Say a little bit from your heart

I saw a post before going to bed.,The title is called "How to Become Vanity Fair.,It's a 17k editor who sent it.,After reading it.,I can't sleep.,Jump up and want to write something.,Seven nights are still in graduate school.,There are other classmates in the dormitory.,And it's a different major.,Turn on the lights and hit the keyboard in the middle of the night.,I want to apologize to my classmates.,But there's no way.,Even if you know that others are unhappy.,Many times it's just not okay not to write.。

Seven nights don't dare to say how sensitive they are to words, they can only say that they have an extraordinary love for words, I'm not a genius, not even ordinary others, what spirituality is, seven nights never know, when I was in elementary school, I liked to tell stories to my classmates, I liked to write a little lyrics in junior high school, I wrote a diary every day in high school, I started writing novels in college, and now I am in graduate school, and I have the courage to take out what I wrote to share with everyone.

I was very happy to receive the news that the novel had passed the contract review, and I felt a kind of vanity of being recognized, and called on the classmates to come to cheer, and I regretted it after sending it, but I could only smile bitterly at the computer screen.

Many times, what you do is something that only concerns you, joys, sorrows, joys and sorrows can only be experienced by one person, and only one person needs to be experienced, and others will not empathize, nor can they empathize.

Not many people are willing to click on the link I sent to read what I wrote, except for a group of iron buddies, register an account, collect, click, and support you, no matter what you do, they will continue to support you.

And then a lot of people asked me: Do you get paid to write novels, do you earn a lot?

At this point, I'm always embarrassed and don't know how to answer.

I said no, and then someone said, "What's the point of you writing this?"

I said that I didn't write novels for manuscript fees, and then someone else gave me two words: pretending.

With the advent of new media, I knew that it would be associated with the Internet, but I really didn't expect that online articles would be associated with business.

I used to think that posting a novel on a website is the same as posting a blog in QQ space, you write out the feelings and stories you want to tell in life, and share them with more people, and then you will be very satisfied, and you will be very fulfilling.

Qiye is studying Chinese, but he can only be regarded as a bad and not bad, ordinary student, I feel that the words of brilliant writing and elegant temperament have never been related to me, and my only hobby is to write something.

I always feel like I have a lot of messy thoughts in my head, and there are many kinds of stories, sometimes they flash by, sometimes they recur, and if I don't write them, I always worry that my head will explode.

When I was writing a novel, I could sit all day, keep typing on the keyboard, and my mind was full of my own stories, and I felt that I had been detached from the real world.

Some people say: You don't read books, don't exercise, don't pick up girls, don't go to ...... Sitting in front of the computer all day typing, dizzy, not eating, not sleeping, not doing well, but also a herniated disc, sacrificing your health, what do you want, if you can't make money, are you worthy of your own efforts?

What Seven Nights never understands is, is it really only money that can measure whether your effort is worth it?

I once wrote more than a million words of things, and then self-denial, constantly overturned, sent to the website, and even failed to sign a contract, to this day, I can apply for a contract at 30,000 words, and then pass it at one time, I think this is a kind of harvest, this is a kind of reward for my pay, isn't it?

It is true that of course I hope that my novels can be seen by more people, that I can sign contracts, that I can put them on the shelves, and that I can make money, but my original intention and intention is just to write the stories I want to tell, even if I can't sign a contract, can't put it on the shelves, and can't make money, I will keep writing it.

Suddenly I want to write something with an urban theme.,Click on the 17k homepage casually.,Go to see the works that are covered by the homepage.,I only read a few introductions.,But there's nothing I want to click on to read**.,Almost all of them are obscene works.,Almost all of them can't do without going around in the women's circle.,Inexplicable irritability in my heart.,Is the novel just written for**Silk to read??**Silk only knows about obscenity?

Then I went to the homepage of the starting point and took a look, and found that it was not as good as 17k, so I was completely disappointed.

I sighed: I write novels to let more people see the stories I weave, but I will never weave a story I don't like in order to cater to more people, if one day, what I insist on really bores the whole world, then I will close my pen, but I will never compromise!

I know the names of many online gods, but in fact, I've only seen the works of Liudao, Tang Sanshao, and Silkworm Potato, which refers to all the works of the three of them, and I've read them more than once, in addition, there is a one called Auspicious Night in Red Sleeves, I read her two romances, and I think it's well written.

And then I tried to read some of the works of Chendong, I ate tomatoes and many people who are commonly known as gods, but I couldn't read anything, I thought I didn't like to read online articles anymore, but when the three people mentioned above published a book, I found that I was still fascinated by it, perhaps, I had been in a prison, I couldn't break free, and I didn't want to break free.

In fact, writing novels gives me more, or completely spiritual things, I will be immersed in the stories I weave and can't extricate myself, grievances and hatreds, red dust killing, day after day code words, let me taste loneliness, feel loneliness, get used to loneliness, fall in love with loneliness, enjoy loneliness, the failure and success of signing a contract, let me understand that success is never so simple, you need to change, you need to be patient, you need to persevere, There are many, many things that I need to have, and I think these are things that I can never measure in terms of money.

After saying so much, I don't know what I'm talking about, so much so that the ending is a little too much to handle.

I may not really make much money writing a book, but I will learn how to be a good person in the process, and this should be what I want to express the most.

Demon God of the Seven Nights

2015.5.12 night

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