159 Broken
His face looked calm, but his fingers were clenched tightly, and his tone was forbearing: "Are those letters so important?" ”
Wen Yubai smiled casually: "Do you think it's not heavy?" In the past few years, not only have you been seeing a psychiatrist, but I have also talked to a psychiatrist, and even taken relevant courses, haven't you noticed that the starting point of everything we do starts with those letters? I don't have any feelings for pen pals just because of the letters, but I will be tolerant of you again and again because of those letters, and the psychiatrist asked me whether it was you who I used to like, or the teenager I built that accompanied me in the letter for several years, I can't tell the difference, but no matter which one, it's you, and it's all past feelings......"
She wandered for a moment, her eyelashes trembling slightly, her chest heaving.
"Enough!" Xie Yanzhou suddenly spoke, his voice low and hoarse.
Wen Yubai came back to his senses and looked at him, but he was lying on his stomach, she couldn't see his expression, she could only see that the muscles in his back were tensed, and the lines were bulging, which was enough to see the tension of his emotions now, and there was a faint anger in his voice, but he didn't know whether he was angry with himself or her.
"Smell the grapefruit white, the boy in the letter? Who will have the patience to keep writing letters, it is just a task assigned by the school, in order to get love credits, everyone has to write letters to children in the mountains, do you think there is much love? It's all perfunctory, and if it's really loving, why isn't it handwritten, it's all printed? You have imagined too much of the love of these powerful young men. His voice was full of sarcasm, like a sharp blade, slashing at her.
"Do you like the sympathy and charity of others for you? So many years of companionship can't compare to a few letters? ”
Wen Yubai lowered his eyes and looked at him, and when he heard him say these words, he felt weird and unconsciously cold, but this was the Xie Yanzhou she knew, indifferent and ruthless, high-minded, not only would trample on the sincerity of others, but even the love he had given would be trampled on the soles of his feet by him.
She laughed: "So, do you even have to deny your former self?" Is it a shame that you have shown concern for me in your letters? ”
Xie Yanzhou's throat seemed to be blocked by wet cotton, and his breathing was slightly suffocated.
He couldn't say anything.
Wen Yubai actually doesn't always think of those letters, as she said, just because of the letters, she won't like a virtual person, but when the owner of the letter and Xie Yanzhou's figure overlapped, she didn't know why she was so happy, maybe she always had expectations and fantasies about the person who wrote the letter, that person turned out to be really better than she imagined, although he was bad-tempered, indifferent and high-minded, but he also had times when he was good to her, and he was also the only person she asked for help when she was helpless, The premise is that she has to be obedient.
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, the sourness eroded her soft heart, what is a few letters, she cherished every sincere feeling.
Xie Yanzhou was silent for a long time, and his Adam's apple moved slightly: "Grapefruit, that's all in the past, we ...... in the past."
Wen Yubai laughed: "Okay, then you don't have anything to be nostalgic for on my side." ”
He sat up, his expression calm, but his eyebrows were a little chilling.
She didn't seem to notice his face at all, went to wash her hands, wiped them clean, and when she passed by Xie Yanzhou, she said to him, "Then I'll go back first." ”
He grabbed her wrist and whispered, "Yuzu ......" but didn't know what to say the rest of the words.
Wen Yubai's eyebrows softened, and he even turned around and looked at him: "You just promised to let me go back." ”
Xie Yanzhou couldn't understand what the dull pain in his chest was at this time, and the irritability that he couldn't suppress was rampant, he probably realized that he was going to be counterattacked, but he didn't want to believe it, and numbly told himself how many years had passed since those letters.
He couldn't anger her anymore and let go of his hand.
The darkness in his chest is growing, it would be good to trap her, she always wants to run, always wants to run, says she likes him, but it is always fake, he is waiting, when he really has no expectations at all......
Wen Yubai said again: "Xiao Yubai is indeed going back to China, but you promised not to let your family bother her, including yourself." ”
She paused and said directly: "There is also Wen Sui." ”
"She won't." Xie Yanzhou looked at her and promised lightly, "Yuyu, if you believe me, I will protect Xiao Jing." ”
She didn't say anything more and left.
*
Mr. Wen's legs and feet are not very convenient, and recently because of poor health, hospitalized, after he was rescued by his adoptive father, he was also on the edge of life and death for a long time, and finally survived, but the sequelae left on the body accompanied him in the second half of his life, he had to strictly control his diet, and he could not be separated from people and doctors, even if it was just a small cold of ordinary people, it was very serious for him, and he had to stay in the hospital for a long time.
Wen Yubai was waiting for Xiao Jingbai at the airport, and Mr. Wen called Wen Yubai, and his voice was full of guilt: "Yuyubai, I'm really sorry, I have a sudden illness, and I can't send Xiao Yubai back to see you in person." ”
"Mr. Wen, the most important thing is that you take care of your body, you have helped me a lot, and also helped take care of the little sting, I am already very grateful to you, I just want to say sorry to you, you are sick, but I can't visit you."
Mr. Wen smiled gently: "What's this, I'm all an old problem, I've been going back and forth for so many years, like a wasted person, I sometimes think it's better to stop the rest of my life, anyway, my adoptive parents are gone, and I'm alone......"
Before he finished speaking, a sharp female voice said, "Mr. Wen! "With a warning.
Wen Yubai's heart trembled slightly, and she heard that it was the housekeeper who had been following Mr. Wen, and she was sincerely taking care of Mr. Wen.
Mr. Wen chuckled: "Okay, okay, I won't talk about it, I didn't dare to die before, I was worried that my father's company would be unattended, but now I don't dare to die, but I am afraid that I will cry when I see Xiao Jing, thinking that she will cry at my grave, I am afraid that if I die, I will immediately wake up distressed." ”
Wen Yubai also smiled, but the heart lake was warm, and the temperature was surging, she was also wary of Mr. Wen at the beginning, because he was too good to Xiao Jing, and there are countless perverts in this world, she wants to protect her daughter, fortunately, although Mr. Wen is good to Xiao Jing, he has never behaved too intimately, and he will not make actions that make Xiao Jing repel.
Mr. Wen on the other side of the camera looked at the time and said, "It is estimated that the plane is about to land, I have to get better quickly, so that I can go back to see you." ”
He is like a kind elder, gentle and tolerant, in a high position but always humble.
Wen Yubai hesitated, and then asked, "Mr. Wen, can I ask you why you like the little sting so much?" ”
"Familiar."