297 Regrets

Xie Yanzhou said a lot of words intermittently, to the effect that now he can pay any price, that is, to make up for his past mistakes, the only thing that remains unchanged is that he still avoids the option of separating the two.

His core point is that he will not break up with her again.

Waking up before dawn means that neither of them has enough sleep time, and after Wen Yubai was injured, her physical fitness obviously declined, she was so thin that she could see the bones in her chest, her complexion was pale, skinny, and she was slowly recuperated after being discharged from the hospital.

Her thinking was divergent, and she felt Xie Yanzhou's hand wandering on her body again, and the intimacy of her limbs was also an expression of emotion, he seemed to like her body very much, whether it was her hands, waist, or skin, even if she was seriously injured and ugly, he would still kiss her and touch her.

Whether it's a pervert or a twisted desire, he doesn't care, if he becomes thin and weak, then will she still have lust for him, probably not.

She has had a bad migraine recently, and now she can't sleep, and her nerves are beating so much that she is getting more and more irritable, plus she has determined Xu Yin's affairs, and she is a drama life.

She suddenly said, "Do you think I'm selfish? When she asked, she thought it was ridiculous, why bother, didn't they see her like this before?

Xie Yanzhou looked at her eyes, the steaming heat was beautiful between the two, very close, is there anyone who can completely separate desire and love, when you like someone's skin, do you also like her heart.

He was immersed in the moment when the night was about to fade, all the silence, the hustle and bustle of the city had stopped, only them.

"Not selfish." He could understand what she was asking.

Once you get to know her, you will know that she is prone to self-blame, guilt, self-reflection, and self-justification, even though she always pretends to be cold and selfish.

And he hated her before and left him, so he became angry and attacked her with the points she hated.

"Xu ...... Auntie has suffered a lot, but these sufferings are not brought to her by you, even if she has paid a lot of costs for your birth and survival, these costs should not be borne by you, she as a mother, she decided to bring you to this world, she has these natural responsibilities and obligations, not to mention, she is not very good to you, she doesn't blame herself, how can it be your turn to reflect on whether you are selfish for her suffering? ”

Xie Yanzhou's tone was calm, her voice was gentle, but she could also feel helpless: "She was sorry for you before, although she had hardships, but every choice she made was ultimately because of herself, you could only call her aunt in the past, she was wronged, after recognizing her as a mother, she didn't bring you any maternal love and benefits, and you never conformed to outsiders to attack her character, she only resented her from beginning to end that she didn't love you, so what's wrong with you?" ”

Wen Yubai pursed the corners of her lips, her eyelashes fluttered unconsciously, the more she grows up, the more mature she is, and the more things she has experienced, the more accurately she can understand herself, her character is a lot of flaws, she loves face, awkward, twisted, thinks very highly of herself, and is self-righteous.

She's so bad.

She didn't look at Xie Yanzhou's eyes, she didn't know if she was afraid that she would be seen through by him, but what qualifications did he have? She didn't answer, the atmosphere between the two was a little stiff, she just hated her by his side, resented herself, she wasn't so bad when he wasn't there.

They probably have a natural discord, there is no time when they like each other, when she likes him, he is cold and sarcastic, and when it is his turn to keep her, she is tired of torturing each other like this.

Xie Yanzhou hugged her in his arms, tightly, as if he wanted to melt her into his arms, wantonly, with a little sour hatred: "So, everyone has done something wrong, you can forgive it, right?" Only I can't, lawyer Wen, do you think that this is also unfair to me. ”

"Didn't you say that? In this world, it is inherently unfair. She had a soft voice.

He understood what she meant.

For example, in relationships, there are many people who like him, but he never remembers the names of those people, such as she has already let him go.

Her parents gave her life, she could forgive, and he? What was given to her?

He was a little afraid that she would say anything more about breaking up, so he changed the subject: "Do you still like other rings?" I arranged someone to design it, or a bag, last time I heard that Lawyer Zhao wanted a bag, but the store turned her back, thinking that her family property was insufficient, not the target user, I asked the brand to send her? ”

It's not that Wen Yubai can't afford this bag, it's just that Sa asked her to go through the process to buy something else first, unlike him, who has any style in a word, she herself has no special desire for these luxuries, just occasionally need some support for social occasions.

But Zhao Cheng thinks that she used to have a hard time, and now that she is financially rich, she should reward herself with material things.

Wen Yubai's past life was also very embarrassing, luxury goods and jewelry brought her countless bad memories, she was wrongfully accused of stealing Wen Sui's things, and was branded as a thief, some people will have the desire to have these precious things, but she only gave birth to rejection.

She's been hurt, and if she's made up her mind, it's hard to turn back, things are, and people too.

Xie Yanzhou always felt that the things Xu Ninghuan gave her were worthless, saying that it was her heart, but in fact she was just picking the door, but he didn't understand how much she cherished her sincerity, and she also liked those gifts from the bottom of her heart.

More than a diamond ring worth millions.

She fell silent, her heart beating in her chest, I don't know if it was due to lack of sleep, or some other reason, and when his kiss fell softly on her eyelids, it suddenly stopped, and she trembled in pain.

For some reason, she felt reverence in this kiss.

As a god, he can offer flowers or his faithful soul.

The tip of her nose was slightly sore, and tears slipped silently down the corners of her eyes, for the former self, for the confused future, they had happiness and good memories, but those fragments had long been covered by hatred and pain.

"Xie Yanzhou."

“…… Well? ”

"Shall we separate?"

Xie Yanzhou hugged her, if he didn't speak, he resisted, his heart ached, she deserved to be a strict lawyer, her words were so rigorous, she was not a formal couple, so she didn't have to break up, she was not a married couple, and it had nothing to do with divorce.

can only be separated.

"During this period of time, we have been together again, slept, kissed, hugged, you see, now I am no different from the smell of Yubai who pasted you many years ago, I am so ordinary, I go to work, work overtime, and come back tired and lying in the same bed with you, I don't even have a common topic to talk about, my health is not good, our story is not too complicated, how unforgettable, it's just that you are unwilling and regretful, and thank you for taking care of me who was injured before."