Cao Zhenhai felt deeply shocked on the side, and secretly admired, it is really an affectionate woman, the fourth brother is a blessed person, it is really not easy to be a confidant in life, this is also the blessing that the fourth brother cultivated in his previous life.

"Miss Yang, don't be too sad, the fourth brother is fine, and he will recover in a few months." Cao Zhenhai comforted her, wanting not to let her worry too much, and then get angry and hurt her body.

Yang Chuqun controlled his emotions, sobbed slightly, and said, "Brother Cao, how did Brother Shen get hurt like this, can you tell me?" ”

Cao Zhenhai hesitated for a moment and sighed: "Miss Yang, let's go out and talk, let the fourth brother rest for a while." As he spoke, he led the crowd out the door.

Coming to the door, Yang Chuqun said, "Brother Cao, say it." ”

Cao Zhenhai sighed: "The fourth brother is too merciful, and his injury was caused by Wan Zihong." ”

"What the hell is going on?" Yang Chuqun looked surprised.

"Hey, fourth brother, he'......." Cao Zhenhai told the ins and outs of the matter one by one, but there was still some cover in the middle, and as for Shen Jiannan's affairs in the Hongyan Sect, he did not mention anything.

Yang Chuqun hesitated, thinking in his heart, thinking about what Shen Jiannan said to himself just now, it seemed that there was something unspeakable, or something to hide, but listening to Cao Zhenhai's words was also like a cover-up, presumably he wouldn't say it if he was asked.

"Miss Yang, don't think too much, the fourth brother loves you." Cao Zhenhai said lightly, and the meaning of his words was not to think about it.

Yang Chuqun said lightly: "I know, Brother Cao, you go and get busy, I'll be quiet alone." ”

"Alright then, if there's anything to do, just look for me." Cao Zhenhai left in a flash, and went to do something else.

Yang Chuqun thought in his heart, there must be something to hide from him, Cao Zhenhai is cautious, it is really difficult to ask something from his mouth, and when he was thinking about how to find out the true content, it happened that Li Rugui passed by, and just asked him, so he smiled and said: "Li Gongzi, are you busy?" ”

Li Rugui stopped and smiled back: "Miss Yang, is there something wrong?" ”

Yang Chuqun said: "What has happened to Brother Shen outside these days?" ”

"Didn't the fourth brother tell you?" Li Rugui asked happily.

"Before I could ask in a hurry, he fainted." Yang Chuqun sighed repeatedly.

Li Rugui smiled: "Ah, it's nothing, it's just that the fourth brother was caught by the flower butterfly, and in the absence of a way, he was engaged to Hua Yumeng, but the engagement is also an expedient measure, and the fourth brother loves you in his heart." ”

Yang Chuqun was shocked when he heard it like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, his mood suddenly slumped to the bottom of the deep valley, his spirit was in a trance for a while, he was suddenly disappointed, and his face immediately sank.

Seeing this, Li Rugui hurriedly asked, "What's the matter, Miss Yang, are you uncomfortable, do you want me to help you ask a doctor to take a look?" ”

"No, I'm fine, you're busy." Yang Chuqun's face was haggard, he said lightly, turned around and walked slowly with his head down, as if he had lost his soul.

Li Rugui was inexplicable, and smirked: "What's the matter?" Silently walked away.

Li Rugui was thinking as he walked, muttering something in his mouth, he was thinking about Yang Chuqun's expression and demeanor, which made him incomprehensible, and when he came to the side hall, Zhou Gongyi saw his absent-minded appearance, as if he was thinking about things, and asked: "Eleventh brother, what are you muttering?" ”

Li Rugui sighed: "Hey, I met Miss Yang just now, and after saying a few words, she was like losing her soul, her face was pale, I don't know what's wrong, I guess I'm worried about the fourth brother." ”

Zhou Gongyi was stunned, and Chi asked, "Then did you tell him?" ”

Li Rugui hesitated and said: "I didn't say anything, he asked my fourth brother what had happened outside these days." ”

Zhou Gongyi was shocked and said, "Then did you tell her about the fourth brother's engagement with Miss Hua?" ”

Li Rugui was very indifferent and said, "Yes, what's wrong?" ”

Zhou Gongyi was shocked, paused, and sighed: "Ah, how can you tell her about this, this matter has hit Miss Yang very hard, once she knows, I really don't know what will happen." ”

"Is it that serious? None of you told me that you weren't allowed to say it, so what now? Although Li Rugui was surprised, he still didn't believe Zhou Gongyi's words.

"You, I forgot to tell you in a hurry, and I'm to blame for this, no, I have to go and see, so as not to have an accident." Zhou Gongyi hesitated, said a few words pretentiously, and ran out.

Li Rugui was inexplicable again, sneered faintly, and said: "Cut, what a big deal, it's like something." ”

Yang Chuqun hurriedly ran back to his room, leaned against the door, couldn't hold back anymore at the moment, tears crackled and fell, he cried loudly, and said wailingly: "Brother Shen, how can you be like this, you are engaged to Hua Yumeng, I still fantasize about getting along with you, yearning for our happy life, all this beauty has torn you apart, what do you want me to do, you don't want me anymore, what am I doing in the world, Brother Shen, it was you who destroyed our happiness with your own hands." ”

After a period of crying, Yang Chuqun was tired, his voice gradually became smaller, and the excited and heartbroken emotions just now gradually fell, and the whole person sat at the door, his eyes were confused, he was already desperate, he had no hope for life and Shen Jiannan, and the last bit of hope and hope had come to naught.

Yang Chuqun leaned on the door panel, looked up at the roof beam, suddenly his eyes lit up, smiled slightly, and said: "Brother Shen, we can't be together in this life, I'll go to heaven and wait for you, I hope that the next life will not torture people anymore, let our hard-working mandarin ducks continue the fate of this life in the next life." ”

Yang Chuqun wiped away the tears on his cheeks, got up slowly, his heart was gone, people became walking corpses, at this time there was no longer any attachment to the red world, Shen Jiannan was his only hope, the burning flame had been suddenly extinguished, his world was already dark, empty, lonely, as if there were countless hands, and then like they stretched out, they seemed to be calling themselves, come on, come on, heaven is your best choice.

Yang Chuqun went to the side of the bed, stretched out his hand and tore off the curtain tent vigorously, threw the curtain over the beam, tied a dead knot at the two ends that hung down, moved the stool, stood on the stool, hung his neck in the curtain, slowly closed his eyes, and muttered: "Brother Shen, farewell... ”

With a hard kick under his feet, the stool fell, Yang Chuqun's face showed a look of regret and pain, his face was bruised in an instant, and his feet were still struggling.

Zhou Gongyi ran over very worriedly, and when he arrived outside the door, he hurriedly knocked on the door and shouted, "Miss Yang, are you inside?" It's me, Zhou Gongyi. Even after several calls, no one answered.

Zhou Gongyi was anxious, and shouted again: "Miss Yang, open the door, I have something to tell you, is there anything to wait for me to go in?" ”

There was no reaction at all inside, Zhou Gongyi was suddenly shocked, expecting that something must have happened inside, and said to himself: "I'm sorry." He kicked the door open, and Zhou Gongyi was taken aback.

"Miss Yang..." Zhou Gongyi saw that Yang Chuqun had hanged himself, and when he panicked, he hurriedly flew up, hugged Yang Chuqun, untied him from the curtain, and put him on the bed.

"Miss Yang, wake up, wake up." Zhou Gongyi shouted a few times, but Yang Chuqun didn't react at all, he was shocked in his heart, and said, "Miss Yang, you can't die, the fourth brother can't live without you." ”

Zhou Gongyi hurriedly helped Yang Chuqun up, stood behind him, and pushed his palms on her back, transmitting his true qi to her and renewing her life.

Zhou Gongyi used a lot of strength, tired and sweaty, half an hour passed, the true qi in his body was almost used up, and when he was thinking about calling someone to help, he only heard Yang Chuqun cough and woke up, Zhou Gongyi was overjoyed, and hurriedly said: "Miss Yang, it's so good that you woke up, you really didn't let me waste my efforts, why are you so stupid, why do you want to commit suicide?" ”

Yang Chuqun was still in a state of confusion and drowsy, coughing many times in a row, feeling uncomfortable in his throat, uncomfortable to be strangled, speaking in a low and weak voice, and muttering: "Zhou Gongzi, why do you want to save me, let me die, it's meaningless to live." ”

Zhou Gongyi sighed: "No matter how difficult it is to live, it is better than death, fortunately I arrived one step earlier, otherwise the fourth brother will regret it for life in this life, Miss Yang is really a strong woman, but anything can be passed, it can be unraveled, death is just the behavior of the weak." ”

Yang Chuqun slipped into tears again, choked up and said: "When I heard that Brother Shen and Hua Yumeng were engaged, my heart was already dead, there is nothing more painful for me than this, being engaged means that they are destined to be together, I lost Brother Shen, it is boring to live, and I finally understand that Brother Shen is not as enthusiastic about me as before, it turns out that he has begun to hate me." ”

Zhou Gongyi persuaded: "Miss Yang, don't think like this, the fourth brother has always had you alone in his heart, I can prove that in the Hongyan Sect, the fourth brother has wanted to run away many times, but the flower butterfly is too strict, he definitely has no intention of leaving you, please believe me." ”

Yang Chuqun was very helpless, sighed secretly in his heart, hesitated for a moment, and said lightly: "Gongzi Zhou, thank you for saving me, maybe you are right, death is the behavior of the weak, I will not commit suicide again, don't worry." ”

"That's good, then Miss Yang, you rest for a while, I'll go get you something to eat and replenish your body." Zhou Gongyi persuaded her to cancel the idea of death, and she was overjoyed.

"Thank you, Gongzi Zhou." Yang Chuqun smiled, but behind the smile was endless sadness.

Zhou Gongyi left, Yang Chuqun lay on the bed, meditated, thought a lot, for a long time, always felt that he was already a superfluous person now, this place seems to have nothing to do with him, so what are you staying here for, isn't it in the way of other people's eyes, since I died once, it didn't succeed, it seems that God doesn't want to let myself die like this, then I will live well, leave this sad place, maybe after a long time, I can forget this emotion, and slowly get out of the shadow of pain.

After thinking a lot, Yang Chuqun finally decided to leave Xiaoshan, but I don't know where to go, the world is so big, there should always be a place for myself, slowly get up, tidy up my things, look around, already in love, already have feelings that are difficult to give up, I can only endure the pain and leave, silently tell myself, forget it, but how many years does it take to forget a person, and even this life can't.

Yang Chuqun left a letter for Shen Jiannan, wrote a lot of pen, and wrote all the words of these years, from acquaintance to love, there are joys and sorrows, the wind and rain experienced together, the process of sharing hardships and hardships, and the testimony along the way, he wrote five large pieces of paper, and wept while writing, tears wet the letter paper, the paper was wrinkled, some words were already wet, and he couldn't see clearly, and finally left the words Brother Shen personally opened, and the words on the letter just wanted him to see it alone.

put the letter on the table, carried a burden, and secretly left while Zhou Gongyi was leaving.