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Xie Yanzhou replied: "Well, I'm sorry, you must have been disappointed in me before, except for giving you a red panda, I haven't treated you well, to be precise, adopting a red panda is not good for you, after all, for me, adopting a panda is just a gesture."
"I forgot." The little sting blinked.
Xie Yanzhou smiled, and before he could say anything, he heard Xiao Xiao sting and deliberately turned his head arrogantly, and snorted glutinously: "I lied to you, I remember everything, so I used to call you Uncle Xie, but I forgive you now, and now you are my father."
Xie Yanzhou still smiled: "I know, thank you."
"You're welcome, because you're a dad."
She said simply and sincerely, because in the world of children, this is the logic, as long as it is the parents, she will eventually love them and forgive them, just like the saying goes, the child is using her life to love their parents, and the parents are not, so the child may love them more than the parents imagined.
Fortunately, he still had time to wake up when his daughter was still young, and there was still a chance to make amends and mend the rift in their relationship...... will not be like him, living to the age he is now, still having a bad relationship with his parents, and developing such an annoying character as he is now.
After biting the chicken feet, she was going to wash her hands, and Xie Yanzhou also finished breakfast, so he followed her to the bathroom, as if to help her wash her hands.
Xiao Zhen frowned: "Dad, I can wash my hands myself, I learned it when I was in kindergarten, and I used to help other children wash their hands."
"I know."
"Do you want to see me wash my hands?"
"Yes." Xie Yanzhou chuckled.
"Okay." Little Startle is very forgiving, she knows that Dad must be very guilty and regretful now, and now he should really want to be her father, "Dad, you are a little naïve."
Xie Yanzhou smiled, leaned against the door frame of the bathroom, and looked down at his daughter: "How old are you to start thinking I'm naïve?"
"Of course." Xiao Jing seemed to be a little unconvinced, and straightened his small chest, "I am the first in the class, the teacher likes me the most, she said that I am the most well-behaved child in the class, and I don't need others to coax me, but Dad, you need others to coax."
Xie Yanzhou didn't know when he needed to be coaxed, in his memory, he was independent very early, like the bedtime stories of children now, he has never enjoyed them.
He humbly asked, "Who coaxed me?"
"Mommy."
Xie Yanzhou was stunned, the dark light in his black eyes flowed, he remembered that his consciousness sank in her arms this morning, it was the kind of sense of security that no one could give him except her, he never wanted to eat and vomit alone, he couldn't sleep alone, and he had a nervous breakdown.
"I saw it in the morning, and I was going to get up and dance at that time, and I saw my mother holding you, just like she used to hold me, and I was a little angry, because it was my mother, and she could only hold me, but Dad, you seem to be very uncomfortable, so I didn't go in, and I gave my mother to you."
Her voice was a little lost, and then she comforted herself, even if her mother was with her father, her mother was still her mother, but her mother was very busy now, and she had to give a little more time to her father...... Ay......
Xie Yanzhou's original empathy ability was very poor, maybe it wasn't bad, but he had always been high-minded, and he didn't have to care about other people's emotions, so he naturally couldn't learn empathy.
But the person in front of her is his daughter, when she was very young, she lacked the love of her parents, was thrown into the countryside to live alone, and later was not recognized by his biological father, and was infamous as an illegitimate daughter, she has only spent several years of her life with Wen Yubai, her mother, so she lacks a sense of security, and will have excessive dependence and possessiveness on Wen Yubai.
Children are very sensitive, and they can't help but take children's emotions seriously, because he was too lacking in emotional comfort when he was a child.
He couldn't help but think of Wen Yubai's words that scolded him for being easy to lose control of his emotions and being a madman.
Xie Yanzhou waited for Xiao Xiao to wash her hands and help her dry the water on her hands, then bent down and hugged her.
"Thank you
You give me my mother." His voice was slow, "Then, let Dad fill in the part you vacated, okay?"
When talking to the little princess, his voice will unconsciously soften, just like his heart that has long since softened into a puddle of water.
Xiao Xiao turned his head, stared at his face, pursed his mouth, and nodded solemnly: "Okay."
She would put down her little adult's disguise in front of familiar people, and she put her arms around Xie Yanzhou's neck: "Dad, you can kiss me."
This is an invitation from the little princess.
Xie Yanzhou's dark eyes were full of smiles, in the time when he was only self-centered, when he ignored Wen Yubai's love and dedication, when he tortured and neglected the people he loved, his Yuzu raised their daughter very well.
When he communicated with Xiao Jing, he gradually realized his former arrogance, just like Wen Yubai scolded him, what he didn't care about was equal love and precious father-daughter friendship, he only regarded Yuzu and Xiao Jingjing as his Xie Yanzhou's "belonging".
It was also in the process of getting along with Yuzu that he discovered that many of the concepts he took for granted in the past were outdated, and he disrespected his feelings and lovers, and he would eventually get backlash.
Xiao Zhen turned his head and kissed Xie Yanzhou's cheek: "Dad, you know, when did I start liking you?"
"When?" Xie Yanzhou's smile was still there, but his tone couldn't help but be slightly astringent, and he began to be nervous, waiting for his daughter's judgment.
"When Mom was in the hospital." Her voice was muffled.
Xiao Xiao was scared, since her mother was discharged from the hospital for so many days, she subconsciously avoided mentioning that time, without her mother, she would really be alone in the future.
"Grandma only likes me a little bit, Uncle Xu is a good person, he is very good to me, but I have nothing to do with him, and Grandma Xu will not let Uncle Xu like me all the time......
"What scared me the most was that I would never see my mother again, but my father told me that my mother would be fine, and you made me believe in you."
Xie Yanzhou hugged her and sat on the sofa, touching her soft fine hair: "Well, you can always trust Dad."
He knows that being a dad isn't just about paying lip service.
Due to the difference in physiological structure, the father has less of the pain and companionship of the mother's October pregnancy and childbirth, and also the love secreted by maternal physiological hormones, so there is always an unreal feeling when a man is a father, and more men are like his father, who will only be the shopkeeper who moves his mouth.
The child needs companionship, care, guidance to learn, and guidance to guide her on the right path in life. Z.br>
Xie Yanzhou thought about it like this, and for the first time, he felt that the burden on his shoulders was so heavy.
A small crack opened in the door, and the nanny was next to Wen Yubai, but she didn't say anything.