The father he admired the most, but for the sake of a woman, he didn't want to be his son.

He didn't believe it, and when his father drove away from home to find the woman, he chased him out despite his mother's obstruction, blocking the car and not allowing him to go, but his father stepped on the accelerator without hesitation.

The moment the car roared towards him, Zhao Pingjin knew that he was no longer the carefree young master of the Zhao family, and his entire world was brutally destroyed.

Of course, he was not killed by his biological father, maybe it was blood, and at the last moment, Zhao Zhiyong stepped on the brakes fiercely.

Later, the father returned to the family, and I heard that the woman had gone abroad and would never come back for the rest of her life.

Zhao Pingjin didn't ask how they broke off, and his mother didn't mention it, everything seemed to be flowing without a trace, and it was back on track.

Father and mother play the role of a harmonious and happy couple, respecting each other as guests.

But Zhao Pingjin knew that it was all fake.

The so-called husband and wife are fake, love is fake, commitment is fake, and marital bonds are also fake.

Only the days of being alone in the empty room are true, and the heartbreaking cry of the mother secretly in the middle of the night is true.

It's true that my father always had a picture of a woman in his desk drawer.

It's true that my father's heart will never be in this family anymore.

Zhao Pingjin closed the diary and put it aside, and he picked up a few slightly yellowed letterheads.

When he opened one at random and saw the immature words inside, the corners of his lips unconsciously hooked slightly.

'I will definitely marry a man who is more handsome and taller than you, and you better never ignore me.' ’

Those were the last words of the last letter she left behind.

Zhao Pingjin seemed to be able to think of her wrinkled little face when she wrote this sentence.

I don't know why I kept these letters, but when I moved to the Lufeng Mansion, I moved over with some of his miscellaneous items.

He remembered that he had planned to throw it away, but then suddenly changed his mind, probably because of a sudden encounter that night.

He really didn't ignore her forever, but he slept with people, got his hands on them, and became his woman.

It's just that Xu He, when he was young, he didn't have the heart to see one and love another, and he provoked too many people, and he forgot about it completely.

Zhao Pingjin re-covered the box and put it back in the cabinet.

He turned and went out and went back to his bedroom.

It wasn't a good night's sleep.

In the middle of the night, I habitually wanted to hug her.

The air conditioner was obviously turned on very low, but it still felt hot in the middle of the night, and I subconsciously wanted to hold the girl who was always slightly cool in my arms and stick it to my chest.

When I woke up, I couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

When it was almost dawn, he simply got up, put on a T-shirt casually, and went downstairs in his pajama pants.

When I took the car keys and walked out, the cool breeze in the early morning suddenly calmed my restless heart.

Shen Du has a sentence that is not wrong.

If you don't have a future with her, don't let her sink too deep.

He put down the key and turned to go upstairs.

Xu He didn't sleep well this night, and he always had a lot of inexplicable and long dreams.

In the dream, she returned to when Xu Liyong was still alive.

When he came back from work, he brought her all kinds of snacks and lifted her above his head and sat on his shoulders.

Qin Zhi always scolded him for being too accustomed to her, and Xu Liyong laughed: My eldest daughter can get used to it as much as I want.

She shouldn't have quarreled with Qin Zhi that night, if she hadn't quarreled, she wouldn't have run out alone, and she said that she would never come back.

Xu Liyong, who got off the night shift, would not be in a hurry to ride around looking for her, and then the car accident happened.

What can Qin Zhi do if she scolds her a few words, it's enough for her father to love her, and there are children who are orphans, and children who are thrown away and trafficked, she at least has Xu Liyong's 100% fatherly love, why can't she endure Qin Zhi's cold eyes and dislike at that time.

Xu He thought that after her father died, Qin Zhi grabbed her and slapped her more than a dozen times in one go, until she was pulled away and still scolded her, in fact, she didn't complain about Qin Zhi at all, she even thought about death and followed her father to atone for her sins.

Qin Zhi scolded her viciously, scolded her for being a broom star, scolded her for killing her biological father, and scolded her for killing her own father, why wasn't the person she scolded.

She was also thinking, yes, why didn't she die.

When the dead person closes his eyes, he doesn't have to worry about everything, but he is really tired when he is alive.

Xu He saw the living Xu Liyong again in his dream.

She sat on the back of her bicycle and nibbled on a big apple.

Xu Liyong sent her to school, her two legs swayed one by one, and she was dragged by the sun shadow for a long time, Xu Liyong smiled and said, my daughter's legs are really long, dancing is so good-looking, and she will jump on the big stage abroad in the future, so that foreigners can have a long experience, and look at our little oriental beauty.

She laughed while eating apples, and said unashamedly, 'Just wait, wait for the day when your daughter becomes a well-known dancer, hey, I will invite you, an old man, to the stage and introduce it to the whole world, and see, this is the father of the world-famous Chinese dancer Miss Xu He, Mr. Xu Liyong, let us applaud and welcome......

Xu Li Yongxi's eyes turned into a slit with a smile, "My eldest daughter is really filial, and it is worth it for your father to close my eyes now." ’

When she arrived at the school gate, Xu Liyong's figure suddenly disappeared, Xu He was anxiously looking everywhere in her dream, and she couldn't find it for a long time, she cried urgently, but at this time, Zhao Pingjin suddenly appeared in front of her.