Xu He was a little surprised that his reaction would be so calm.

But maybe it's because I don't care much, after all, it's just a woman who she abandons, even if she is really abused, it's just to give enough compensation and make her conscience a little calmer.

"I'll have the nurse come and change your dressing, and then you can sleep a little longer."

Zhao Pingjin just touched her face gently: "Don't think about these things anymore." ”

"It doesn't matter, does it, Zhao Pingjin?"

Zhao Pingjin shook his head, he would not let go of anyone who should not be let go.

Xu He turned her face slightly, half of her face was pressed against the pillow, her eyes gradually moistened, but she still refused to cry: "Why can't I understand what you are thinking, what do you want to do." ”

You don't care about everything that happened to Xu He and her, so what does it mean that you are by her side again?

"Really want to know?"

Xu He nodded, but quickly shook his head.

"Forget it, I don't want to know, what does it have to do with me."

She said and laughed again, "Zhao Pingjin, I'm very tired, I've never felt so tired, I don't know what I'm going to do next, what do you want to do, what do you think, what does it have to do with me, can I manage it again, I can't manage it, I'm nothing, I'm not important at all." ”

Her eyes were wide open, hollow and black, and the depths of her pupils were dilated, without a single light.

Zhao Pingjin touched her eyebrows, but in her voice, there was endless pity and helplessness: "Xu He, why are you so stupid." ”

"yes, why am I so stupid, if I were smarter, I wouldn't have made myself like this."

Xu He said, his eyes slowly fell on him: "Zhao Pingjin, seriously, I didn't hate you, even if you didn't want me, even if your family hurt me twice, but I didn't hate you, because I know that the mistakes of your family should not be borne by you, and if you don't want me, it's just a normal division and combination, so now you don't have to feel that you need to make up for anything, if you are uneasy, just give me a little money, and I will take my time to treat the disease, as you said, just get sick, and it will always get better." ”

"And, I'm only now realizing that those who are close to me seem to be quite unlucky."

Xu Liyong died, Qin Zhi went crazy, her sister was helpless, she was sent everywhere, she was sick and her body was broken, the people she loved almost fell into the abyss, and the people who loved her were on the verge of death several times, and to this day, she still can't get relief and redemption.

Qin Zhi was right, she was really a mourning star.

"So, Zhao Pingjin, stay away from me."

"If you get close, you will be unlucky, will there be retribution?"

Zhao Pingjin smiled, he touched Xu He's face, just like countless times before, as if with a deep pity: "If you have to think so, then all of them should be retributed to me." ”

Xu He looked at him, and his pupils gradually became focused: "Zhao Pingjin ......"

Her voice was low and soft.

"What's wrong?"

"You're like this, it makes me feel as if you care about me."

"If you don't think this way until now, it means, He'er, I haven't done enough."

Zhao Pingjin leaned over and kissed her lightly, and then he looked at her, but there was a faint flame in those eyes that did not like to be exposed: "Xu He, why did I come, you know in your heart." ”

……

Before returning to Kyoto, Zhao Pingjin called a hairstylist to cut Xu He's hair.

Her bangs grew a little longer, and some of them pierced her eyes.

Xu He originally planned to do it herself, but Zhao Pingjin really couldn't see that she was holding scissors and knives in her hand, so he didn't agree.

Moreover, in the past few days, Xu He's temper has suddenly become very strange, and he wants to follow him everywhere.

The hairstylist asked for the length of the cut, and Zhao Pingjin told her to only trim the bangs and not move anywhere else.

Xu He suddenly rebelled, and forced the hairstylist to cut her to the same length as a boy.

Of course, Zhao Pingjin refused to agree, and Xu He became angry, "If you don't let me cut it short, then I'll shave my head, anyway, I don't want my hair." ”

Doesn't he like her long hair very much, what he likes, she hates it.

She didn't want any of them.

The hairstylist was particularly helpless, looking frightened and overwhelmed.

The female customer in front of her is obviously well-behaved and good-looking, how can she have such a terrible idea, how can a girl not love beauty, how can she see people if she shaves her head.

Zhao Pingjin had a little headache and asked people to go out first, and the hairstylist hurried out of the room as if he had been amnestied.

Xu He surrounded the cloth that cut her hair, only revealing a small head, she sat there, her lips were tightly pursed, her eyes were dark, black and big, and she looked like she wanted to fight him to the end.

Seriously, Zhao Pingjin is really going crazy, he is abroad, many things are really inconvenient to deal with, Xu He is very noisy during this time, he still has to her heart, for fear that she will not be able to think about it for a while and cut herself with a knife.

This heart is divided into two petals, and he is also anxious, but what can be done, the person in front of him is now a little man made of glass, so he can only hold it and coax it, and take care of it carefully.