An emotion called despair suddenly rose from his heart and swallowed him in an instant.

Even if he doesn't want to believe it, he must accept this fact:

- This time, Mengmeng really left.

No excuses, no reason, no silence......

He sat down weakly on the ground, and his whole body seemed to sink into the deep sea, with a look of despair.

He couldn't figure it out, obviously everything was back on track, why, Mengmeng would choose to say goodbye at this time?

Was it premeditated? Or is it improvised?

Or what did you do to displease her?

The painful emotions spread, like a trapped beast, constantly biting him, crushing his heart.

He gasped for breath, and I don't know how long it took before he gradually accepted this helpless fact.

At this moment, he found that in the corner of the wardrobe, there was also an envelope.

He reached out and took the envelope.

Then, he was stunned again, just because of the three big characters written on the envelope.

- To be quiet.

His breathing instantly began to stagnate, and even his hands began to tremble unconsciously.

This is what Mengmeng left behind.

Because when they were studying with Yaozi at that time, they also took notes, and they also exchanged things that they recorded with each other, so he could clearly recognize that this was Mengmeng's handwriting.

It's just why did she leave a letter to herself, and then chose to leave, and what was the reason for her leaving?

With his hands trembling slightly, the first brother opened the envelope.

There are several sheets of paper in it, different colors, different styles...... Obviously, the letter was not written during the time he was away.

In other words, in fact, her departure was premeditated!

His heart sank slightly, and he pulled out the letter paper, and read it with trembling eyes.

"Quietly, please forgive me for not saying goodbye."

The head began to buzz, and even the only remaining trace of luck dissipated in an instant...... Yes, she is really gone.

It's just that the sadness that should have been there has inexplicably calmed down after seeing these lines.

There was a hint of relief on his face:

Now it seems that many things have happened as if they were predestined, and even before they happen, many signs have been manifested.

Just like her departure, it was already doomed, but he himself never wanted to believe it.

It's just that his heart is still trembling violently, perhaps, until now, he has not accepted this fact, but after experiencing what he thinks is betrayed again and again, his heart has long become numb, and even ...... Some don't matter.

The first brother shook his head with a wry smile, forcibly reined in his thoughts, and continued to read.

"I've been thinking about this for a long time, maybe in your opinion, it was premeditated, but I really don't want to deceive you, you are a good person, but we are not suitable."

"Good guys?"

The first brother grinned bitterly.

"Actually, at the beginning, I really wanted to go down with you, after all, when I was with Yaozi, we experienced the most ordinary and easiest period of life together, and that was also the happiest time I have spent in my life."

"Of course, if everything can be as Yaozi said, then we will definitely be able to stay in Star City, fight together, and then live the life we want as we expect."

"But the truth is far more cruel than we imagined."

The paper was soaked with traces of tears.

Obviously, when she wrote this, her mood was also extremely uneasy, and even the handwriting of a few words began to distort and slanted crookedly.

"Do you remember that man? White Dragon Horse. ”

"White Dragon Horse?"

A trace of confusion flashed in the eyes of the first brother, and then his brows frowned slightly.

He remembered that the white dragon horse, wasn't it the so-called black fan leader who had been appearing during the live broadcast earlier, but was blacklisted by Yaozi in the end?

But what does Mengmeng's departure have to do with this white dragon horse?

"You must be wondering what this white dragon horse has to do with my departure, right?"

"Actually...... It was because of his existence that I realized the true face of Yoshiko. ”

"True Face ......"

The hand that clenched the letter paper instantly began to tremble violently.

In fact, he also has his own judgment on many things, but he still subconsciously chooses to escape in his heart...... Because he didn't know how the revelation of certain facts would affect his mentality.

Sometimes, he also hopes that he is a fool, not to live so transparently, to always be carefree, and to pay no attention to everything around him!

In fact, he did.

When an ostrich sticks its head into the sand and pretends not to know.

And this letter from Mengmeng...... Undoubtedly, his self-deception will be completely destroyed, and he, on his own, will face this cruel truth alone.

"Actually, when we left Yaozi's place, Hakuryoma used his trumpet to contact me."

"Actually, I didn't believe what he said at the time."

"After all, Yaozi's repeated indoctrination has made me believe that he is a black fan, and it is only because he is angry with us that he will keep bringing rhythm in our live broadcast room."

"But what he said, I still couldn't help it, and I had further communication with him."

"And what he said, without exception, was confirmed one after another in the later live broadcasts, which also proved that what he said was by no means alarmist!"

Page.

Another piece of paper.

"And the cruel truth is that we've all been fooled."

"That Yaozi is a big liar, he just cuts us there like leeks."

"When we were in the village, he created a beautiful future for us through his actions, but the truth is that it is like a poison that can quench a momentary thirst, but also push us into an endless abyss."

"We immersed ourselves in this illusion that he had woven for us, step by step...... Until, into a dead end. ”

The first brother was stunned.

Mengmeng's words echoed in his ears word by word...... It's not that he can't believe it, it's just that the reality she revealed seems to be far more cruel than he imagined.

Looking at the mess in the room.

An aura called despair slowly rose in his heart.

Invisible tentacles fluttered, binding him so tightly that he couldn't breathe.

He suddenly thought of Yaozi's departure at that time, and even this seemed to be premeditated...... After all, the value of their batch of leeks has been squeezed dry, and he is looking for a new position to start harvesting, a new wave of leeks!

The strength of the whole body seems to be completely drained.

The first brother was paralyzed on the ground, and the letter paper in his hand rippled slightly.

As if he was ridiculing, he was unbearable at the moment.