Did he ever fantasize about such a picture?

A long time ago, while saying that they were a money trading relationship, but thinking about marrying him, when she went to college, she would test him from time to time, and tell him from time to time that she had the idea of marrying him, and she was blinded and praised him for being a perfect lover with a clear conscience.

Xie Yanzhou hooked the corners of his lower lip sarcastically, he couldn't even meet the standard of the most ordinary lover.

His memory is a little vague, but at this moment, he slowly remembers the scenes of the past in the background music of the wedding march, she is actually very satisfied, any gift he gives her, he will be very happy, but he always when she receives the diamond necklace happy, he can't help but ridicule her for only liking money, he selfishly reminds himself in this way that they are just trading relationships, so that he should not move other thoughts, do not give birth to true affection.

Does she really only like money? Not.

No one doesn't like money, but it's not money that really moves her, during this time he saw another her when he was in love with Xu Ninghuan, they were like most ordinary couples, they went on a date when they got off work, Xu Ninghuan went to pick her up, and she always brought some gifts in her hand, sometimes flowers, sometimes cakes, sometimes just a bear doll, or maybe roasted sweet potatoes, sugar gourds, sugar-fried chestnuts and milk tea on the street, Xu Ninghuan herself won't eat it, but she will spoil her to buy it for her, and she is not allowed to eat more.

Obviously they both have cars, but the two will hold hands on the road, date in the sun, when she eats sugar gourd, he looks at her and smiles, and wipes the sugar stains on her lips with a tissue.

……

Such a picture is so beautiful, so beautiful that Xie Yanzhou has an inferiority complex.

What was he like when he was with Wen Yubai?

Arguing with each other, accusing, doubting each other, sarcasm, rare compromises and peace were basically spent on the bed in the apartment, he could only think of her lying quietly on his chest, outside the window was the blue sky, there were traces of planes, she said: "Xie Yanzhou, I'm hungry, can you cook for me?" ”

He didn't cook for her that time, and finally he called the hotel delivery.

She also complained: "When others fall in love, they can enjoy their boyfriend to fulfill her little wishes, cook for her, play games with her, watch movies, and travel together, but unfortunately Young Master Xie is not willing to do anything." ”

He didn't care: "Are we in a relationship?" "Don't be pretentious.

He remembered that time Wen Yubai was silent for a long time before he smiled palely: "Yes, we are not in love." ”

Thinking of these things again, Xie Yanzhou was soberly aware of how cruel he was, and these cruel blades have now become whirling knives, with sharp barbs, piercing into his heart, he couldn't slow down, his mind was full of only how she married someone else, will she ask him in the future, do we have anything to do with each other? I'm Mrs. Xu, Mr. Xie.

In the future, the privileges she once gave him will become Xu Ninghuan's exclusive, she will kiss him, hug him, sleep with him, and wake up together, and when she is lazy and doesn't want to work on the weekend, she may lie on the bed, close her eyes, and let that person coax her.

Xie Yanzhou knows that Xu Ninghuan is different from him, Xu Ninghuan will satisfy these little wishes of Wen Yubai, and even clearly remember her preferences, many years ago he could write letters, send handmade music boxes and hairpins, and now he will cook for her, take pictures with her, and do everything that ordinary people will do when they are in love......

Xie Yanzhou gently pushed open the door of the banquet hall, but it didn't open, only a small gap.

He saw Wen Yubai, Wen Yubai in a wedding dress, she leaned on Xu Ninghuan's shoulder with a happy face, so beautiful that people felt dazzling, her wedding dress was not very special, but the two of them bought it temporarily in order to have a sense of ceremony, which was very simple, but very pure.

Xu Ninghuan hugged Wen Yubai with one hand, and held Xiao Jingbai with the other, what he said was that this was his wife and his daughter, and these were originally his Xie Yanzhou's.

Xie Yanzhou also had a wedding ring in his hand, which he wore before he came, if he hadn't wanted to teach Wen Yubai a lesson four years ago, they would have been husband and wife, he clenched the ring on his finger in a daze, his palm hurt, the light in the banquet hall was too bright, and his eyelids were hot.

He used to say that marriage was just a formality, his marriage was exchanged for benefits, and the piece of paper with marriage couldn't guarantee anything at all, but after Wen Yubai and Xu Ninghuan got married, he could no longer say these words lightly.

You see, marriage is sacred, they make vows to each other in the presence of their loved ones, promising for life that they are the only one for each other, and these are things that feelings outside of marriage cannot give to each other.

At the wedding four years ago, Wen Yubai appeared at the wedding scene alone, what did she think?

She is such a smart person, she will not know that he will not appear.

But why did she still have to appear alone, facing the insults and ridicule of everyone alone?

Xie Yanzhou's eyelashes trembled slightly, she was gambling at that time, no matter how embarrassing she was at the time, she really wanted to marry him, not because he was the eldest young master of the Xie family, nor because he was a well-known investor, just because he was Xie Yanzhou.

His yuzu used to love him so much that she gave birth to a daughter for him and left many, many memories in their apartment.

What should their future hold? He married another wife, but he always raised her, and only her, or he and she have been married for four years, but there is no possibility like now, she took his daughter and married Xu Ninghuan happily.

Xie Yanzhou didn't know what his expression was at this time, but he didn't have the courage to push the door in, for fear of seeing the disgust on Wen Yubai's face as if he had seen a germ, he turned around and walked outside, tears rolling down from the corners of his eyes, hidden in the suit, and disappeared.

The cold air outside hit, and he breathed deeply, and then he gasped hard.

He raised his head and looked at the gloomy moonlight, which was obviously a gentle moonlight, but this light never shone on him, and he realized at this time that so many people had admonished him.

He was unlucky, his parents didn't love him, he had an unhappy childhood, but because of his misfortune, he hurt the person who loved him and pushed that person to someone else.

He blinked tears, and his throat was like a sharp knife, the kind of unwillingness to corrode his heart.

Qiao sent him over, stood in front of Xie Yanzhou, his voice was very low, and he sighed: "Yanzhou, give up, she is married, she really doesn't want to have any entanglement with you anymore, if you continue to entangle, there will be no result, let's part ways completely." ”

The wind blew, but Xie Yanzhou's face was a little wet.

Can't give up, this is his pomelo.

Joe: "It's not like you can't live without anyone in this world. ”

"Is the walking dead alive also called living?"