Chapter 343: City of Despair
He quietly poked his head out and looked at his brother with embarrassment, the expression on his face was also inexplicable.
He obviously noticed the strangeness of the atmosphere at this time, his steps froze, and he subconsciously wanted to retreat.
It's just that the four eyes meet, and he can only stand in place awkwardly, neither staying nor leaving.
The first brother turned his head sideways, vigorously wiped away the remaining tears on his face, turned his head, and asked calmly, "Something?" ”
"No, no!"
Zhuo Jiu rubbed his trouser legs vigorously, his expression was cramped, and he stopped talking.
Looking at him, the first brother suddenly showed a look of sudden realization on his face, "Oh, oh, it's about the accommodation fee...... You wait. ”
He paused, tried to make his tone sound calmer, got up and explained, "Just ...... As soon as something happened, I cleaned up a little and went to pay later. ”
It's just that he is the only one in the empty room, and when these words come out, no matter how he listens to them, he feels a little eager to cover up.
"No, no, no hurry."
Zhuo Jiu hurriedly waved his hand, "The matter of money, it's really not in a hurry, anyway, the boss lady didn't come today, and it's too late to give it tomorrow." ”
After saying that, he took another cramped step back and stood at the door, wanting to speak again.
The first brother looked at him with some doubts, "That...... Anything else? ”
"This ......"
Zhuo Jiu rubbed his hands vigorously, and then took out an envelope from his pocket.
He tried to step forward, but after thinking about it, he hesitated and froze in place, and finally, he took a deep breath, slowly came to the first brother, and handed him the letter.
"This is what she left for you."
"She?"
A trace of confusion flashed on the first brother's face, and then, a touch of pain suddenly appeared between his eyebrows.
What Zhuo Jiu said about her is Mengmeng.
It's just that he still wonders, why did Mengmeng do so much, hand over another letter to Zhuo Jiu, and then let him hand it over to himself?
He looked up and looked at Zhuo Jiu curiously.
I saw Zhuo Jiu at this time, with an unnatural face.
It's just that based on the current situation, for a while, he didn't know what to do, whether he should leave, or continue to stay.
"Thank you."
The first brother smiled reluctantly, "That ......"
The emotions that had been suppressed suddenly began to surge again.
He lowered his head, said in a trembling voice, pretending to be calm: "Can you please leave the meeting first, I want to be alone...... Later. ”
After saying that, he turned around again and turned his back to Zhuo Jiu.
He could feel that his eyes had begun to burn, and tears seemed to be pouring out in the next moment.
Zhuo Jiu took a long breath and said as if he had been pardoned: "That...... Then I'll go first. ”
With that, he turned around and left without looking back.
As the footsteps faded away, there was only one brother left in the room again.
He slowly straightened up to the door, and then gently closed the door.
Leaning against the door, he sat down weakly, and tears finally flowed out of his anger at this moment.
Despite his best efforts to suppress it, the piercing choking sound was accompanied by his gasping and convulsions.
He thought that after experiencing two partings, he would be able to be relieved, but what he didn't expect was that the aftershocks derived from Mengmeng's departure were far more profound than he imagined......
It's just pushing yourself and others.
In a short period of time, he encountered three so-called partings in succession.
No matter how big his heart is, no matter how uninhibited he is, it doesn't matter...... At this moment, he still couldn't hold back.
Tears and snot flowed down fiercely, and he could only hold his breath hard, trying not to make a sound.
But the mourning that seemed to be out of breath still reverberated in the room.
"Woo-mm-mm-woo-"
I don't know how long it took for him to gradually calm down, and he looked at the letter in his hand stupidly.
For a moment, he really wanted to be like that, as he was at that time, he tore up the letter in his hand and raised it in the air.
At that time, he was undoubtedly proud.
Although he lost Yangcheng, he still has 100,000 enthusiasm, and always believes that one day, he will usher in his own highlight moment and walk on the peak of life!
It's just that the reality is far more cruel than he imagined.
After one blow after another, sometimes, even he began to doubt.
Is there any possibility of turning around in your own life?
Perhaps, just as he thought at the beginning, he would only be suitable to stay in the village, without thoughts and thoughts, until he rotted and died.
It's just that...... How could you be so unwilling?
Mengmeng's departure was completely shattered, and his vision for a better future was shattered.
also made him really feel at this moment, what is despair.
"Hehe-"
His eyes were red, and he let out a long series of dull, mournful laughs.
The sound of laughter grew louder and louder, like the howl of a night owl, echoing through the room.
It was a long time before he picked up the letter that Zhuo Jiu had given him again.
He seemed to be able to feel the weight of the letter...... It's solid, it's a little heavy.
He was a little confused, but more than that, still cowardly, he took a deep breath, his gaze sank, and then, opening the letter.
Inside was a stack of money, a few red tickets, and the rest, with bits and pieces, and even a few coins.
He was stunned.
The tears that had been stopped were surging wantonly at this moment.
"Yume-"
He lowered his head and wept aloud.
This time, he finally stopped suppressing his emotions.
A mournful wail reverberated through the room.
He doesn't care about anything else, no matter what others think, no matter what others think of him...... At this moment, he just wants to be happy and vent his sadness to his heart's content.
Even if there is no tomorrow, even if there is no future.
With tears in his eyes, he vaguely saw a piece of letter paper pressed under the stack of money.
Although he was a little timid, he still mustered up the courage and pulled out the letter:
"I can't think of it, it's still me!"
"That's all I have left! It's all up to you! ”
"Even though I'm gone, I still hope you'll be okay."
"Goodbye...... Oh no, goodbye. ”
"Forget me, I've never been there in your life."
As soon as the hand was released, the letter paper fell to the ground, and the memory began to be clear as before.
The meeting between the two was like an accident.
It's just that this unexpected preamble is so beautiful, so beautiful that he is still deeply addicted to it.
As for the ending, it's not so perfect, but it's ......
The first brother raised his head and looked at the empty room.
There is a dull atmosphere inside, which is extremely depressing.
Just thinking about it, a thought suddenly sprung up in his heart.
He took out his mobile phone, opened the orange melon that had not been opened for a long time, and created a new book:
"City of Despair".
There's nothing obscure, it's like everything falls into place.
At this moment, he was completely immersed in his own world, his eyes were distracted, but his fingertips were flying.
The characters are vibrant, as if witnessing there, the farewell of an era!