Xu He's hand pressed on his flat lower abdomen.

Maybe this is the nature of a woman, even if he is just an unconscious embryo, but Xu He still doesn't dare to think about it.

Song Yan waited patiently until Xu He completely calmed down.

He pulled her to sit down on the couch, poured her a glass of water, went to the bathroom again, and came out with a warm towel to wipe her face.

When Xu He was holding a water cup and taking a small sip of water, Song Yan suddenly said: "He'er, do you want to start completely and start anew?" ”

"Brother Song......" Xu He was a little surprised, she vaguely guessed Song Yan's intentions, but.

Xu He thought of herself like this now, how could she be worthy of such a good Song Yan.

"Don't be in a hurry to reject me, you can think about it, He'er, I'm very serious."

Song Yan said, and gently shook Xu He's hand: "Your brother Song has never been in love, and he doesn't know how to make girls happy, but he will learn slowly and become a qualified boyfriend." ”

Song Yan took the cup in her hand and poured her another glass of water before standing up and saying, "I'll go and make you something to eat, and you can rest for a while." ”

He went to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and skillfully began to side dishes and prepare the ingredients.

Xu He held the cup, and through the glass door of the kitchen, she looked at Song Yan's busy figure.

For a moment, it was like going back to when his father was still alive, Qin Zhi didn't cook, Xu Liyong's cooking skills were very good, and Xu Liyong made three meals a day at home.

When she was young, the criterion for choosing a mate was a man like her father.

Song Yan's job is very decent, the salary is also good, the character is even better, he is gentle and kind, and he is a very good candidate for a husband.

But the better he is, the more uncomfortable Xu He becomes.

She can't be with Song Yan, which is unfair to Song Yan.

Her body was in tatters, and her heart could not be given to him.

Xu He was reluctant to hurt Song Yan like this.

In her world, there are not many people who give her kindness and warmth, and she cherishes each one very much.

After eating, when Song Yan mentioned it again, Xu He shook his head and refused.

Song Yan didn't speak, just looked at Xu He silently and quietly.

There was a broken light in his eyes that could not be hidden.

Xu He felt uncomfortable, but he endured it and didn't allow himself to let go.

Sometimes dragging mud and water will cause more harm to the other party, she can't be a qualified girlfriend, so why let Song Yan fall deeper and deeper.

Song Yan stretched out his hand and gently touched Xu He's hair: "You rest for a while, I'll go wash the dishes." ”

"Brother Song......" Xu He almost cried.

Song Yan smiled: "He'er, your brother Song is not so fragile, it's okay, ah." ”

He got up and grabbed the dishes and chopsticks and went to the kitchen.

Xu He sat on the sofa, looking at his busy figure, thinking of Song Yan's eyes looking at him.

The guilt and powerlessness that she can't give back to the people she cares about makes her feel guilty and sad.

After Song Yan left, Xu He leaned on the sofa alone, but in this quiet, boring summer night, she felt boundless loneliness and loneliness.

The mobile phone rang, she subconsciously picked it up and opened it, it was WeChat sent by Tanxi, her heart fell heavily, disappointed and aggrieved, wrapped her layer by layer.

"Xu He, you know what to do, right......"

This sentence was like a haunting spell, hovering in her ears.

Xu He covered his ears with all his might, but Zhao Pingjin's indifferent and calm voice to the extreme still echoed in his ears uninterruptedly.

Xu He lay on the sofa, his eyes were red, tears slid down the corners of his eyes, and his sideburns were wet.

Zhao Pingjin......

Xu He didn't want to think about it anymore, she didn't want to think about it anymore, but she couldn't control her heart.

She hugged the pillow tightly and pressed her soaked face against it.

When the feeling of suffocation hit, Xu He let go of his hand.

After a while, she clicked on the message from Tanxi again.

"He'er, do you know, something big happened, Zhuang Youen is crazy......"

Xu He was stunned, Zhuang Youen ...... I just came to the hospital to see her a few days ago, and at that time, she was fine, how could she suddenly ...... Lose your marbles?

Xu He immediately called Tanxi.

Tanxi quickly picked up: "He'er, have you heard of it?" Zhuang Youen didn't know what was going on, he suddenly went crazy and was sent to a mental hospital by Zhuang's family......"

"When did it happen, Tanxi, how could Zhuang Youen be so decent?"

There was surprise, sigh and sympathy in Tanxi's voice: "I don't know, it's unbelievable......"

Xu He didn't know how she hung up the phone, this message was really difficult for her to accept.

But......

What could she do? She is just an ordinary person, and she does not have the background of Jiang Ni's celebrities.

Thinking of Jiang Nick, Xu He immediately called her.

But Jiang Nick said on the phone: "He'er, You'en was sent to a psychiatric hospital, which was a joint decision between the dealer and Rong Jin, and we, outsiders, have no right to interfere." ”

Xu He hung up the phone in a daze, she couldn't do anything, she and Zhuang Youen, but that little friendship, she couldn't even be called a friend.

But she just felt very sorry for this girl.

If, in the past, she could still say a few words in front of Zhao Pingjin, she would not hesitate to beg Zhao Pingjin and beg him to save Zhuang Youen, but now......

Xu He didn't know when he fell asleep, and when he woke up again, he was awakened by the sound of a knock on the door.

Sister Li entered the door with a big bag and a small bag, but Zheng Fan coughed lightly and said: "That's the case, Miss Xu, the doctor said that your body is too weak, and it is best to rest more this month, so I asked Sister Li to come over and take care of you for a month, Sister Li happens to live not far from here, and she will go home at the party and will not disturb you too much." ”

"Actually, you don't need ......"

"You're still young, your body is the most important, don't fall ill."

Sister Li also said: "Yes, Xiao Yuezi is also very important, you have to sit well, Mr. Zheng, don't worry, I will take good care of Miss Xu." ”

Zheng Fan went downstairs and started the car, thought about it, and called Zhao Pingjin: "Mr. Zhao, I have already asked Sister Li to go to Miss Xu's apartment." ”