"Shanhai Coffee House" is a book written by Brother Yi with high hopes and all he has.

At that time, the suspense and thriller style in the online literature industry was prevalent, and a large number of homogeneous works were also born at this time, in line with the tide of the times.

And behind these countless works, there are always some people who have one or another attempt and are committed to this rolling torrent without hesitation.

It's not just a brother.

Everyone who writes a book looks forward to becoming a god in one book. It's just that this odds may be no different from winning the lottery first-class general.

In particular, the sky-high manuscript fees of those god-catching authors who are sometimes exposed undoubtedly push this kind of fanaticism to an extreme, and it is enough to cover up the joys, sorrows, and sorrows behind countless street authors.

The entire online literature world is full of impetuousness, and until now, there seems to be no change.

And Brother Yi, at most, is only a typical representative of these countless street writers, but only a few people can be as decisive as him...... quit his job and moved into a "wall-hanging house" for ten yuan a day, if Erya can bring him something, he will eat anything, if not, he will use instant noodles casually.

Here, it may be necessary to explain the meaning of the word "hanging on the wall".

Broadly speaking, hanging on the wall means hanging on the wall, which generally means shelving and not being used.

Nowadays, it is usually used to refer to a group of people who do nothing all day long, do not work, or lie in bed waiting for death.

Of course, a brother can't be called hanging on the wall and waiting for death. It's just that the savings he has saved from working during this period of work are only enough to support him to live in such a place.

However, unlike some other authors. The first brother is always optimistic by nature, and he firmly believes that he will definitely get ahead! Although he may not be able to earn one million a year like those gods, he feels that the monthly income is more than 10,000, and he feels that it is still a sure thing.

……

As the people in the french fries group said, everyone who writes a book has a "Dao heart", and writing a book is a test of the "Dao heart......

Some people may fall in the first step of communicating with the editor, but they are lucky, at least, they do not have to devote themselves to this sea of suffering and suffering; If you are a little stronger, you may be able to endure the loneliness for a while, but as for the result, you will probably leave the scene gloomily; And the real strong man is able to face the sad fact that he is a street fighter......

What's more, it should be a brother.

From the moment he left the assembly line, he never questioned that he would fail, and he was always sure that he would be the next great god...... At this time, his "Dao Heart" was stable and impeccable.

It's just that what he doesn't know is that no matter how strong a fortress is, it will collapse one day, especially when the interior has begun to crumble...... All of this happens as a matter of course......

……

"Erya has a new English name, Jessica, but I always feel ...... There seems to be a faint gap between the two of us, but I don't know, what the problem is? ”

"We had another fight last night, and in the end, she couldn't get rid of me and left angrily...... I don't understand why she always wants to persuade me to be a capitalist dog. But once a person kneels, it is difficult to stand up again. ”

"And I don't want to be one of that!"

The first brother sighed, as if he wanted to pour out all the knots in his chest...... He seemed to be able to look at himself who knew nothing about everything, and his mind was immersed in the world of the novel.

Lonely, but enjoying solitude.

What he didn't know was that everything around him had already begun to change imperceptibly. And the two of them finally embarked on this fork in the road and drifted apart......

"Erya...... Oh, she didn't want me to call her Erya because she thought the name was too earthy......"

"It's been almost a week since Jessica last came over, and occasionally I send a WeChat inquiry to ask, and I'm always impatient to say that there is something."

"But it's okay, without her chattering on the side, the article is much smoother, and it will be on the shelves next, so let's wait for me to be on the shelves, and give her another surprise!"

……

"This subscription data is too miserable! Do these galloping readers have eye problems? I know all day long that I read some articles about turtles that don't bully young people who are poor without nutrition, so I don't know what is really a good work when I calm down and take a look? ”

The anger between the lines is overflowing...... At this time, he seems to have entered the first level of suspicion: shirking responsibility.

And to use a more accurate word, probably incompetent rage!

"The wall-mounted house is 10 yuan a day, and if you pay a month, it can be cheaper, about 280 yuan a month."

"If you save a little bit of food and clothing every month, you may be able to control it at about 500 yuan as much as possible."

"And as long as I work hard, update 10,000 words a day, and I can get 1,000 yuan every month."

"What I lack is just a chance to take off, as long as I seize it, I can completely turn the tables!"

It's a kind of trapped beast fighting with all its might.

Even though life has been embarrassed to this extent, and every expense has to be carefully calculated, he still firmly believes that he can turn the tables against the wind and become a god.

"Is it true that I didn't write well enough?"

"Why are those books that are more rubbish than what I wrote able to receive so many subscription collections and rewards?"

"I don't believe it, they must all be swiping data, everything is fake!"

Looking at the messy handwriting on the diary, Brother Yi's face was a little bitter, he had completely lost his square inch at that time, and at the same time began to find all kinds of suitable reasons for his failure.

It's a subconscious act: in fact, deep down, he's already decided that he's failed.

The "Dao Heart" was already scarred and almost broken.

"Could it be that all the problems are with me?"

"Am I really not suitable to be an online writer?"

"Everything I put in and do without hesitation, is it just a water moon mirror flower after all?"

The handwriting on the diary had been scribbled to the point that he could not read it clearly without careful identification, and at this time, he finally began to doubt himself, and even ...... It is on the verge of complete collapse.

The first brother sighed, until now, he can still feel the anxiety and mania he had at that time, and it seems that only one fuse is needed to completely detonate him......

Suddenly, his brows furrowed, and his body stiffened unnaturally: the next ...... Maybe it was to crush my own ...... at that time

Last straw!