Chapter 33: Don't

The whole person of the first brother froze in place in an instant, and his brain directly shut down and fell into a blank.

He turned his head in disbelief, and behind him, Er Ya was looking at him with a smile like a flower, and his gentle gaze was like that spring breeze drunk night...... They looked at each other silently, and time seemed to stand still at this moment.

It's like they've traveled through a whole plane and space, until now, seeing each other again.

It's changed, but it's not the same. The affection in her eyes is not fake, and there is no need to be fake.

The only thing that makes the first brother feel strange is her appearance...... If you don't know her name, maybe ordinary people will really only think that she is a fashionable urban girl, and she is out of place in this isolated mountain village.

"What's wrong, what's dumb? I remember you were quite able to talk at the time, didn't you? Big Cry Bag! Erya's words were a little playful, and she looked straight at the first brother, breaking the silence between the two.

Until now, the first brother is still a little overwhelmed.

The scene in front of him seemed to him to be a bit magical, and for a while, he couldn't believe his eyes at all, and even lost the ability to control his expression.

He had imagined countless times that the two would meet again, and on what occasion they would meet, but he never thought of meeting her again in such a state here......

The first brother hurriedly wiped the embarrassment off his face with his sleeve, forced out an ugly smile, and quibbled: "Who is crying, I was just accidentally blinded by the wind and sand, so I will be like this!" ”

Then he explained: "If you want to say that the wind in this mountain is really not covered, it blows my eyes, and it still hurts a little. ”

No matter what, the first brother is unwilling to expose his weak side, especially in front of the second brother.

Although time has passed, it is impossible to say who is sorry for whom. But in fact, everyone knows that a man, especially a man like Brother Yi, although he looks quite arrogant on the surface, in fact, he is the most unbearable for others to see his unbearable side, especially in front of his ex.

Erya glanced at him deeply, saw through everything and said, "You are still the same as before, and you have not changed." ”

The first brother didn't dare to look at her with a weak heart, turned his gaze, and looked into the distance.

Erya asked again, "By the way, why did you think of coming here today?" ”

Her eyes seem to have a kind of magic that can see directly into people's hearts. Under her gaze, the first brother only felt that he had nothing to hide.

But he still managed to puff out his chest, pretending not to care and said, "What is this unexpected, usually I will swing over when I am fine, but today it just so happened that you were here too." ”

Erya laughed out loud and pointed to the place where he had just been sitting.

I saw that there was an obvious depression in the grass on that side, and the new grass seedlings on the surrounding grass were still growing wantonly, not at all like someone often stepping on it.

There was a bit of a playful smile on her face, and even a cheeky person like a brother was a little embarrassed.

He quickly changed the subject, "Don't talk about me yet, why are you here too?" Are you still ...... Remember here? ”

This sentence may seem like an inquiry, but it is actually more of a temptation...... His heart seemed to be expecting something, but then he thought of what had happened between them, and his expression couldn't help but darken a little.

Er Ya seemed to see through his thoughts, and proposed with a smile: "Sit together?" ”

There was a hint of impunity in her words.

The first brother nodded blankly, and then reacted violently. But he still sat down with her obediently.

The two of them sat on the floor like this, and neither of them said anything more.

Although the wind in early spring was still a little harsh, when it came to the two of them, it was unprovokedly gentle...... Years ago, they seemed to sit side by side like this, looking at the small world in front of them.

It's not talking, but it's beautiful.

It's just that after so many years, the person sitting next to me is still the same person, it's just that those things between them......

"Quietly." "Erya." The two said in unison.

"It's all said that you are not allowed to call me Erya, call me Jessica!" With a warm smile, the second girl refuted with disgust, and then asked, "Do you have anything to say?" ”

The first brother touched his head innocently, "I forgot what I wanted to say when you interrupted me like this, or should you say it first?" ”

Er Ya nodded, looked at the first brother, and his eyes suddenly became deeper, "You have been ...... lately?" How are you doing? ”

Truth be told, it's a very difficult question to answer.

If you honestly say that you are not doing well, you always feel like you are timid, and you are somewhat embarrassed.

After all, for such a long time, he really didn't have a good life...... The whole life is like pressing the stop button, and every day is an unchanging and meaningless life.

But if he says yes, he is a little weak-hearted, and once he is asked, he will soon be exposed.

Deliberately made up? Looking at her sparkling eyes, the first brother felt that he couldn't make it up.

"Also...... Be sloppy! The first brother could only vaguely say: "Let's just get by, I can't say whether it's good or bad." ”

The open-ended answer not only takes care of his weak self-esteem, but also makes the other party unable to guess his bottom. Although his embarrassment had already been revealed at this time, in front of her, the first brother was still unwilling to admit defeat easily.

Erya's face showed a smile that saw through everything, which instantly made the first brother's whole person start to feel bad, but he also immediately asked, "What about you?" How are you supposed to be in Pengcheng? ”

"Do you want me to be doing well, or do you want me to be bad?"

Checkmate!

Brother Yi's expression froze instantly.

The two did not break up peacefully, at least the first brother has always thought so. So at the beginning, I don't know how many times, the first brother always secretly hoped that the second brother would suffer setbacks in his heart, so that maybe she could really realize her goodness.

But in his bones, in fact, the first brother is a gentle person...... Although the two are already separated, he doesn't think that the two will meet again, but subconsciously, the first brother still hopes that she can have a smooth life in the future without disasters.

Since two people are no longer destined to be from the same world, then, being okay with each other may be the best choice for each other.

"Of course I ...... Hope you can have a good time. One let out a long breath, as if he wanted to pour out all the anger in his heart.

She was already in complete control of the pace of the conversation, and he was like a puppy, led by the nose.

"But I'm not doing well!" Before his words fell, Er Ya followed up.

The first brother was stunned for a moment.

Maybe it's because he is humble, he has always been good at living the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, and he always feels that Erya wants to use this reason to show his superiority in front of him.

I didn't expect it to be not.

"I'm not having a good time!" Erya's voice changed a little louder for no reason, "Alone in a strange city, a brother lives and works lonely, how can I live well?" ”

Her eyes began to redden, and there seemed to be some crying in her words.

"However, I am doing very well again, at least I have not fallen, I have not been defeated, and no one has admitted defeat and left!"

Her eyes were fixed on her brother.

Looking at her eyes, the first brother couldn't help but feel a little weak, he muttered as if he wanted to explain something, but in the end he just sighed helplessly, bowed his head and remained silent.

"Do you still write novels?" After being silent for a long time, Erya changed the topic and changed the topic.

"I ......" the first brother seemed to want to say something, but finally lowered his head helplessly, "Didn't write it?" ”

"Why didn't you write it?" Erya seemed to have seen through everything and asked.

"I didn't ...... I ran out of inspiration, so I couldn't write anymore. The first brother replied that this reason seemed to him to be a little empty-hearted.

"You still haven't changed, you haven't changed." Erya's face showed a heavy look of disappointment.

"I felt that the assembly line was tired, so I left regardless of it, and turned around and said that I was going to write a novel."

The disappointment on Erya's face grew, "Although there were many difficulties at the time, at least I am still very happy, because you finally have something that you think you can stick to doing." ”

"I didn't expect it, but it was still like this in the end......"

In the face of Erya's accusation, the first brother instantly felt that something was wrong, and at this time he couldn't help but be angry, "What do you think I wrote the novel for, you don't want to think about what you did, what right do you have to accuse me?" ”

Erya was stunned for a moment, and looked at the first brother with a dead face, as if she was looking at a stranger.

As soon as this sentence came out, the first brother regretted it, and he didn't know how he could be like this, so he didn't choose to say anything for a while. But the words had already been spoken, and his weak self-esteem would never allow him to regret it, so he kept a straight face, looked into the distance, and never said a word again.

"So, it's rare to see each other, that's how you treat me?"

With endless coldness on her face, she looked at the first brother in front of her with an extremely strange look, "What you care about is always what you see and hear, but you never care what the truth is?" ”

The first brother stubbornly turned his head and said nothing...... At this time, he didn't even dare to face her.

"Then ...... So be it! With a hint of pathos, Jessica stood up weakly and staggered away.

Listening to her footsteps gradually drifting away, the first brother felt unprovoked, and his heart seemed to be empty...... Like, lost something.

Until the woods fell silent again.

The first brother took out the hand that had been hidden deep in his trouser pocket, and what he was holding was the letter that Er Ya left for him at that time.

He stood up dejectedly and said with a wry smile: "What else? ”

His face hesitated, but then became firm.

The letter, which may contain all the secrets and reasons, was torn to shreds by him and drifted away with the wind in this place, where their dreams began......

(The plot of the first brother of the dog day is finally over)