Eight

Fei Feng sensed Mei Linxiang's despair. But he still calmly said to Mei Linxiang, you came back this time because they were going to get married.

As soon as Fei Feng finished speaking, Mei Linxiang's emotions that she could still control no longer wanted to be restrained, but she saw that her tears flowed, and she couldn't stop. She spread her hands out, palms facing herself, and just looked at them. Mei Linxiang opened her mouth, as if she couldn't breathe without opening her mouth. She only suppressed her voice and screamed.

It is not the wind and does not interfere, but only quietly accompanies on the side. I don't know how long it took, Mei Linxiang finally barely stopped crying, but her speech was still intermittent.

She said, my five years in Mingcheng, so quiet, I don't want to do anything, occasionally think about it, although it is sentimental, but I can see through, I think I have matured and can bear it, don't be afraid, it turns out that I lied to myself.

Suddenly she laughed again. Laughing and talking, he never left me. He doesn't know it himself, but I know because I live in his world every day. I was so stupid, I just heard that he was getting married, so I secretly came back to take a look, and it turned out that I might still lose my life for this look.

Fei Feng knew that Mei Linxiang's words were not finished, and listened quietly.

Mei Linxiang said that sometimes longing becomes a habit, and it is easy to be ignored, and if you ignore it, you think that you are no longer trapped by it. But once this habit is turned out, it can be turned upside down. I met Jiaping when I was thirteen years old, and we were both so young at that time. He's just coming out of his troubles. He only had his father, and my parents were there, but it was like I didn't have parents. I was so desperate at that time, and I wanted to do something to make my parents happy and stop arguing. But it's really difficult, it turns out that I don't understand their world at all. No one cares about me, and no one needs me to care about.

Although Mei Linxiang's words were a little messy, Fei Feng could still hear what she meant, so he let her continue.

Mei Linxiang said again, I have always lived alone, my world is a blank, I even often think, what is the point of living, because there is no purpose to live at all, there is nothing I am willing to pursue. Until I met Jiaping, I was in the same class as him, sitting in the same row, no, I was at the same table as him. At that time, he was working hard with his father to create a new life, he told me new stories every day, he was a man with dreams, he had to do a lot of things. I'm so happy to listen to it, that's hope, hope, you know, the hope of life.

Mei Linxiang desperately emphasized the word to Fei Feng, Mei Linxiang emphasized once, and Fei Feng nodded lightly.

Mei Linxiang said again, what I need most is hope. At that time, I found out that he was hope, he was my hope. Mei Linxiang was repeatedly emphasizing, and Fei Feng was also listening carefully. Fei Feng actually always knew that there was something wrong between Mei Linxiang and Le Jiaping, but Le Jiaping never said that Mei Linxiang had disappeared early, so he couldn't understand it before. Now Mei Linxiang herself said that as a friend, Fei Feng certainly wants to know very much.

Mei Linxiang said after receiving Fei Feng's response, I laughed with him every day and shared his troubles. Of course, there are always more worries, and more makes people always anxious. Speaking of this, Mei Linxiang smiled a little happily. However, I felt so happy, because even anxiety is the motivation to live, better than if I didn't ask for anything, didn't want anything, didn't have anything, and gradually found myself dependent on him. Because I can have such a person for me to give, and let my efforts be valued, I am really happy. I think everything is like this, we are like this relationship, for a lifetime, then I am very happy to live. Unfortunately, things never went so smoothly.

Mei Linxiang stopped, she finally became calm, looked at the pedestrians on the street casually, and then looked back at Fei Feng. Fei Feng was still quietly waiting for her to tell what happened next.

Mei Linxiang continued, "If things are like this, you are really good. But the appearance of Yu Yuanyuan changed everything. In the spring of that year, Jiaping had just celebrated his sixteenth birthday. There is one more freshman in the class, her name is Yu Yuanyuan. She introduced herself from the podium, she was so elegant and noble, and so beautiful. In front of us, she is like a swan standing in a pile of ugly ducklings, so prominent, it makes people feel unattainable. Jiaping told me that she should be the person he needs to take good care of because of the fate of his flower.

Mei Linxiang secretly laughed when she said this, her face was full of helplessness.

Fei Feng asked, the fate of flowers? Why have you never heard Jia Ping mention it? What is the fate?