Chapter 576: Seven of the Nine Heavens
"I thought about it, there are some things that I always have to say, no matter how I escape, I can't escape it. Li Yuchen looked for the annual ring, "Now, I'll tell you." ”
"What do you want to say?" said Yrann softly.
didn't ask why, because asking is the same as not asking, as long as Li Yuchen wants to say, he can know without asking, if he doesn't want to say it, no matter how many times he asks, there will be no result.
It's good to listen to it, and I know that there will be something after listening to it, but I always want to hear it.
"Actually, I don't know what I'm trying to say. Li Yuchen shook his head and said, "However, I always feel that there are a lot of things to say, and I want to say them." ”
"You say, I'll listen. Tree Ring said.
"Tell me what I'm thinking right now. Li Yuchen looked at the darkness that seemed to have no end, and he didn't feel dark at all, "I don't know where the meaning of life is, or where it will be." ”
"The realm of my body does not belong to me, I want to abandon it, but I am a little reluctant, and I miss the power I have now. ”
"I can become an immortal, as long as I want to, the problem will not be big, but I am running away and I don't want to become an immortal. ”
"You know what? You should know that becoming an immortal is a bond, and you can't make your heart feel good, except for those extra powers that seem to be infinite but limited, you don't have anything. ”
"Becoming an immortal, in my opinion, is a very boring thing. ”
When I closed my eyes, my eyes were still black, but they were different from the black in the space, more familiar, and a little numb.
It's all black, and it's all dark, but there's a lot of difference between the darkness you see with your eyes open and the darkness when you close your eyes...... The darkness seen by the eye is darker.
What you see is darkness, and if you are used to it, then it is not darkness.
"I don't know what makes sense. I'm looking for a lot of things that can be exchanged for temporary happiness and temporary stability. ”
"I do things with my heart, I only look at what is in front of me, I throw away all the possible effects and focus only on the present. ”
"I try to make myself think less. Try to live like a fool, but I don't know that I have always been stupid, the stupidest and most stupid. ”
"I have a lot of things, there is so much beauty around me, and I am a person who does not want to cherish it, to pursue untouchable dreams. ”
"You can be very happy, but you make yourself uncomfortable. ”
The sad smile stopped on the old face, and the traces imposed by the power of the years made the sadness and loneliness added. More touching.
A bitterness, I know some, but not completely.
"I want to prove myself, I want to prove myself in many ways, even if it's a little unwillingness that comes too easily for me. ”
"I always feel that this power is imposed on me by others, and I am repelled from the bottom of my heart and want to forget. ”
"Forget it, forget it. Forget everything you have. ”
"I think so, but. I can't do it, and I don't particularly want to. ”
When you open your eyes, it's still dark, and you can see everything in the darkness, but the darkness is still dark.
Feel that the darkness is not dark, feel that the darkness is not dark. But that darkness is always darkness.
There are some facts that cannot be changed.
"Like now, I see the Nine Heavens Forgetting, thinking of the Nine Heavens Forgetting, thinking that it will be good as long as the Nine Heavens. ”
"I wanted to convince myself that. I don't know what the outcome will be, I keep trying, waiting on the uncertain road, waiting for a result with only a slim hope. ”
"I don't know, I don't really want to know, I don't want to know anything. ”
I want to close my eyes, but my eyes are wide open, and I don't want to let go of everything I might see, and I just don't want to close them like this.
But is there a big difference between those with their eyes open and those with their eyes closed?
Still in this darkness, the darkness of nothing, and the darkness that does not need eyes to see everything.
Nothing at all.
"I've been lying to myself all the time, and I've been lying to myself again and again. ”
"I knew I was lying to myself, and I had thoughts about not going on, and I tried hard, but the result was always so unsatisfactory. ”
"Until now, I'm still lying to myself"
"I told myself lie after lie, connected the lies, and deceived myself again. ”
"I really want to go back to the time when I was really young, back to the time when I didn't think much about anything, and I have been fighting for a simple and not simple dream. ”
"Growing up a little, Jia Sijin opened the door to intellectual improvement, making me think too much and not have the initial stability. ”
"If you are wise, I think, that's right. ”
When you are young, you are ignorant, and your life is filled with simple thoughts and things.
There are not many things in my heart, there are not too many extravagant thoughts, I will not pursue the untouchable things persistently, and I will not have too many sadness.
"Growing up, perhaps, is a kind of sadness. ”
"But, I have to grow again!"
Li Yuchen didn't want to say it, he felt that he had said a lot, and his heart was a lot more comfortable, and he could rest for a while.
Nian Ring kept listening and watching, and shook his head gently after making sure that Li Yuchen was no longer talking.
"You're still running away, but there's no way to avoid it. ”
"There are too many things, always involuntarily, you have the power that ordinary people can't have, you should do those things that ordinary people can't do. ”
"This is your mission, and this is also the destiny of mankind!"
"No one can escape!"
To have power, you have to do things that match the power you have, and this is the deepest reality, the reality that cannot be escaped by all means, and must be faced.
If you have great power, you must do practical things!
Li Yuchen didn't express any opinion on what Nian Ring said, because he knew it and realized it a long time ago.
I realized it, but I couldn't do it.
This is Li Yuchen's current situation.
"For many people, things that are unsatisfactory in life account for eight or nine out of ten. "Your life should be beautiful, even if many things happen to you, but there is always beauty around you." ”
"You're destined to go through a lot, but it's just something they've set to go through just for you to have it. ”
"You have nothing to lose, on the contrary, you gain a lot and more and more. ”
"You have power, it's yours, it's theirs. ”
"You don't know the meaning of life, but you're already experiencing the meaning of life, you've been experiencing it. ”
"They have put many things on you to pass on the meaning of life to you. ”
"Through you, everything they don't do has the potential to succeed. ”
"The world could be a better place because of you!"
"You are the meaning of life!"
(To be continued.) )