The Dust Settles Chapter 63 Anger, Hurt in the Heart
"The Northern Wasteland, the origin of the universe, the more I think about it, the more outrageous it becomes!" Lin Zihan's gaze slowly swept over the surrounding empty and gray space, as a void existence, there was no boundless gray around it.
His eyes swept over the surrounding silence, the passage of time, for Lin Zihan, time was already a vague concept, and even Lin Zihan didn't know if he had passed the agreed time limit......
Although Lin Zihan didn't care about the situation in the Southern Regions, Wei Mengying was still in the Southern Capital, and Emperor Wang Qin was still waiting for him to bring back the origin of the Hs virus, and everything was waiting for him to go back, so that there would be a result and an answer......
In fact, he only needs to start the telencephal, Lin Zihan can get a lot of data from the telencephalon core, and he can also know Long Jing's wise analysis, but Lin Zihan didn't want to, the moment he stepped into the void, Lin Zihan cut off the connection between the telecerebral core and himself.
And the dragon crystal, which is based on the end brain, can only be turned into a pile of data, sealed in the end brain, unable to detect Lin Zihan's brain waves, and naturally does not know Lin Zihan's thoughts.
Tired, this is Lin Zihan's only feeling, he has been a killer for nearly ten years, from the beginning when he didn't have a long knife, Lin Zihan learned the art of killing, killed the director of the welfare home, killed the gangsters who robbed him, and killed the street fighter......
Gradually, Lin Zihan also became cold-blooded and ruthless, from the original righteousness in his heart and only killing the wicked, to taking money to kill people, regardless of right and wrong, as long as he gave money, as long as he gave enough money, Lin Zihan would not care who he wanted to kill.
Over the years, the people who died in the hands of Lin Zihan have important members of the government, officers of the army, and naturally there are many leaders of private legions, after all, the price offered by the military has never been low.
Looking at the empty hands, although the hands were clean and only had a faint ruddy color, in Lin Zihan's opinion, those hands were stained with blood, stained with countless bloods, both his own and others'......
"If I could do it all over again, I really don't want to live this tired life, so confused!" Lin Zihan's eyes were empty and helpless to look at the lonely gray sky, and his heart was as empty as this void.
Over the years, except for coming to the south, Lin Zihan has been determined and never changed in his heart, whether it is killing people, or becoming a shadow master, coming to the Northern Wilderness, seeking the so-called secret, or the origin of the universe......
These things are by no means Lin Zihan's intention, but in desperation, he embarked on this road, because Lin Zihan seems to have no other choice, if there are no these things, Lin Zihan may graduate successfully, and then find a job, or stay in the school's laboratory......
In short, there will not be so many helpless choices, Ye Tao's natural life is boring and plain, maybe 2 will not meet Wei Mengying, nor will he see Wu Kexin, and he may not even see Sister Bing......
"Why do you humans be like dragons, always looking ahead and looking backwards, annoyed by what has already happened, worried about what will happen in the future, this is an ineffective internal friction, it is all useless work." Long Jing suddenly appeared in front of Lin Zihan and said in a low voice.
That tone was like the old man was educating a junior, and his words contained a warning to Lin Zihan.
"Because people are emotional creatures, conscious, they will be afraid, they will be sad, they will worry, they will regret the past, they will always feel that there is another choice, will it be better, and they will want a better result for the future......"
Lin Zi looked at the virtual Long Jing in front of him coldly, he was actually talking to an artificial intelligence assistant, talking about these mental journeys that he didn't even understand......
"But everything is predetermined, just like the cause and effect of your human race, everything is developed in a predetermined direction, like a train on the tracks, where it will go is already predetermined......
The past cannot be changed, and the future has already had a predetermined trajectory, and thinking can't bring any changes......," Long Jing said, "It's like the fall of the dragon clan, in the prediction, the probability of the dragon clan defeating the star servant is only 0.00000728%. ”
Long Jing said, a virtual number appeared in front of him, this string of numbers, Lin Zihan felt that he had to count it carefully, but what was the point of counting it clearly, what is the difference between this string of numbers and zero, the dragon clan has perished.
Now even if this string of numbers has become 100%, the fall of the dragon clan is a thing of the past, and no one can reproduce the glory of the dragon clan.
"I would like to ask, in the eyes of you intelligent beings, is the future just a series of predicted numbers? For example, what I eat at noon, do you have to list it, and then list the probability of my choice? Lin Zihan smiled bitterly, reasoning with artificial intelligence, he was simply crazy.
No, to be precise, it is Longgong who can only ......
"If you want, I can too, it's just that your current body strength is enough to store a lot of energy for consumption, so you won't eat at noon today, and you have nothing to eat, the last compression energy agent has been eaten by you three hours ago!"
Listening to Long Jing's absolutely correct and calm analysis, and in a calm tone, Lin Zihan felt that the preparation had been greatly insulted.
"Then do you want to do the math, will I be with Wei Mengying in the future?" Lin Zihan felt that he was really crazy, and he would ask such a question, and the intersection between himself and Wei Mengying was just that he had come into contact with Emgrand ......
Those afternoons that I never forgot were just my own fantasies.
"Do you want to hear the truth?" Long Jing's face suddenly showed a serious and nervous expression, and he looked at Lin Zihan, as if Lin Zihan had asked a serious question about when the universe would be destroyed.
"Hehe~" Hearing Long Jing's words, Lin Zihan didn't know whether to be happy or sad, what was the result, and before letting Long Jing say it, he had to ask himself a rhetorical question, it was nothing more than never seeing each other, that was normal, after all, who would like his father-killing enemy.
"Of course I want to hear the truth, otherwise why would I ask you?" Lin Zi laughed coldly, "I can lie to myself in my heart and say that Wei Mengying also loves me, but because of that incident, she was disappointed in me......"
After thinking about it twice, Lin Zihan felt that this answer seemed to be reasonable, but it was a little too idealistic, it was his own conjecture and feelings that influenced his judgment, and he would regard an impossible thing as possible.
"The truth is, there is a 70% probability, and the other 30% is that you died here and didn't get out of the Black Tower!" Long Jing said in a flat tone, but as soon as these words came out, Lin Zihan was not so calm.
"What are you kidding, do you know, it was I who killed her parents, it was I who took out the preparation, and the military department ordered the bombardment of the laboratory, if I didn't take out the medicine, I would have a chance to rescue them!"
Lin Zihan was not just not calm, but furious, roaring angrily, Long Jing, which seemed to be a beautiful answer to Lin Zihan, stimulated the scar in Lin Zihan's heart that could not be healed.
Lin Zihan in the past, thinking that he had killed more people, was already like ashes, even if he killed more people, good people and bad people, there would be no more waves in his heart, he would only be like a machine, complete the so-called bounty task, and then take the money and leave.
But it wasn't until I saw that the artillery fire had flooded the laboratory, although it was not a huge experimental institution, but there were no longer a few experimenters inside, and a sea of fire drowned everything.
The original laboratory was reduced to rubble, and the dangerous goods stored inside exploded, affecting four surrounding residential areas, and a fire burned for three days.
Passing by that street again, Lin Zihan could see the charred broken walls, and the scattered gray-headed people, pulling through the ruins, looking for the bones of their relatives.
That was the first time Lin Zihan had seen the tragic battle situation like a battlefield, and his heart was only slightly rippling, and he sighed at the decisiveness and ruthlessness of the Longcheng Military Department, a well-deserved trump card division, an iron-blooded army that only cared about the task.
For those who died, Lin Zihan didn't have too many waves, and he only had the shock of the current situation in his heart, and he sighed about the ruins, as for human life, Lin Zihan didn't have too much regret.
But in that ruin, Lin Zihan saw Wu Kexin's figure, and saw the figure that was not emaciated, as if in just a few days, it was like a different person, his face was yellow, and his messy hair was draped over his shoulders.
Although at the beginning, Lin Zihan didn't know that the person in charge of the dead research institute was Wei Mengying's parents, but in the documents reported by the military department, Lin Zihan also glanced at the name, and only saw that the surname seemed to be Wei.
So Lin Zihan remembered it very clearly, after all, Wei He had the only surname Bai Yueguang in his heart, how could he forget it?
After the mission was over, Lin Zihan quietly returned to his residence, because of his identity, Lin Zihan didn't want to be involved too much with the military department, so he went back and slept for two days before waking up.
At that moment, Lin Zihan understood everything, it was not a coincidence, but it was too coincidental, it was not the same surname, but that it was Wei Mengying's parents.
Looking at the lonely figure, standing in the midst of a black and scorched ruin, the looking eyes revealed despair and expectation, Wei Mengying's parents will never appear again.
At this time, Lin Zihan's heart suddenly cramped, the kind of indifference to life disappeared, and his heart suddenly became resentful, if he had been more determined at that time, his strength was stronger, maybe the military department would not have ordered the bombardment.
Looking at Wei Mengying's lost and desperate appearance, Lin Zihan panicked, at that moment, Lin Zihan knew what an outrageous decision he had made, but because of his own casualness, the artillery fire of the military headquarters annihilated the experimental building.
At that time, the commander of the military headquarters told Lin Zihan that he would bombard the laboratory and ask Lin Zihan if he had confirmed that he had brought out the preparation.
And Lin Zihan just looked at the preparation in his hand, threw it to the officer, and then said in a tone that was not very firm: "There are experimenters inside, artillery fire is not the most preferred, if you can get an extra 30% commission, I can rescue people." ”
It was Lin Zihan who was not a kind reminder, and with the suspicion of extortion, the experiment was caught in the fire.
Although looking at the rising flames, Lin Zihan felt a little sorry, after all, they were all young lives, they were all valuable scholars in the scientific community, and they were all pillars of the future that could create infinite possibilities.
Out of weighing the pros and cons, Lin Zihan thought that the military department would order him to rescue the people from the research institute, but unfortunately Lin Zihan miscalculated, he didn't expect the military department to be so resolute, and he refused to even give more than 30%, so he directly bombarded it.
"It turns out that the life I ignore is because those people have nothing to do with me, and I don't have the so-called empathy." Lin Zihan looked at Wei Mengying's sad appearance, his heart suddenly fell empty, he couldn't speak for a while, his eyes were slightly moist, and his heart seemed to be a knife.
This is also why, after Lin Zihan knew that the military department was to cover up the fact of virus research and completely seal the matter about virus research, he ordered the bombardment, and turned the resentment in his heart on those officers.
After all, it was the indifference of those people, and the words of so-called justice, in order not to let Longcheng fall into public opinion and panic about virus research......
This also made Lin Zihan see his absurdity clearly and the ugly faces of those people in the military department, and made Lin Zihan realize what a heavy murder he had committed over the years.
"This is an established fact, maybe you don't know that when you were on the verge of death, it was Wei Mengying who used her body as a guide to complete the blood exchange technique for you." Long Jing looked at Lin Zihan's angry look, his face was full of anger and mania, and said lazily.