No matter how tired or painful it is, I can only grit my teeth and continue to fly.

Maybe one day, or some late night.

She will lose all her strength and fall from mid-air into the boundless sea, completely burying this small life.

Just as she was silent when she came.

The same was true when she left.

Maybe someone will think of her occasionally, but only think about it very shallowly, and continue to live their lives as well.

There will come a day when Xu He will be completely forgotten.

She closed her eyes and leaned against the cold window.

The train windows frame the quiet scenery outside one by one, and Xu He's closed eyes are also beating countless pictures of the past.

She seemed to be able to see Tang Zhao standing outside the library in despair.

She also seems to be able to see her own appearance after a long, long time.

There is also a figure and a face, gradually blurring and gradually clear, when blurred, the bottom of the heart is blank, when it is clear, the bottom of the heart is like a pinprick.

What the hell is she going to do.

Tears flowed out of the corners of his eyes, slowly soaking through his sideburns, Xu He could only raise his hand to cover his face.

……

When Tang Zhao went back to Xu He's ward, he found something next to her pillow.

It was the bracelet he had given her before, a gift that his grandmother asked her to give to the girl she liked.

In order to let her accept it, he coaxed her to say that he would only let her keep it temporarily.

He once said, he listened to He'er's words, so, she said it's over, then it's over, she said don't look for her again, then ...... Don't go to her.

Tang Zhao picked up the bracelet, although he was trying to control it, but his eyes were still blurry.

He turned around and walked out of the ward, and Mrs. Tang stood outside the door with red eyes: "Ah Zhao, go home with your mother." ”

Tang Zhao lowered his eyes and smiled: "Mom, over the years, I've actually been really a waste, haven't I?" ”

Mrs. Tang looked at her dejected son in front of her, and couldn't help but burst into tears.

……

Xu He did not stay at the Chinese couple's house for long.

She found that her illness was getting worse and worse, and even the affectionate closeness and hugging of the cute little girl could not bear it.

Once again, she apologized for leaving, perhaps because she was in such a bad state, that lady, although a little unhappy, did not embarrass her, on the contrary, gave her a whole month's salary.

She left the beautiful little white building with her pitiful luggage.

The city is close to the sea, so Xu He went to a small town by the sea.

I found a small house at the cheapest and rented it.

Then she got a job from the landlord that paid a small salary but could be done at home, which could pay her rent and daily meals.

She is in a state where she has no way to go out to work and come into contact with people, and this kind of work that pays her through simple manual work at home is the most suitable for her.

At the same time, she also began to try to take on some private jobs as a translator on the Internet.

Maybe it was the first time it was done well, and the lady started to give her a steady stream of lists.

And the payment was very happy, and even offered to add money to her.

With this relatively stable and lucrative income, Xu He's life pressure is much easier.

She likes to go for a walk by the beach when there are fewer people.

Once, she helped a Chinese grandmother sell the fish she caught, because the grandmother's English was not very good, Xu He was afraid that she would suffer, so he went to the market every once in a while to help her sell.

At first, I was still not comfortable with so many people, but fortunately, most of the residents here are simple and kind, mostly some elderly people and children, Xu He slowly and can communicate with people.

When Zhao Pingjin saw her again, she was obediently sitting on the pony in front of the stall.

Under the blue sky and white clouds, in the small market next to the sea, she wore a very bright floral long skirt, but a pair of inappropriate rubber shoes were put on her feet.

Xu tied two small braids in her hair at random for convenience, like a well-behaved and beautiful little village girl.

The old grandmother killed the fish and asked her to help weigh it, she was obviously very scared, and she didn't dare to touch the fish that had already died, but she still pursed her lips and plucked up the courage to hug the big fish that was smooth and dead.

Then, the fish that was already dead suddenly flicked its tail in her hand, she screamed in fright, and the fish in her hand flew out and landed at Zhao Pingjin's feet.

Xu He patted his heart, and it took a while to calm down, the old grandmother smiled and leaned back, Xu He blushed and wore thick rubber gloves to pick up fish.

Zhao Pingjin took the lead in bending over.

His fingers are slender and clean, his nails are neatly trimmed, the cuffs of his black shirt are meticulous, the cufflinks on his haute couture suit are the most low-key and luxurious black jewels, his leather shoes are shiny and spotless, and his trousers are ironed very neatly.

But he bent down like that and picked up the big fish, which was covered with dust.

His fingertips were stained with the smell of fish, and the blood from the fish stained his fingers and sleeves, but he didn't even furrow his eyebrows.

A few cars were parked not far away, and next to them stood several young men in suits and leather bodyguards.

They looked at passers-by with wary expressions, and their eyes behind sunglasses were as sharp as eagles.

Xu He stretched out his hand to catch the fish and was about to say thank you, but when he saw the face of the man in front of him clearly, his face suddenly changed.