204 Paranoia
Wen Yubai didn't know how to tell Xu Ninghuan that she was really unwilling to enter into marriage, not to mention, the Xu family would not agree.
"Ning Huan, we're fine now."
Xu Ninghuan rested her chin on her shoulder socket, shook her head, and said softly: "It's not good, Yuyu, I want to get married." This idea has been lingering in his mind for a long time, he wants to marry her, so as to bring a sense of security, many people think that a piece of paper can represent something, but in his heart, that piece of paper can prove the content of his pomelo heart, and it can prove that he is different from Xie Yanzhou.
"Yuyu, my marriage does not need to be mixed with the exchange of interests, I am different from the rest of the Xu family."
He is not the core figure of the Xu family, he has money, but no power, he should have done his experimental research all his life, but a few years ago, he thought of commercializing the project, and his mentor stopped him, knowing that he was not impulsive, he also supported him, even if he is no longer a pure scholar, but he is still pioneering in the field he loves.
Wen Yubai was silent, she had to admit that she wanted to run away.
"Yuzu, you don't like me, do you?" Xu Ninghuan also understood.
"I like it." This is Wen Yubai's admit, of course she likes Xu Ninghuan, if she doesn't like it, how can she fall in love with him seriously and loyally, but it's just love.
When Xu Ninghuan heard the word "like", the corners of his mouth turned up, he was already very satisfied with the way it is now, he didn't notice Wen Yubai's thoughts, and continued with a chuckle: "Yuyu, in fact, marriage will be very beautiful, my parents have been loving for a lifetime, although it is true that many people are unfaithful to marriage and betray their partners, but I won't, I will be a good father, a good husband, I will be very good to Xiao Jing, in the future, if she wants to call me Xu Baba, she will call Xu Baba, and if she wants to call me Dad, she will call me Dad." ”
"I have a house under my name, it was given to me by my father when I graduated from college, I haven't renovated it yet, Yuzu, after we get married, let's live there, I will work hard to make money to support you, we have a little sting, if we can, we can have another child, whether it is male or female, I will do better than my father."
Wen Yubai was very quiet in Xu Ninghuan's arms, and her heart sank little by little.
She turned around, looked at Xu Ninghuan's eyes, and said for a long time: "Ninghuan, I ......" She took a deep breath, "Let's only fall in love, okay?" Listen to me first, and if you can't accept it, we'll separate. ”
Xu Ninghuan's body stiffened, his hands and feet were suddenly cold, he was still immersed in a dream just now, and now he was dragged out by her own hands, and she also handed over the knife that stabbed him to his hand.
"Ning Huan, there is a reality in front of us, everyone has watched me and Xie Yanzhou together, including you, are you sure that your parents will agree to our marriage, are you sure that the Xie family will not say anything, are you sure that Xie Yanzhou will not stop it? You ask yourself in your own heart, do you really not mind if I have been with him for so many years? Wen Yubai's calm tone made people's hearts cold, "I almost got married to him, I had a little sting with him, I used to love him very much......"
"Yuzu!" Xu Ninghuan only felt that the blood in his whole body was cold, and he didn't dare to listen to it anymore.
Wen Yubai's chest rose and fell, and his voice was very light: "There are children after marriage, I don't want to delay you, Ning Huan, we are really not suitable for marriage, we have different ideas for the future, no matter who I will marry in this life, who I will be with, or spend my life alone, I will only have a child, and I will not have another child." ”
Xu Ninghuan looked at her in a daze, his heart hurt very much, he didn't have to have a child, he just suddenly realized that Wen Yubai could give birth to Xie Yanzhou, but couldn't he have a child with him?
Wen Yubai had already gotten up from his arms, and she still had a shallow smile on her face: "Ning Huan, I'm sorry, we may really not be suitable......"
"Yuyu ......" Xu Ninghuan's thoughts were confused, but he didn't want to lose her, so he held her hand, "What you said is not a problem, do you mind other people's remarks, then we can go abroad after we get married, if you don't want to give birth, we don't want it, my parents will agree." ”
Wen Yubai sighed silently: "You don't have to keep backing down, I can't hurt ...... anymore"
Before she finished speaking, Xu Ninghuan said: "Yuyu, our separation is a kind of cruelty to me, I don't want to be separated from you again, this is not a concession, it is because I love you, I am giving in for myself, I know what you want, as long as you are not afraid of gossip, I will not be afraid." ”
He also stood up, put his arms around her again, and kissed her lightly on the eyelids: "As long as you want, you don't have to worry about my parents' side......" His kisses were scattered, and the panic in his heart made him insecure, and he didn't know how to dispel her thoughts of separation.
If he could, he would like to show her the heart beating in his chest.
"I'm not talking about getting married, I don't want you to change anything, and I won't ask you to give anything, just because I love you so much that I don't feel secure, Yuzu, I want to marry you, just get married."
Wen Yubai blinked, she believed that his heart was sincere at the moment, and every word he said at this time was also sincere, but sincerity was changeable, no one was willing to give and back for another person all the time, he wanted a child of his own, this was normal, he longed for her love, and this should also be.
But at this moment, he put himself at the lowest point, just to keep her.
Her eyelids were slightly hot, she felt the pressure at the same time, but she was moved by his sincerity, she was firmly chosen by him, just because she smelled the grapefruit white.
The eyelashes fluttered, and tears fell.
"Ning Huan, don't be so good, I'm not worthy of ......"
"I'm not so good, what if you don't want me?" Xu Ninghuan kissed her tears.
Her heart was surging, even if she knew in her heart, maybe Xu Ninghuan would regret it after getting married, because he wanted to have another child, and she didn't want to have another child, and maybe he would be afraid of the gossip of the people around him and the obstruction of his parents.
But she was willing to pay for her sincerity at the moment.
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Wen Yubai and Xu Ninghuan decided to get married, no one has told them, the days are going on as usual, and the two decided to take Xiao Jingbai out to dinner this Saturday and ask her opinion.
As soon as Wen Yubai came out of Wen's on Friday, he saw Xie Yanzhou, she retracted her gaze expressionlessly, but he was unwilling to let her go, stepped forward and grabbed her hand, without saying a word, regardless of her struggle, he dragged her hard and walked towards his car, in the dead of night, and there were no security personnel around, she was angry: "Xie Yanzhou, what do you want to do?" ”