215 He didn't want to listen to her and Xu Ninghuan
Xie Yanzhou felt that this theory was contrary to his cognition for many years, because he had been taught that everyone should not feel guilty about their current feelings because of their past love experience, because no one is God, no one knows who is their destined person, as long as they do not play multi-line games with multiple objects at the same time, everyone has the freedom to enjoy spirit and body.
But he and Wen Yubai are together and separated, for so many years, he has been attacked by Wen Yubai intentionally and unintentionally on the dirtiness of his body, many years ago he didn't think so, and he didn't bother to explain anything, he didn't care about this, whether it was the first time was a constraint on human nature, the development of modern civilization should not deprive men and women of the normal pursuit of desire, not to mention, he didn't think it was commendable to be a moral benchmark.
Until...... Reunion.
He found himself losing all competitiveness in front of Wen Yubai.
What she needs is a unique love, this kind of love is not only spiritual, but also physical, she was with him at the beginning, even if the status was unequal, even if she couldn't ask for his single-mindedness, she couldn't help but scold him for not being clean, which is enough to prove that in her view of love, she has a habit of cleanliness.
Therefore, he can't help but comfort himself now, Wen Yubai doesn't care about Xu Ninghuan's past, does it prove that she doesn't like Xu Ninghuan that much? Some people say that when love is extreme, she will let go of all the established standards, but he doesn't think that Wen Yubai will be like this, she has suffered a lot, matured prematurely, and lacked the love of her parents, resulting in a lack of security, and her strong personality determines that she will not easily rely on a man, and she will not easily invest in feelings.
What's more, what he thinks of as true love is exclusive, intolerable, possessive from body to mind, from outside to inside, and only one person enjoys.
Xie Yanzhou used to be ashamed that some men in his social circle were looking for young women for the first time to trade, they enjoyed this desire for destruction, and now he has also fallen into this strange circle, but he has to be complacent about his cleanliness in order to put the goods on the shelf and sell them at a price, and he is glad that he has not easily indulged in lust because of the pursuit of self-control and control desires.
He had seen a book on young women in the secretarial group the other day.
The assistant secretary who just graduated from graduate school told him that now that the trend of the times has changed, powerful men are still popular objects for women, but in order to become a good man who is defined, he also needs to have good qualities of considerate respect and single-mindedness, and there is a plus point that he is clean and self-conscious.
At that time, when the general assistant heard the last word, his face changed, and he hurriedly stopped the newcomer in the workplace: "What nonsense? ”
Because in their hearts, Xiao Xie always has nothing to do with the word "self-clean", he has the capital to indulge in lust, and he does not have the obligation to clean himself, because he will never be the one who is chosen, they are afraid that this word will make Mr. Xie feel insulted, and then turn his face on the spot.
But Xie Yanzhou didn't feel insulted, his face remained unchanged, and he seemed calm and serious, but he felt in his heart that he might still have hope.
In his social circle, he couldn't find a second man like him, who had only one woman.
It sounds outrageous, and maybe he will be ridiculed by his fox friends, but it's true.
Just now he was going to go back to find Wen Yubai, and Qiao also asked him, don't you mind if Wen Yubai has been married to someone else and has been with someone else?
Mind, it is precisely because of the love that he belatedly confessed, he loves her now, but love is exclusive, he will be jealous, he will be angry, he will only want her to be with him, she only has him in her eyes and heart.
But he won't give up on her just because she is with Xu Ninghuan.
He even had a thought, except for smelling the grapefruit white, would he not fall in love with anyone else? Since he was a teenager, his life has been entangled with her, and in the four years since she left, he has never forgotten her, nor has he ever had lust for other women.
Qiao learned a word, that is, PUA, and he felt that his partner Xie Da was PUA, and he had no bottom line of his own step by step......
Of course not, Xie Yanzhou has the three stable views that he has built up over the years, but he gradually realized that these things don't matter compared to losing the person he wants, what can he do if he wins, Wen Yubai will not return to him.
Wen Yubai took a deep breath, looked at Xie Yanzhou's eyes in front of him, and asked very seriously: "Xie Yanzhou, I really want to know how you define it?" ”
Her tone was like an academic discussion, and there was a little doubt.
"There's a class at Yale, it's about food......"
"Stop." Wen Yubai didn't want to hear him drop his book bag, "You mean, you haven't touched any other woman except me, right?" ”
Xie Yanzhou's dark eyes were gloomy, and he let out a low "um", but he saw ridicule and ridicule in her eyes.
"Then was it fake that you kissed Wen Sui before?"
"Did you see it with your own eyes?"
"Of course."
"Did I kiss her on the initiative? Or am I unable to dodge? I've never had a love for her......"
Wen Yubai laughed sarcastically: "You are quite good at finding reasons for your scum, you hurt me before, and now you hurt Wen Sui, do you think I should be grateful and happy that you are indifferent to Wen Sui now?" In fact, I look down on you, I used to marry Wen Sui, I used to do so many things to protect her, and indulged her, and now I have never liked her lightly, you are really cheap. ”
Xie Yanzhou also felt that he was cheap, so cheap that he lowered his value, and was reduced to competing with Xu Ninghuan for who was a clean man and who was better than whom, and now he had to listen to her abuse of himself.
He was dumbfounded: "Then what do you want me to do now?" I still retain my promise to Aunt Wen Sui, you say I'm dirty, I deserve it, I don't deserve it, then I'll explain my relationship with her to you now, and you scold me for being indifferent and scum. He spoke in a calm tone, just stating, "So, am I in you this the original sin, and everything I do is wrong?" ”
Wen Yubai didn't want to argue with him, only one sentence: "It's good if you stay away from me, Xie Yanzhou, you stay away from me, we live separately, I won't judge you." ”
"Impossible." He's determined.
Wen Yubai's expression was cold: "You said you were clean, okay, even if you were clean, it's a pity that my standards are different from yours, I have Xu Ninghuan, I kiss him, and ...... with him"
"Enough!" Xie Yanzhou's face was gloomy, and his eyes even revealed a gloomy owl, he didn't want to hear what she and Xu Ninghuan had done.