguished, as if it was ringing in the ears, as if it was just an auditory hallucination, and chattered:

"It's too short, it's too meaningless, he can't be with you forever, even if you are willing to turn to dust with him, but when he is old and you are still young, your time will no longer intersect."

"You will be like strangers, separated by the moat of time!! Only I am right, if he gets the same time, almost eternity as you, you can be together forever!! ”

Mu Tang shook his head and covered his ears, trying to keep these voices out, but it was useless.

The voice seemed to echo in her head, over and over again:

"This world is so big, and he hasn't done so much, how long can he stay with you with his short life?! His time is meaningless......"

"He's going to die!! After all, you can only stand there alone and watch!! ”

"He's going to die!!!"

Mu Tang's eyes widened violently, and the heart in her chest that was not beating seemed to be beating violently, and she was dizzy with a bang!!

If he didn't understand death or time before, so he always thought about being with Lu Yan forever, then now Mu Tang finally understands these things and has to face this problem.

Mu Tang couldn't help but start imagining, when Lu Yan is old, and she will still be what she is now, will Lu Yan still be willing to see her at that time?

Or, does she really bear to let Lu Yan face herself, and then clearly realize the passage of life?

"Perhaps...... He's right. Mu Tang lowered his head, opened his big eyes, and stared at Lu Yan vigorously, as if he wanted to engrave his face in his eyes and in his heart:

"Human life is too short, too short to be meaningless, and the fragility of the flesh makes it so easy for them to die......"

She is not so fraternal, unlike Lu Yan, who worries about the survival of all mankind all day long, just wants to protect the people close to her, and only wants to make the people she likes well.

At least Lu Yan, you must be well.

If Lu Yan had a super high self-healing ability like her, he would no longer die from those excessive physical injuries. Don't worry about the passage of time, they can be together forever.

Thinking about it this way, it is almost beneficial and harmless.

Mu Tang thought so, his sharp nails involuntarily pierced into his fingertips, and the thick and thick dark red blood slowly seeped out and condensed into a drop of blood that could not fall.

Her fingertips trembled, and she slowly hung above Lu Yan's lip flap:

With just one drop, all the tangles will disappear.

Her blood has been confirmed by Qi Su, and the virus infected with her body does not turn into an ignorant zombie.

"Does it really make no sense? The short life of a human being. ”

Suddenly another voice sounded in my head, cold, calm, belonging to another self.

Mu Tang trembled, suddenly came to his senses, and suddenly shrank his hand back!!

The wound had healed quickly, and drops of blood from the fingertips were rubbed on the clothes.

Mu Tang hesitated for a while, but still asked tentatively:

"Are you awake? Are you talking to me? ”

There was a long silence, and just when Mu Tang thought that he couldn't wait for a response, a light sigh sounded in his head, and he said indifferently in a cold voice:

"My perceptions and memories seem to be influencing you, so that you can no longer make the choices that come from your heart as easily as before."

Mu Tang lowered his eyes and asked softly:

"So you're saying that I shouldn't have done that? Is it wrong to do so? ”

"There is no right or wrong, it's just that I'm more worried about whether you will make a decision that is contrary to your original will because of my influence, it is not from your own heart, but my cognition and memory are misleading you, so that you will be slowly assimilated, and finally become me."

Mu Tang listened to it and said half-understood:

"What you're saying is too complicated for me to understand."

"If you are assimilated by my cognition and memories and become me, then you will slowly dissipate and then merge with me."

Mu Tang understood something:

"I'm going to disappear, right? And then the control of the body will be handed over to you again? ”

The cold voice in his head suddenly laughed, and said leisurely:

Perhaps, or possibly, we will all cease to exist, and a new consciousness will retake this body. Aren't you afraid, though? If you are assimilated by me, you will never be able to be with Lu Yan again. When the time comes, don't say forever, you can't even accompany him in his short life span of a few decades. ”

Mu Tang pursed his lips, his eyes were gloomy:

"The body is yours, it's been yours from the beginning, I just came here by accident, Lu Yan... Lu Yan should have been mentally prepared. I'm not afraid of you, you're my family, and if you want to come back, I'm willing to ......"

If she took the initiative to give up control of her body, then there would be no fusion of the two consciousnesses to create a new consciousness, and the original Mu Tang could directly control this body.

No, it should be said, take back control of the body.

"But didn't you just want Lu Yan to accompany you more, and you still want to turn him into a zombie like you? Why is it so easy to choose to die now?! ”

I don't know if it's Mu Tang's illusion, this voice seems to be more cold than the slow and logical just now.

It's like I'm suddenly angry.

Mu Tang tilted his head, confusion flashed in his eyes, he didn't understand what the other party was angry about?

Angry that she wants to relinquish control of her body?

Why get angry?

After hesitating for a while, Mu Tang asked tentatively:

"You don't want to ...... Is it? ”

This sentence did not get an answer, Mu Tang waited for a long time, and finally realized that the other party would not answer her again.

When he saw Lu Yan's sleeping face again, Mu Tang suddenly felt weak, hurriedly folded the quilt for him, and left the tent as if he had escaped.