Sister, he is innocent, he doesn't know anything, what he actually likes is you, I have deliberately imitated you during this time with him, what he likes is you! Tomorrow is the weekend, and at nine o'clock in the morning by the river, he is waiting for you!

My sister went out and came in again, sister, sleep with me tonight, okay?

I still didn't say a word, and my sister could only go back to the room very pitifully, leaving me alone quietly, quietly, I don't know what I was thinking!

The next day, I went anyway, and I wanted to tell him everything, and I decided not to fight with Cereen. He was waiting by the river with his bicycle, it was still so cold in winter, but he was wearing very thin, I pretended to be happy and walked behind him, hey, it's cool, wear so little! I think it's Si Lin, he should do this, Tianfeng turned around, didn't say anything, kissed me softly in the ear, I was dizzy, I forgot everything I thought about when I came, I didn't want to lose him, I sat in the back of the car and hugged him comfortably that day, just like when he fed me in the hospital, I said in my heart, I'm sorry, sister!

I didn't have too many words with him, because I was afraid that he would notice something, we sat down in the blue café, he specially instructed the waiter to say that my share should not be sweetened, this is my habit of drinking coffee, in fact, I prefer that kind of bitter coffee, it seems that my sister Celin is really imitating me in everything, but she is most afraid of bitterness, so she may only say that she doesn't like sugar, but she didn't say that she likes to drink bitter in front of Tianfeng.

What's wrong with you today, what's on your mind?

Hehe, what's the matter, maybe it's about to take the final exam, I'm a little worried.

I'm afraid that your grades are so good, then I'm going to eat books!

He speaks the same as the first time, always so funny, no wonder he is so popular.

Let's go read a book in the afternoon, and I'll help you revise.

Okay, let's go later, where are we going?

My family, just let you taste my mother's cooking.

It's not good.

It's nothing, my mom is the best.

I have a mixture of happiness and sadness in my heart, if my mother is here, how good it is, that day in Tianfeng's house his mother was very good to me, I am embarrassed, but I have never seen Tianfeng Dad, and I am inconvenient to ask, one is afraid that he has told his sister before, and the other is afraid that he is a single-parent family like me.

On the way to see me off in the evening, he told me that his parents divorced two years ago, so he became rebellious, and his grades plummeted, in fact, he was sentenced to his father, and two months ago his father married him a stepmother, he didn't like it very much, so he moved to his mother's place first.

Listening to him, I feel sad for him, he is actually more pitiful than me, although he is always so free and cheerful, I can see the sadness in his heart.

By the river, we hugged tightly, he said in my ear that he was reluctant to let me go, I cried softly, and he kissed me affectionately.

Promise me not to fight again in the future, okay?

Well, in fact, since the day I met you, I have sworn in my heart that I will learn well.

Really, make me happy.

Heaven and earth are the witnesses, I ......

I didn't let him continue. If I have the heart to walk home, Xiaozhi rushed over from my door, come with me, and pull me away while talking, what's the matter, where are you going, so anxious?

Xiao Lin had an accident and was in the hospital.

What, what's wrong with her, I heard it and my heart was dying, say quickly, what's wrong with her?

She was gas poisoned and was still in the hospital, what, I was stupid, I was about to collapse and barely support myself to the hospital.

Dad, why are you back, how is my sister?

Dad didn't say anything, just slapped me and yelled at me Didn't I ask you to take care of your sister? Why do you still let her cook by herself?

I cried and was pulled to her by my aunt. The second child, the child is small, and it's not her fault, even if there is a mistake, she can't fight it.

Dad walked around anxiously on the side, looking in from the doors and windows from time to time, I was also scared stupid, my heart hurt to the extreme, this is the first time I have been beaten in my life, I especially think about Tianfeng, if Tianfeng is good, I am afraid that Silin is not careless, but suicide!

I was very scared when I had this thought, and I secretly said to myself in my heart that as long as my sister was okay, I would give him Tianfeng. After more than three hours of life-and-death struggle, my sister was finally out of danger, I cried in front of her bed, sister, don't cry, I'm fine.

My heart was broken to see my sister weak, and I was heartbroken when a happy angel was now like this. Xiaoying, what did you do during the day, and I forgot to ask you, why don't you go home for dinner these days, Xiao Lin always cooks and eats at home alone, and she can't go to my house. She cooks at home by herself? Yes, I've been to your house a few times, and she's all right, look at her hands.

I picked it up and looked at it in distress, there were band-aids and bubbles on my two fingers, and I hugged Selene and cried.

Dad was very angry when he heard it, and was stopped by his cousin, Dad, it's not about my sister, I insisted on her letting me do it, I'm seventeen, I always have to learn, this time I forgot to turn off the gas, Dad, I'll cook it for you when I get home, it's better than my sister's cooking.

My sister tried her best to defend me, smiling to change the atmosphere. I spent the night with my sister and she fell asleep holding my hand. The next day my sister was discharged from the hospital, but she was still so weak, so she fell asleep all the time, sitting at the table, I opened the book, but dropped a letter:

sister

When you read this letter, I think I'm already with my mother, you often say that I'm a happy angel, but I'm not happy at all without Tianfeng, I'm miserable, I really can't guarantee that I won't rob your Tianfeng again, sister, maybe I'm not here, we can all live happily. Sister, I'm sorry, I can't call you sister anymore, I love you and Tianfeng, and our father. Sister, I'm gone, help me take good care of my dad, okay? Let him not be sad, I just went to accompany my mother and told my father that I would be his daughter in the next life. Good sister, we will be good sisters in the next life, okay? I can't be with Tianfeng in this life and this life, you can give him to me in the next life, okay? Sister, I'm gone, cherish!

Love your sister dearly: Cerene

Tears welled up in my eyes, and I put the letter in my diary.

It's not warm on the train, maybe it's because my heart is cold, I held the diary and put the letter in a stack of letters that my sister asked me to send to Tianfeng, four years, I can't deceive Tianfeng anymore.

That time, Cereen fell asleep with me in her arms every day, and when she was almost well, I told her that I had decided to quit and that I didn't like a boy like him.

My sister looked at me very suspiciously, what I said was true, I don't like this. However, you have to promise me that you have to study hard, and my mother always hopes that we will be admitted to university one day.

My sister hugged me and cried, sister, thank you!

In this way, we all laughed and lived in pain.

Since then, I've swapped names with my sister, and after four years, I'm used to it, and if I didn't know that I still love Tianfeng, I think I might have forgotten my real name, Siying. My father agreed to the name change, and he didn't ask much, and I was very strange at the time, and I didn't know why until later.

My sister didn't disappoint me, she finished third in her grade at the end of the semester, and I fell outside the top ten. Sometimes, during the winter vacation, I also came together with them as Si Lin, when Tianfeng came to my house to find Si Ying, he would call me and Brother Xiaozhi to play ball, KTV, eat hot pot or something.

Several times Xiaozhi habitually called us almost missed, but fortunately we all cooperated very well, Tianfeng was also very good to me, he treated me like a sister, although my heart was sour, but I said to myself, so I was very satisfied.

We had a very happy winter vacation that year, we read books together, played ball together, sang together, and made dumplings together at his house...... Too much beauty can't really lick my wounds, my sister understands me very well, so she is not very close to Tianfeng, I can also see that she learns everything from me, I have been thinking that although I am very similar to my sister, but her voice is very cheerful, why can't Tianfeng hear it?

After being with them, I realized that my sister was really similar to me when she was gentle and a little sad, but not only why, Tianfeng never mistook us, even when we were dressed and standing in front of her, he could call our names, in fact, he always mistook us.

When I asked him why he was so good, he just smiled, and later I realized that his laughter was so helpless and sad, but it was too late.

Unconsciously, the winter vacation has passed, and we have invested in the nervous examination again, but my heart still has not calmed down, I am used to the life of the winter vacation, but I can't be with Tianfeng, my sister Sirien will tell me about his bits and pieces when she comes back, and my world is inseparable from Tianfeng for a moment.

But I still pretended to be nothing, I didn't want my sister to see through it, I didn't want her to do stupid things again, or I was messing around with her as before: "My miss, don't bother me with endorsement, okay?" You might as well marry him now. ”

"I want to, but he doesn't like me."

"He's got a new girlfriend?"

"Nope."

"Then why do you say he doesn't like you?"

"It feels! He hasn't even held my hand to this day! ”

"But I think he's too good to you, you must be lying, tell me honestly if you've ever kissed."

"My good sister, don't ask again, there really isn't. I won't tell you, I'll also endorse it. As soon as my sister left, my tears couldn't help but flow down again, I think my sister was deliberately not upsetting me, didn't he already kiss me when I went to the river as her? My heart ached. I wrote in my diary:

My heart aches,

I'm crying,

Tears of heartache, tears of pain,

Heartbreak, heartbreak, heartbreak for you!

The day of the college entrance examination is getting closer and closer, and my ranking in the top ten of the grade in each mock exam is stable, but there is still a certain gap compared to my sister Silin, although she is in a relationship with Tianfeng, but her grades are getting better and better day by day, and these times are the top three in the grade. Her goal is Fudan, and she said that Tianfeng will also stay in Shanghai, so that they can be together often.

In fact, since my mother left us, Fudan has become my goal, because it is close to home, so that I can take care of my father and sister, but now there is a natural wind, I set my ideal at Peking University, I want to be as far away from Shanghai as possible, and I have fallen in love with the snowy winter, the winter in the north should be very beautiful. We are all fighting for our ideals, in fact, we are all for the wind, and at this time, the wind brought us a sudden parting half a month before the college entrance examination.

At ten o'clock that day, Silin and I had just arrived home from evening self-study, and the phone rang urgently.

"Hey, is it Siying?" I paused and replied, "I'm Si Lin, are you Qin Tianfeng?" ”

"Well, I'm leaving, come to the train station now, I'm going to Beijing."

"Beijing? Qin Tianfeng, what the hell are you doing? My sister took the phone, and before she could speak, she heard the other end say very hurriedly: "Come on, I'll wait for you at the door, and we'll talk about it when we meet!" With that, he hung up.

Listening to the tone didn't seem to be fake, Si Lin and I hurriedly went downstairs and rushed over, my sister wanted to cry without tears all the way, and I didn't know what to say. As soon as we got out of the car, we saw Tianfeng at a glance, and he had luggage next to him.

"What are you doing? You don't want me anymore? My sister cried and threw herself on Tianfeng.

"How could it be, I went to Beijing, and my dad suddenly called me and asked me to come over and say that he had arranged a school for me."

"What time is the train?"

"It's eleven twenty, and it's more than half an hour, so I have to take good care of myself when I'm not there, and remember to eat."