Xie Yanzhou seemed to have had a dream, a long and empty dream.

He was obviously walking on the soft sand, but the sand on his feet suddenly became a sharp blade, cutting his feet to blood, the red blood kept spreading, the blue sea gradually turned into a sea of blood, and the picture turned to the dirty ward in the countryside, where the shedding of children, or giving birth to children, is to abuse pregnant women alive, and indirectly kill women.

He has been to Aunt Zhang several times in the past three years.

Although Aunt Zhang didn't give him a good face when she saw him, she talked to him a lot.

"You are a man, you won't know, women give birth to children in the ghost door once, maybe many men have to say, is it so exaggerated? How did my mom ...... Hmph, let you men give birth once, I really don't know why God wants women to suffer like this. ”

"If she really didn't want children at that time, it would be very dangerous, she could only choose to give birth, how old is she, if her parents were responsible, she wouldn't be like this."

"I can't do it, and I'm not good enough for her, and Yuzu often gives me money."

"You don't even know those clinics, which are full of women who have gone the wrong way...... They didn't even know who the child's father was, it was very pitiful, Yuzu also said that she didn't know, I almost thought she had suffered misfortune too......" Aunt Zhang burst into tears, "However, she did suffer misfortune." ”

Xie Yanzhou's heart trembled, and his eyes were blue.

Aunt Zhang's words are like a barbed hook: "Do you think it's her honor to be with you?" Although you are very rich, have a high status, and are high, haven't you noticed that the grapefruit is useless and good? I believe she wasn't with you for money, and if it weren't for the little sting she had later, she wouldn't need money so much. ”

Did Xie Yanzhou pay attention, he didn't know, he had a weird twist, and he didn't want their relationship to be involved in money, but it was also his own seal, and there was no love between them.

Wen Yubai will not fall in love with him, and even if she will, her love will never be pure.

If he really gave his feelings unreservedly, he would definitely be trampled on the ground mercilessly by Wen Yubai, and then crush his sincerity fiercely.

The picture in the dream continues to flip.

It was the wedding scene many years ago, Wen Yubai changed into a white wedding dress, her delicate face was covered by a white veil, she held a bouquet and stood with her back to him, her head slightly bowed, like a shy apricot blossom on the bank of the spring river, the breeze blew, her veil moved gently, revealing her beautiful jawline and lustrous red lips.

He walked over with a calm face, but his heart was beating fast, and if he checked his heart rate, he was afraid that the alarm would be sounded.

However, he could not get any way to that short distance, she always stood at a distance, and then, he watched her groom appear, and they embraced and got married, and when he finally approached.

Obviously smiling gently, his eyebrows and eyes were misty and smelling the white of grapefruit, but suddenly his face was like frost, his eyes were sharp, and he stabbed a knife into his heart with a knife in his hand, which made him tremble and couldn't breathe.

The look in her eyes did not change in the slightest: "Xie Yanzhou, you should go to hell, or go down alone, I and Xiao Jingyi will live well." ”

He was breathing heavily and panicked, only to feel that she was going to disappear, and the voice in his ears changed again, the sound of falling snowflakes and squeaks on the snow in the silence.

Someone told him, "If you believe in love and want to heal yourself, you have to be brave enough to love once." ”

"What if you get hurt again?"

"How can a person's life not be hurt, you are rejecting love at the same time, you are also hurting, you seem to be strong and successful in your career, but you have a fragile side in your heart, you don't get love from your parents, you hurt your daughter again, this is a kind of endless cycle, maybe you pour love into your daughter, you will feel another meaning of fatherly love."

……

Xie Yanzhou opened his eyes, he felt very tired, sleeping was like not sleeping, and now this clinic could not provide him with a good sleeping environment.

His eyelashes twitched, his palms were moist, and he remembered the dream vividly.

It was nothing more than a nightmare that he had for the past few years.

He met Shen Yilan, who knew that he went to see a psychiatrist and laughed: "Yo, do nightmares frequent, is there something wrong with your psychology?" This can only show that you still have a little conscience, but you are just having nightmares, but Yuzu has really experienced those pains, and all the pain you have suffered is less than one-ten-thousandth of hers. ”

Joe was accompanying him at that time, and he was also protecting him: "You are talking too ugly, and our eyes are also very painful, we can only say that they are both at fault, not suitable for being together, and there is no murder and arson around the eyes, and it is okay to contribute to the money......" Anyway, his brother, only he can scold."

Shen Yi muttered: "A raccoon dog." ”

Qiao: "Lawyer Wen is not bad, this is not a question of the gender of men and women, he chased him abroad at the beginning, and he wanted to make amends, but Lawyer Wen didn't give him a chance." ”

"Is he trying to redeem it?" Shen Yi sneered, "Who does he think he is, he wants to redeem it, and others have to wait for him to give alms?" Who do you think you are? ”

Her eyes were high in the air, like contempt for ants.

Qiao only hated that his eloquence and language were not good enough, and finally changed to his native language: "No matter who I am, you should ask Lawyer Wen who she regards herself, as far as I know, Mr. Wen is her enemy, she can choose to cooperate with Mr. Wen, so she doesn't trust Eye Circumference, first cooperate with Wen Yang, and then cooperate with Wen Yuanhou." ”

Shen Yimu chuckled lightly, and also changed his language: "What does Xie Yanzhou have that is worthy of Yuyu's trust?" In Yuzu's eyes, if he is not even as good as Wen Yuanhou, he should reflect on himself. ”

This sentence pierced Xie Yanzhou's heart.

He knew that maybe Wen Yuanhou forced Wen Yubai, but she didn't think of contacting him at all, asking him to help, or even disappearing directly, she knew before that she came to ask him to help her.

Shen Yi muttered: "Wen Yuanhou is a nightmare for Yuyu, why is he Xie Yanzhou?" ”

"Mutter, alright." Her brother Shen Yiyuan came over, which made Shen Yilan stop scolding.

Shen Yiyuan scolded her: "I was wronged, I didn't dare to say anything, helping others is the same as fighting, what's the matter, you want to eat Xie Yanzhou?" ”

Her head rested on her brother's arm: "I don't want to eat, he looks unpalatable." ”

Joe: "......" isn't she mentally ill? This domineering daughter.

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Xie Yanzhou had the psychiatrist sent away.

The doctor said: "In fact, Miss Wen left traces on your subconscious far more than your parents, and you haven't dreamed of you and your parents when you were a child for a long time." ”

He walked into the bathroom and prepared to take a shower.

He pursed his lips, his contours were sharp, and he remembered something, and first took off the small leather band on his wrist, and he was wearing a black organza hair tie that Wenyu Bai gave him today.

In the early years of love, it was popular for boys to wear their girlfriends' small rubber bands on their hands.