Back in the village, Grandma Zhang pulled Xiaoyu and said, "Go see your grandma, alas"

After saying that, it flowed down from his eyes. Uncle Shen also said, "It's all about making people, alas"

"What do you say this kid should do?"

"yes, there's no one at home"

"This kid can't be a nemesis, right?"

"Phew, what are you talking nonsense?"

Xiaoyu watched her grandmother leave, and listened to what the people behind her said, "Oh, nemesis, am I not the nemesis, I killed my parents, my grandparents, and all my relatives are gone."

She looked at this courtyard, there was no smoke from the past, everything was cold and cold, as if there was no trace of her previous life.

She felt like her heart had been cut off with a knife.

Her eyes were also dry, like a ronin in the desert.

She didn't know where to go or where to go.

Uncle Shen came over and said, "Your grandparents left you 100,000 yuan, and your parents have 300,000 yuan, but you can't take it out in the bank until you are an adult." ”

At this time, my uncle came and said, "Xiaoyu, you are still young, I will keep the money for you first."

Xiaoyu shook her head and said, "Don't."

Grandpa told her: Uncle's family is greedy for money, don't believe them.

The uncle was angry when he saw it, but when he looked at how many people around him pressed it down again, he said, "You kid is really ignorant."

Grandma Li came over and pulled Xiaoyu and said, "Child, if you have nowhere to go, come to Grandma Li."

Others looked at her, whispered on the side, and said, "Look, her grandmother is gone, she hasn't even shed tears, she really has no conscience"

"Not really."

That night, Xiaoyu sat by the door until dawn, her eyes were empty, as if she had drained all her essence in one night.

I used to think that sadness would shed a lot of tears; It turns out that the real sadness is that there is not a single tear, as if the blood in the heart has been exhausted.

After half a month, she cleaned up the house, and her grandmother was buried, she was like a mechanical puppet, doing everything, in the past few years, the people around her have gradually left, and there is no smile on her face, only knowing that she is the only one left here.

She has no more relatives.

Looking at the door, as if she saw her grandparents sitting at the door, she hurriedly rushed over, and her grandfather smiled at her, and then led her grandmother away.

She sat on the stool, as if the stool was still warm, and someone had really come.

The memory returned to the hospital, and grandma took her hand and said, "Xiaoyu, grandma will never leave you"

But the grandmother lost her word, leaving her granddaughter alone.

Xiaoyu sat on the stool and muttered, "Grandma, you lied to me, you said that you want to accompany me, and now I am the only one left."

She shouted at the sky, "I'm the only one left, woo"

"I don't want to be alone, woo"

That night, she sat at the door for another night, as if waiting for someone to return, but she didn't wait after all.

When she returned to school, her classmates were curious when they saw that she hadn't come back for half a month, but when they touched her indifferent gaze, they stopped talking.

Lili looked at her and said, "Xiaoyu, are you okay?"

She bit her lip and said, "It's fine."

It looks like it's about to be bitten.

The pain of parting and disappointment has no voice.

She didn't want people to know that she was an orphan, and then looked at her with sympathetic eyes.

It would make her feel like her blood was running backwards.

Your face is light and breezy, and no one knows how tight your teeth are. You walk with the wind, and no one knows that you still have bruises on your knees from falls.

You laughed heartlessly, and no one knew that you could only cry silently. To make people feel effortless, you can only work extremely hard behind the scenes. We don't have a future that we can't change, only a past that we don't want to change.

At noon, the school would hand out milk once a week on Wednesdays, and when she got it, she said, "Anyone who wants to drink milk, two pieces a bag"

"I, I still want to drink, I want it"

"Okay"

Lili said, "Why don't you drink it?"

She smiled "I don't like milk"

Then you still drank it before, she held back her words.

Xiaoyu took the paper on the table and calculated: 2 yuan a week, 8 fast a month, 96 a year

After class, she said: "Anyone who wants to go shopping, I should run errands, 1 yuan at a time"

"Buy me some milk"

"Buy me a ham sausage"

"Buy me a notebook"

Lili said, "Let's go, I'll go with you"

Xiaoyu smiled, "No need, hurry up and write your homework, I'm done."

When she came back from the commissary, she brought a bunch of things with her.

"It's Yours"

"This one is yours"

"And this"

When she returned to her bedroom in the evening, she sat on the bed and counted the money for the day.

Lili said: "Xiaoyu, how much money you make today, it's amazing"

Xiaoyu smiled: "I can go to City A when I save it, I have a lot of money, I like money the most"

Huang Yin smiled and said, "It turns out that you are a little money fan."

Lili said: "Xiaoyu, why do you want to go to City A?"

Xiaoyu hooked her with her fingers and said, "It's a secret, hahaha"

When she slept, she lay on the bed and thought: Am I not just a money fan, money fans can live

After two years like this, she is going to take the high school entrance examination, Xiaoyu's grades are also very good, in the past two years, as long as she has time, she is studying, her money can't buy other things, she can only buy review materials, so the ranking has been increasing.

On the day of the high school entrance examination, the school gate was full of parents, but she was still alone, and rushed to the examination room with the admission ticket number.

After the 3-month holiday after the high school entrance examination, Xiaoyu returned to the village, looking forward to someone coming out of the courtyard.

But after all, no one came out, it turned out that the chickens raised by grandma would come out, and every Chinese New Year, grandma said: "Xiaoyu, grandma stewed chicken for you to eat, and it was rotten."

But now that the yard was covered with fallen leaves and the gate was rusty, she dragged her luggage in, took a broom in the back room, and cleaned the yard clean. I cleaned up the kitchen and washed all the quilts.

She walked to her grandparents' grave and said, "I received an admission letter from City A, and I'm the first in the city, haha."

"Grandpa always said I wasn't the material for learning"

"It seems that grandpa is wrong."

"I'm going to City A, to Mom and Dad's city," he said, touching his tears.

"I can't come back as often in the future."

"You're going to be in my dreams often, I'm going to miss you, woo"

It's like: Every ghost you are afraid of is someone who is thinking about someone else's dreams

In the evening, she sat at the door as usual, and only when she sat at the door could she feel calm.

Quiet night, only the stars in the sky are whispering.

In fact, she wanted to go to City A because her grandfather said: Mom and Dad work in City A, and she wants to go to City A to see what the place where rich people are everywhere is like.

The next day, she was packing her belongings in the house, and when she heard that there seemed to be someone at the door, she went out and found Grandma Li coming.

She followed Grandma Li and said, "Grandma Li, why are you here?"

Grandma Li said, "I made some cakes here and brought them to you to eat."

"Are you packing your bags to go far away?"

"Yes, Grandma Li, I want to go to City A to see"

Grandma Li touched Xiaoyu's head and said, "Alas, go ahead, bring these cakes over, but don't go hungry."

"Thank you, Grandma Lee"

Then she took Uncle Shen's tricycle to the train station, and she watched the small village that she grew up in and gradually disappear in front of her eyes.

Uncle Shen said: "Xiaoyu, if you want to encounter something, call your Uncle Shen quickly."

"Thank you, Uncle Shen"

When she gets on the train to City A, it seems that everything is illusory.

The train is full of large bags and small bags, all of which are travelers who are going for the future.

When the train arrived, she looked at this dazzling city, and her heart was lonely. There is no soft love in the hard city, life is not Lin Daiyu, and it will not be amorous because of sadness.

The beauty of time lies in its inevitable passing, spring flowers, autumn moons, summers, and winter snow.