Both of them woke up late the next day. Chen got up relatively early, went out to buy soy milk, fritters and buns, and only got up tonight to wash. The two of them greeted each other happily as if they had forgotten the conversation they had done last night, as if it were all an unrealistic dream. While brushing her teeth tonight, she hugged Chen Momo with one hand, and rubbed the toothpaste on her newly changed clothes, causing Chen Momo to scream. After cleaning up, the two of them began to eat breakfast, Chen Momo couldn't figure out what he liked to eat tonight, so he simply bought many kinds of flavors of steamed buns, as well as fried dough sticks and soy milk. The amount of food tonight is very large, he hasn't eaten well for a while, and suddenly there is such a careful and proper meal, it is inevitable that he will eat a little more, and finally bought six buns, Chen Momo only ate one, and the rest was eaten tonight.

There was nothing to arrange tonight, and I came to Shanghai just to find Chen Momo, so I didn't know what to do when I was free. He has been to Shanghai two or three times, and some thoughtful department managers have also taken him to visit most of Shanghai's classic scenic spots, so he has no interest in hanging out, just wants to be lazy by Chen Momo's side. Chen Momo didn't have anything to do, she originally came here to escape her brother's persecution, and the funds accumulated from her work allowed her to spend a few months here. She didn't plan to go out much, and seeing that the weather was about to rain, she simply stayed in the old house with tonight. Some time ago, a few pots of flowers she bought had already bloomed and were placed in the courtyard, and now they look soft and weak on rainy days, and they are very beautiful. I don't know where it is, the wild cat, hiding under the eaves and waiting for the rain to stop. It was still a very small cat, and its claws were not even sharpened, so they were kicked out of the house and left to fend for themselves. It may also be that someone's family has too many kittens and has no place to raise them, so they abandon them. Chen Momo took a small wooden stick and teased the cats hiding from the rain under the eaves one by one, and fed them fresh canned fish bought from the supermarket. At first, the cat didn't trust her, but she couldn't help the attraction of the taste of canned fish, and was silently teased by Chen, and gradually became familiar with it, so she ate it. I didn't bring my own work tonight, Chen silently wrote the copywriting plan, and I was not in a hurry to finish it in such a while, and Wang Ruolin's "Waiting for a Life" was placed in the laptop, and the charming and moving voice with such a damp cold rain made people have the illusion of a dream. Tonight, I watched Chen Momo playing with the cat there, found a newspaper that I bought yesterday for change, and sat on a wicker chair and pretended to read it. Tonight, he suddenly remembered a song, and he also wanted to sit in a rocking chair and live such a life with Chen silently until he was old. Maybe after experiencing it, it will be very addictive, tonight has never been like now, wanting Chen Momo to marry him.

"I was last night, was really thinking that we would always be together." Tonight, he covered his face with a newspaper and said in a voice that Chen could hear silently.

"But I'm scared." Chen silently washed the cat's hands and interrupted tonight, "I'm really afraid of love or marriage." ”

"Why are you afraid, it's a beautiful thing." Put down the newspaper tonight, wanting to look directly into Chen Momo's eyes.

Chen Momo casually put the towel to wipe his hands on the shelf under the eaves, and remembered the intricate love and marriage relationship between his adoptive parents and his parents, "When I was very young, I felt that marriage and so-called love were just tools used to hurt each other. ”

"You mean, I'm going to turn you off?" Tonight, he was a little sad to hear it, and he didn't know what to say.

"It's not you, it's not your problem, it's me." Chen Momo could see the unbelievable sadness in her eyes tonight, she didn't know how to comfort him, "It's just that I've seen a lot of bad things since I was a child, about love, about marriage, everywhere I can see, they are hurting each other." I can't believe that if I had been in this way with marriage and love, I would have been like my mother. ”

"But this is me, do you think the love with me is discouraged? Love is something that gives courage. Tonight couldn't understand where Chen Momo's stubborn thoughts came from, and he felt incredulous.

"What about you? Tonight? Or Wu Kai? It's as if we've never really been honest with each other, how you make me trust you. Chen silently said what he had always wanted to say in his heart, "Is it like the girls you played with before?" Put all your heart on you, hope to have a good future with you, just believe in you, believe in your so-called beautiful love, but what? In the end, it is not abandoned. Tonight, how do you make me believe you. Chen Momo was a little excited, and his voice was about to burst when he said this.

Tonight handed her a glass of cold boiled water and motioned for her to drink it, "I'm serious, silent." I don't know how you would think that. It's too complicated, life is not about writing romance novels, let's be realistic, let's live the life you want with me, okay? ”

Chen Momo held the glass of water and stared at his eyes tonight, not knowing whether to drink it or not. What she wanted to say was that she wasn't thirsty, but her voice had just burst with emotion, she took a symbolic sip, and put it on the table casually, "What a complicated thing to say, it's only after I met you that it became so complicated." I was going to live a simple life, but you put me in an even more dilemma. She thought that if she said this, she would be sad tonight, but she couldn't control herself, so she was so ghostly, and said it in one go, "I don't know why, I know that I don't like you, I can choose the simplest life, I can get rid of all these hellish disputes, stay away from these nasty things, and live my little life quietly." But you've made it so hard for me. ”

Chen Momo's voice hovered in the empty old house, hovering in tonight's mind, he didn't speak for a long time tonight, he didn't know what to say. Chen Momo is right. Without him, Chen Momo would probably have lived a simple and stable life, just like every ordinary college student who is about to graduate, with worries about his future employment, and the troubles and happiness of ordinary people. If it weren't for tonight's insertion into Chen Momo's life, even in the previous life, Chen Momo would not have had that ending.

"Then you don't like me." Sitting on a wicker chair in frustration tonight, covering his face with a newspaper, Chen Momo didn't know what he was thinking.

"Okay."

Chen silently replied to the word tonight succinctly, since it has been approved, then don't like each other and torture each other, in this way, maybe it's good for everyone. But Chen Momo suddenly felt very sad, she looked at tonight with a newspaper covering her face, and felt very distressed and angry. Looking at the cup of water on the table that she had casually placed there and handed to her tonight, her fingertips couldn't help but caress and linger, she picked up the glass of water and drank it. It's cold like tears.

Maybe the long pain is better than the short pain, and it's better to make it clear. Chen Momo thought like this, so she went straight out, the rain gradually lightened, she closed the door, and wanted to go out for a walk by herself. The boulevard planted with French plane trees has the unique humid atmosphere of Shanghai, just like the one in Eileen Chang's novel. In the nearby vegetable market, there are fresh fish for sale, wet and occasionally beating, looking fresh and lively. Broccoli and celery, as well as fruits, have been washed by the rain and become fresh and lovely. Maybe shopping is a woman's nature. Chen Momo saw these fresh and vivid life scenes, and his mood suddenly changed from gloomy just now to a lot better. The fat and round puppy raised at the door of the fruit store kept waging his tail after seeing Chen Momo. Chen Momo walked over to play with it, and it happily licked Chen Momo's palm with its tongue. In the end, Chen silently carried a large bag of fruits and vegetables back. Sleeping in the house tonight, when he heard the sound of Chen coming back silently, he deliberately made some noises to indicate that he was still there. Chen silently ignored him, and washed his own vegetables and prepared to cook. After a while, he walked out tonight with his hair like a chicken coop and asked with a serious face, "What are you going to eat tonight?" ”

Chen Momo was originally a little sad, but this sad mood was already partially washed away by the damp rain outside, and now when he saw this look tonight, he laughed, "Tell me, what do you want to eat?" ”

"What kind of food did you buy, it looks like a lot." Squatted down tonight and turned over the big bag of vegetables and fruits, found a peach for himself, washed it and ate it, "Of course, people are under the eaves, what you burn, what I eat." ”

Chen silently pursed his lips, "Don't say it so pitifully, as if someone abused you." She instructed her to peel two cloves of garlic tonight, and asked, "Is it okay to have crucian carp and tofu soup for dinner, and burn another sweet and sour tenderloin for you." Today's fish is really fresh. ”

Tonight, of course, I said yes, and I was happy to help. After a meal is cooked, tonight, who never goes to the kitchen, unexpectedly has a sense of accomplishment. Chen silently cooked the white rice and shouted to come out to eat tonight. It was a very hearty meal, and tonight I participated in it, but it was more fragrant, and the two of them seemed to have forgotten the unpleasantness of the afternoon. Since they met, there have been constant disputes with Chen Momo tonight. Tonight, I understand that if I continue to be silent like this, the relationship between the two people is likely to be exhausted. The problems that should be faced must be unavoidable. Tonight, when he was about to finish eating, he opened his mouth, "...... silently" He poked Chen Momo's chopsticks with his chopsticks, but Chen Momo put them aside in disgust, "What are you doing." ”

"Would you like to give it a try with me?" He took advantage of Chen Momo's face to be right, and hurriedly continued, "That is, I can understand your fear of love and marriage, and I also know that my previous behavior was wrong." Can you just trust me once and try it with me? Live up to your liking, live up to the sadness and sadness of being displaced for so long, let's try it together, try the love with me, can it give you peace of mind. In case of...... Do you like that? Tonight, who had been dominant, he asked a little girl like this, cautiously, if she would like to have a relationship with herself, he put down his chopsticks and raised his hands, like a poor little animal. Chen Mo couldn't bear to refuse him.

"That'...... Okay, though, I'll leave at any time if I'm not happy. Chen silently made a threatening gesture.

"I can find you wherever you go." Leaving the seat tonight, he hugged her from behind Chen Momo, and he couldn't help himself with joy.

"Why do you like me so much, fool?" Chen silently pinched tonight's hand and was disgusted.

"Why can't I like you so much, fool." Tonight's mouth is also unforgiving, and it does not fall into the wind.

Chen Mo looked at the cups and plates on the table, and suddenly had a bad idea to tease tonight, "Since you like me so much, why don't you wash all these dishes and chopsticks today." She looked back and smiled tonight. Tonight, I was bitter, but the corners of my eyebrows and eyes were still full of smiles, "Okay, whatever the queen says, how dare the little one not agree." ”

"You're so poor." Chen silently threw the rubber gloves to him, began to clean up the plates and chopsticks for dinner, and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes tonight.