236 Living alone

Wen Yubai experienced the edge of life and death for the second time, she slept for a long time during the day, and now she is not sleepy, but the wound hurts faintly, and even the bones in her waist hurt.

She said softly: "Xie Yanzhou." ”

"Well, I'm here." Xie Yanzhou sat at the head of her bed, with the computer on his lap, not typing, for fear of disturbing her, just browsing the work documents piled up in the mailbox on the screen.

"Do you think I'm dead?" She was talking about her previous situation.

Xie Yanzhou's face remained unchanged, and his voice was faint: "No." ”

"Xu Ninghuan said that he thought I couldn't hold on." She chuckled.

His brows furrowed slightly, like shallow ripples on the surface of a calm lake, he closed the computer screen, stared at her eyes, and said gently: "Your condition is not so serious, your lower back is injured, you hurt your spine, maybe there will be sequelae, but you won't be able to endure it, do you feel uncomfortable now, do you have a headache?" I called the doctor. ”

"It doesn't hurt." She was also in a calm mood at this time, after the catastrophe did not die, people would have a detached indifference, she felt that the so-called love and hate seemed to be not so important, she didn't think much about it at that time, so she helped Mr. Wen block the knife, when she stabbed in, it was also a numbing pain, she fell, and when her eyes were dim, endless fear surged up.

It's the fear of the unknown, and what she's most worried about is what to do if she leaves?

During the period when she was in a coma, she only felt that she had a long dream, very tired, but it made her addicted, and her subconscious told her that she needed to rest well, not to wake up easily, and she would have to face too much trouble and pain after waking up, until one day, she heard Xie Yanzhou's voice in the deep darkness.

She was annoyed because she didn't want to hear him, she didn't want to see him, and he was still calling her name falsely, not knowing what he was reading.

She suddenly felt anger from the depths of her heart, and opened her eyes, her chest seemed to be pressed by a heavy stone, and it sank to the core, and as a result, she really saw Xie Yanzhou, who was reading the letter he wrote.

"You woke me up that day." Wen Yubai didn't know where she was wronged, she blinked, not coquettish, but better than coquettish.

The softest place on the tip of Xie Yanzhou's heart seemed to be gently swept by feathers, a little itchy, his whole body softened, and he silently hooked the corners of his lower lips and smiled: "Why did I wake you up?" ”

"I told you not to write to me, don't you know? I have to rest at night, but you keep reading letters in my ear, do you know that you are annoying. She said weakly.

"So, did you hear my voice and wake up?" Xie Yanzhou's throat moved.

"Hmm." Wen Yubai stared at the infusion needle in her hand, her hand became a little numb and cold because the infusion had been too long, "You don't want me to be better." ”

Xie Yanzhou pursed his lips, but didn't dare to talk back, for fear that she would be angry, and just wanted to follow her words.

Wen Yu's white and thick black eyelashes were like butterfly wings, and she said softly: "You know, when I was stung, did it hurt even more than this time?" ”

Xie Yanzhou's thin lips moved, his throat was blocked by stones, and he was so painful that he couldn't pronounce any syllables.

Whether he said he knew or didn't know, it was too cruel, he now knew what was the use of her pain, so many people had questioned her deliberately exchanging money and status for the child, and she was quite scheming, most people speculated about her with vicious thoughts, and he didn't explain anything for her, not to mention, he was a man who didn't have to give birth himself, no matter how good he said, he couldn't empathize with the pain of her childbirth.

If he said now that he didn't know her pain, he wasn't human.

Xiao Jing was raised by her so big and so well-behaved, and he witnessed her pain this time......

"When I was stung, it was the real ghost gate, I thought I would definitely not survive, and I didn't want to get through it, I hated you at that time, hated the little sting, and hated myself." Wen Yubai's voice was extremely calm, and he didn't hiss at the bottom, "Do you think I don't look like Xianglin's sister-in-law, repeating the pain I have suffered?" I told you many years ago how hard it was for me to be stung, and now I'm starting to talk about it again. ”

Xie Yanzhou pursed his lips and said in a dumb voice for a while: "No." ”

It's the truth.

He didn't realize that he had always had a special filter for her, and many things he couldn't understand would eventually be understood if he put it on Wen Yubai.

"After I gave birth to a small sting, I had insomnia and hair loss for a period of time, memory loss, and the whole person's physical fitness deteriorated, I was diagnosed with depression, I couldn't sleep all day long, headache, tinnitus and panic, where were you then, you were by Wen Sui's side, I was suffering for my physical condition, and I was worried about the future of myself and the little sting, I look back now, I admire myself at that time, I can survive."

She bent her eyes: "So, this time it's nothing at all." Her head tilted, and she looked at Xie Yanzhou, her eyes were deep, "Did you go through this time and find that you care more about me?" You're afraid I'm dead, aren't you? ”

Xie Yanzhou said: "You have to be a psychological master again." ”

"It's not dang, you don't want this kind of mentality, in fact, you don't like me that much at all, this is the subconscious you imposed on yourself, I'm dead and I'm dead, it's not a big deal, what's more, now I'm fine, everything will go back to the way it used to be, you don't have to look for me, I'm married, I have a husband and family, and your constant appearance will only cause me trouble."

Her voice was as gentle as a summer evening breeze, blowing gently, but the moment it blew through Xie Yanzhou's heart, it turned into a sharp blade, cutting him bloody.

Her calmness hurt him, after he realized his feelings, she kept denying and questioning his love, even cheap, she didn't need his cheap love anymore.

She can be even more cruel, every word is a sharp blade shining with cold light: "I may have just come back from the second ghost gate, I always can't help but think of the first ghost gate, I can't calm my mind, once I get along with you, I will remember the pain before, I can't be sorry for myself who has suffered." ”

Xie Yanzhou said: "I know, I'm sorry. He paused, "You're dead, I'm not going to leave it at that." ”

Her eyes twinkled, and she heard him say, "I will avenge you." ”

She smiled: "If you take revenge, will I be resurrected?" What's the use of a dead person, you might as well say that you will take care of the little sting, make her carefree for the rest of her life, and don't let your wife bully her. ”

"I can't take care of her personally." Xie Yanzhou's eyes stared at her for a moment, deep paranoia, "If you die, I will avenge you and I won't live anymore." ”