095 Loneliness
On a night in a foreign country, Wen Yubai dreamed of his teenage self.
She came into contact with dance very late, and it was just a hobby, just because the teacher praised her for her talent, Wen Sui and Xu Yin didn't let her dance, and spread the word that she danced ugly everywhere, and if she loved to be a scholar, the teacher didn't teach her anymore, and she was hit by a car on the road and broke her leg.
Later, sometimes when she wanted to dance, she would sneak up on her late at night.
She doesn't blame her for her bad fate, God has lit up a lot of skills for her, opened a lot of windows, she learns everything quickly, she is healthy, she is beautiful, she just gave her an unfortunate family, a bad mother and father.
But when she woke up from the night, she still wept silently, tears kept pouring out, she buried herself in the pillow, suppressed and choked.
I almost forgot that she still had a bad relationship.
The other one in the depths of her body said indifferently: "What qualifications do you have to accuse Xie Yanzhou, he is not a good man, then you are a good woman?" You are essentially the same person as him, you hurt the other party first if you are afraid of being hurt, you are always deliberately provoking Xie Yanzhou, you repeatedly test him and torture him, isn't it punishing yourself? Do you think your four years are worth a lot, you are with anyone, including you to make money on your own, you can't get this money, you have already put your four years at a price, you sold yourself. ”
Smelling the grapefruit, he couldn't cry silently.
But when she woke up the next day, she was the one who worked hard to live again, and all she could leave was the slight puffiness of her eyes, the past had become a fact, since she had done it, she didn't regret it, she didn't regret meeting Xie Yanzhou, she didn't regret falling in love with him, she didn't regret giving birth to a little sting, and she didn't regret every counterattack she had done.
Wen Yubai likes the lawyer negotiation class very much, she found that this kind of course in addition to exercising her language skills, can also let her learn a lot of things, there is a classmate who has been a lawyer for ten years, before being promoted to partner, came to study at LLM, he taught Wen Yubai how to guess the other party's thoughts and emotions from body language, and also based on his experience, taught lawyer negotiation skills.
It's just that in the end, the lawyer still wants to teach Wen Yubai how to smoke, he let her hold a cigarette, and before it is lit, he suddenly snatches the cigarette from between her teeth and looks at her eyes.
This is probably his beauty hunting technique, Wen Yubai smiled coldly, and after refusing, the two maintained a normal social distance.
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The people who work beside Xie Yanzhou can more and more clearly feel that Mr. Xie is moody and unpredictable in the second half of the year, although he is still that restrained and indifferent face, although he is still high and noble, although he still maintains the image of a leader who is born in a powerful person and is arrogant in his heart.
But the cost of time and energy he invested in his work became more and more crazy, and even the people who worked with him were a little unbearable, needless to say the assistant, Joe was the first to bear it.
Joe begged for mercy: "You want to die suddenly, but I don't want to, I still have a lot of food and beautiful women in my life, if you die, I will help you inherit the property." ”
Xie Yanzhou ignored his words, and only asked him indifferently: "Find someone to find for so long." ”
"Someone erased the traces for her, and she herself is barely active on the Internet." Joe sighed.
They are powerful and easy to wield power, and they don't seem to think that such a search is illegal, to be precise, it is not illegal, they just linger in the gray area of the law.
Xie Yanzhou's brows furrowed, whether it was Xu Ninghuan or Shen Yiyuan helping her, it made his heart shrink slightly, and that dull pain gradually turned into a dull pain, so painful that he almost reached out and pressed his heart.
Joe looked at him: "Don't stay up late, you will die suddenly if you stay up late." ”
Xie Yanzhou couldn't tell whether this was a side effect of long-term sleep deprivation.
He hasn't slept well for a long time recently, and he was really not used to it at first, although he didn't often stay by Wen Yubai's side in the past, but Tang Zi said: "Even if you raise a kitten for four years, you won't get used to it, it's normal, you just don't get used to it now, thinking of her, maybe you just want to take revenge on her, she calculates like that, no man will easily tolerate it." ”
Tang Zi still opened his eyes and said nonsense: "She is quite beautiful, but what, grab a handful of charming stunners than her, waiting for me to find you a few." ”
Sheng Sinian covered Tang Zi's mouth in time: "There are so many beauties, but each has its own charm, don't talk nonsense, smell the white beauty of grapefruit, and be beautiful carelessly...... Balabala. ”
Xie Yanzhou didn't respond to these words, he only drank vigorously during the party, drank until his stomach hurt, drank until he kept vomiting, and then, he seemed to be able to fall asleep.
The little sting looked at him indifferently, as if she were looking at a stranger, and did not recognize him at all, and when he reached out to pull her, she waved his hand away with disgust, and said, "Go away." ”
And Wen Yubai, occasionally with cold eyebrows and eyes, looking at him like an enemy, occasionally carelessly, there was no him in her eyes at all, she chuckled, and grabbed another man's wrist and threw herself into the man's arms, just like she would hug him before, her legs climbed on the man's waist, and naturally greeted him.
In the dream, he was so angry that he trembled, his eyes were heavy and icy, he strode over, wanted to drag back to smell the grapefruit white, and went to pounce, he looked around, but saw again, this time she kissed Xu Ninghuan, this kiss fell in his eyes, extraordinarily clear, lips and teeth intertwined, love.
As soon as the picture turned, Wen Yubai said to him: "Xie Yanzhou, break up!" ”
He looked contemptuous, pinched her chin, and said in a cold tone: "You are also worthy of breaking up, what is the relationship between us, you really look up to yourself, I remind you for the last time, we are the relationship between the gold lord and the canary." ”
"Then I won't like you anymore."
When he woke up, his chest was heavy and heaving, his forehead was dripping with cold sweat, and his heart was shrinking, he got up and sat quietly in the darkness for a long time, not knowing what he was afraid of.
I just feel that there is an inexplicable loneliness.
This sense of loneliness appeared once many years ago when he saw Wen Yubai and Xu Ninghuan together.
Obviously, there are still so many people around him, but he just wants to snatch her over, regardless of what she is thinking.
He took a deep breath and went into the bathroom, and what was even more hateful was that he opened the photo on his phone and clicked on the photo he had taken of Wen Yubai, her like a pigeon, and her like a milk cat, with tears hanging from the corners of her eyes and her lips soaked with water.
It's really a nameless fire attack, and when he dreams that she is with someone else, he can also react like an animal in heat.
Energetic and excited.
Just like it did back then.