174 Hurts
Zhao Pingjin's eyebrows were cold, and the black coat lined him even more indifferently: "The day I don't want her, she will be free." ”
Jiang Yu froze in place.
"Next year, I will probably start discussing marriage with the Wei family."
Zhao Pingjin smiled very lightly: "So, you see, whoever leaves whom, life is not how to live as usual, this truth, we understood it when we were born." ”
Jiang Ni's eyes were a little red: "Brother, if you really don't like Miss Wei'......"
"She's fine."
Zhao Pingjin pinched his cigarette: "Go in, don't freeze." ”
They played late that night.
Jiang Nick drunk Qiao Feifei, and Qiao Feifei slept directly in Xiaojin Mountain.
Jiang Nick also stayed in the upstairs guest room.
Chen Xu: None of them went back.
But Zhao Pingjin asked Zheng Fan to send him back to the Lufeng Mansion.
When I got back, it started to snow again.
The private road in front of the private house on the main road had just been swept away during the day, but now a thin layer of snow had fallen.
When it was almost time to get to the curfew, Zhao Pingjin asked Zheng Fan to stop the car.
He put on his coat and got out of the car, and he didn't let anyone follow, so he walked forward alone.
Zheng Fan sat in the car and watched the street lamp pull his shadow for a long, long time.
Somehow, he felt that this back looked quite uncomfortable.
Lonely, no matter how you look at it, it is lonely.
Zhao Pingjin walked all the way to the gate and stopped.
Xu He was waiting for him here several times.
I should be tired of waiting, and my legs hurt from standing.
He squatted on the roadbed on the side of the road, like a homeless child.
It seems that when they were in love, he didn't think about giving her the ban on this side except for letting her come and go freely.
She didn't talk about it either.
Maybe I already had an invisible answer in my heart, so I didn't think there was any need to do more.
Zhao Pingjin stood there, and the snow quickly fell on his shoulders.
He was dressed thinly, and the heat on his body quickly dissipated, which was really cold.
But there was a faint pain in my heart.
He lit a cigarette and remembered that Zheng Fan later inadvertently told him that Xu He stood in the rain until three o'clock in the morning that night.
His heart was so hard that he really didn't let her in.
Qiao Feifei was thrown in the guest room by him, not the one where Xu He lived.
He also had insomnia that night, took some medicine, but still couldn't sleep, and finally simply turned on the light and got up.
Zhao Pingjin thought, maybe it was because Xu He was a woman in the past few years, so he forgot a little slowly.
But he still didn't think it was a big deal.
Just like Xu He and Tang Zhao have happily started a new life.
After he gets married, he will also lie in the same bed with other women, doing the things that he used to only do with Xu He.
He will be someone else's husband, the father of his children.
At that time, these past will be nothing if you look back.
Zhao Pingjin finished smoking, turned around and came back to get into the car.
He asked Zheng Fan to drive to Lanyue.
He also has a house there and occasionally goes to live.
Zhao Pingjin decided that before marriage, he would live in Lanyue and would not return here.
As for the Lufeng Mansion, after getting married, he will move in with Wei Zhen.
By that time, everything was different, and that was already a new story.
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The condition of the rented apartment is too poor, the house is too old, the wiring cannot load the new electrical appliances, and the air conditioning cannot be installed, which is very painful on a clammy and cold day.
There are not many Chinese people in this place, there are even fewer shops, there are no electric heating fans for sale at all, Xu He is nervous about schoolwork, often goes out early and returns to class late for self-study, she has high requirements for herself, and she has to work hard.
Therefore, as soon as winter came, Xu He's feet and ears were frostbitten, and the pain was unbearable.
Tang Zhao looked at the frozen pieces on her ears and toes, and was distressed, so he proposed to let Xu He move away again, but Xu He still refused.
The stubborn is unwilling to take advantage of his penny.
Tang Zhao was angry with her for the first time, but in the end, he was really angry and had no choice, and he was reluctant to quarrel with her anymore, so he could only run out alone to dissipate his anger.
Xu He was holding a warm water bag, and there was still one under his feet, but he still felt cold.
This kind of damp cold is more difficult to endure than the cold in Kyoto, and the moisture from all sides penetrates into the cracks of your bones, and the walls are soaked with sticky water droplets, mottled green moss, and the quilt is also wet, as if it can wring out the water, and there is nowhere to hide.
Xu He did two more sets of questions, and seeing that Tang Zhao hadn't come back yet, looking at the time, it was almost midnight, and she couldn't help but be a little worried.
After thinking about it, he still called Tang Zhao.
But before the call came out, the door was pushed open, and Tang Zhao was carrying a cardboard box in his hand.
Inside was a half-used electric heater, and I don't know which Chinese store he had rummaged through the warehouse.
Tang Zhao didn't care about anything else, he hurriedly took out the power strip, and first moved the electric heater to Xu He's bed and turned it on.
The warm orange light instantly spread half of the room, enveloping Xu He's entire body.
Tang Zhao's eyebrows were full of smiles: "Is it warmer?" ”
Xu He pursed his lips, nodded lightly, and stretched out his hand to roast on the warm fan: "It's warm, Tang Zhao." ”
"And this." Tang Zhao took out two packets of steaming roasted chestnuts and roasted sweet potatoes from his arms and handed them to Xu He: "I ran for a long time to find a Chinese store that sells this." ”
There are not many Chinese in this area where they live, and the common gadgets in China have become luxury goods abroad.
Xu He hugged the roasted chestnuts, broke the roasted sweet sweet potato, and took a bite gently.
"Sweet or not?"
Tang Zhao looked at her with blank eyes and asked with hope.
Xu He bit the sweet potato, it should have hurt her eyes from the hot smoke, she blinked, turned her face away, but nodded again: "Sweet, Tang Zhao, it's very sweet." ”