"You tell me this...... What is the meaning? ”

Zhuang Mingwei smiled self-deprecatingly: "We are now, but we are just simple friends." ”

"Speaking of which, I don't even seem to have the qualifications to be sad and angry."

Zhuang Mingwei looked at the man in front of him: "Pingjin, my mind, I thought you knew ......"

Zhao Pingjin's slender fingers were propped up on the tips of his eyebrows, and he looked down at Zhuang Mingwei who was sitting in front of him, but his eyes were a little cold: "What do you ......think?" Does Rong Jin know again? ”

Zhuang Mingwei trembled, she subconsciously looked at Zhao Pingjin, Zhao Pingjin's eyes were secretive, she didn't dare to look at him for a while.

The heartbeat was like a drum, and the feeling of being pierced in the back of a secret that he had buried deeply, made Zhuang Mingwei's entire back soaked with cold sweat.

But she quickly forced herself to compose.

It's no secret that Rong Jin likes her.

"Pingjin, isn't what you said a little too much?"

Zhuang Mingwei stood up slowly, her navy blue dress flowed down, her thin back leaned against the edge of the wine cabinet, hugged her arms, and her eyes were full of injured vigilance: "Rong Jin likes me, and I, thinking about the love between us over the years, can only refuse politely, I can't bear to hurt him and embarrass him, am I wrong?" ”

"Pingjin, I know, because of my indecision and leaving, you have always been angry with me in your heart, but do you think I will be better off after leaving all these years?"

Zhuang Mingwei's lips trembled faintly: "Do you know what Mrs. Rong did to me and what she said back then?" Do you know that your mother ......?"

The tears in Zhuang Mingwei's eyes slowly fell: "How to say, my father Zhuang Lifeng is also a well-known figure in Kyoto, as his eldest daughter, even if it is not from the original Mrs. Zhuang, but I will not be pointed at and insulted like that......"

Zhuang Mingwei covered her mouth and couldn't say any more: "The elders think that I am torn between you and Rong Jin, and I can't give up on either side, but who knows the bitterness in my heart?" ”

"I told Rong Jin that my heart belongs, but he said that he doesn't care, he will always wait for me, you are dear cousins, you grew up together, and he is my best friend, Pingjin, what do you want me to do? My euphemistic refusal is only based on this layer of our friendship......"

"But even if I rejected Rong Jin, Mrs. Rong still pointed at my nose and scolded me for being cheap, hooking up with her son, and, ...... your mother"

Zhuang Mingwei's eyes were red, and the tears in her eyes fell down: "Your mother said that your Zhao family does not pay attention to the family, but the future daughter-in-law must be born innocent......"

"Don't I understand the meaning? She's accusing me of being innocent and unworthy of you. ”

Zhuang Mingwei raised her hand to wipe away her tears: "I was so painful at the time that I simply chose to leave, but I have been thinking about you all the time since I left for the past two years...... Pingjin, from beginning to end, I have only you in my heart. ”

Zhao Pingjin listened to her earnest words, there was no doubt that his heart was a little touched and guilty, but it seemed that he could never return to the moment and mood of the year.

It's just that Zhuang Mingwei is still different from other women after all.

"It's really wrong for my mother and my aunt to say these things, Mingwei, don't take it too seriously."

Zhao Pingjin stood up, took a tissue from the tissue box, walked over to her and handed it to her.

Zhuang Mingwei took it and shook her head: "I know, it's all over, and I don't care about these words of the elders." ”

After she finished speaking, she suddenly raised her eyes to look at Zhao Pingjin again: "By the way, Xu He just had a miscarriage...... Do you want to go to the hospital? Either way, you're having a good time. ”

"No, since some things have been said clearly, there shouldn't be too much involvement."

When Zhao Pingjin said this, his expression was very flat, but Zhuang Mingwei just felt that his eyes were dark for a moment.

If Xu He hadn't been pregnant and things hadn't made a big fuss, Zhao Pingjin wouldn't have broken up with her.

That night in Fengnan Mansion, although he turned around halfway and finally sent her home, I heard that Xu He still went to his private residence in Lufeng Mansion that night.

Moreover, it did not come out all night.

Thinking of those pictures, her heart was filled with a heavy sourness for a while, and it was almost difficult to hold herself.

"Pingjin ......"

Zhuang Mingwei couldn't help but take a step forward and gently hugged his waist, she wanted to lean her face in his arms, but Zhao Pingjin held her arm and pulled her away with a slight force: "Mingwei, it's not early, you have a good rest, I still have something to do." ”

Zhuang Mingwei looked at him with some disappointment: "Pingjin...... Can't you forgive me yet? ”

Zhao Pingjin raised his hand and brushed away the tears on her eyelashes: "Mingwei, I've never really been angry with you." ”

"Do you still like me? Pingjin ...... You tell me, don't you like me anymore? ”

Zhuang Mingwei grabbed his shirt and looked up at him, the depths of his eyes revealed panic and hope, as thin and fragile as cicada wings.

"No, don't think about it." Zhao Pingjin stroked the top of her hair again: "Is it okay to rest early?" ”

"Is it okay to stay? At least, stay with me for a while, I can't sleep, Pingjin, I've been having insomnia these days......"

"Then I'll wait until you fall asleep before leaving."

He sat on the edge of the bed, Zhuang Mingwei closed his eyes, but his eyebrows were still frowning, and from time to time, he always had to open his eyes to see if he was still there.

Such a similar scene, Zhao Pingjin's eyes seemed to appear in front of Xu He's thin little face, and the pair of panicked apricot eyes, that day in the hospital, after Jiang Huai beat her, she was so scared that she didn't dare to fall asleep, and it was the same, she had to open her eyes from time to time to make sure that he didn't leave.

And in the end, he took her hand, and she was relieved.

"Pingjin...... I still can't sleep. Zhuang Mingwei opened her eyes and reached out to grab his sleeve.