254 Cannot be born

Zhao Pingjin woke up suddenly from the nightmare, and when he gradually woke up and returned to reality, he turned around and picked Xu He up from the bed.

He held her face, looked at it carefully, lifted her clothes, checked every part of her body, and then even rolled up her trouser legs, stroking her calves inch by inch, until he was sure that there were no new injuries on her body, and she was fine, right by his side.

He suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and almost rubbed her into his arms with all his might: "He'er, He'er...... You can't leave me again, not a day. ”

"Zhao Pingjin ......"

Xu He tried to pull him away, but Zhao Pingjin hugged him very tightly and refused to let go at all.

"Zhao Pingjin, don't be like this."

If you are like this, it will make me misunderstand, it will make me feel that I am important in your heart, it will make me stupid and confused, it will make me ......

Mistakes again and again, become a laughing stock.

"Don't do that...... You let go of me. ”

Xu He pushed him hard, but Zhao Pingjin just refused to let go, she gritted her teeth, and her fingers fell on the wound on his wrist.

My heart was enchanted, and my ears were full of shouts.

Xu He, you can hurt him as much as you want, because he also hurt you unscrupulously.

He doesn't want you anymore, he gives up on you, and it's because of him that you become what you are.

Her teeth hurt, but she just couldn't do it.

The fingers that had fallen on his wound were trembling, but he couldn't exert any strength.

Xu He thought that she was really too sick, and she was still reluctant to do so to such a point.

"Zhao Pingjin ......"

Xu He's voice trembled, she remembered in a trance that in the past, he didn't want her children, he didn't want her, he just gave her the identity of a girlfriend just to satisfy his selfish desires, he wouldn't marry her, he wouldn't love her, he would always look down on her in his heart.

"If you don't let go, I will force you to marry me, if you marry a wife like me, your reputation will be over for the rest of your life, and ......"

Xu He laughed softly in his ear: "The doctor said, I can't have a child, Zhao Pingjin, I can't give birth, are you sure, do you still want me?" ”

Zhao Pingjin hugged her arm tightly, stiff for a moment, but in the next second, Xu He only felt that he was being hugged tighter, as if he wanted to rub her into his flesh and bones.

He lowered his head and gently bit the pale blue veins on the side of her neck, brushed away the black hair on her neck, and kissed down through the shirt, Xu He began to tremble slightly, her skin began to be cold, and began to tense, what should be a pleasure and enjoyment, but at this moment it has become torture, making her feel painful.

"Zhao Pingjin, don't ...... like this"

She choked up and pleaded.

It's like going back to that day, and the nightmare is repeating itself.

She gradually lost her voice, and the wide, thick tape seemed to still be attached to her mouth.

"He'er ......"

He will be as clean and pure as everywhere. She was put into his arms, and he kissed her thin, moist eyelids, and tears welled up in Xu He's eyes.

Her body doesn't have the slightest bit of temperature.

Zhao Pingjin kissed the tears in the corners of her eyes: "In a few days, I will take you to Gangcheng, we will go to see Meow Meow first, and then go to Lishan to visit my grandmother, my grandmother is a very loving old lady, as long as I like it, she will like it, and we He'er is so well-behaved, the most pleasing to the old man." ”

Xu He's eyelashes seemed to tremble slightly.

Zhao Pingjin kissed her eyelashes and hugged her tighter: "We He'er are still children, so don't worry about having a child, wait a few years." ”

"Zhao Pingjin, if you just want to sleep with me, you don't have to be so troublesome."

Xu He looked at him with wide eyes, her soaked eyelashes became darker and darker, and her complexion was as white as frost and snow.

She was in his arms, a small boneless mass, pitiful and innocent like a baby.

"Moreover, it's actually useless for you to coax me like this, because my body is already locked, Zhao Pingjin, I won't get wet anymore, and you can't get in."

After Xu He finished speaking, he even smiled at him childishly: "Are you very angry, you feel that your time and thoughts have been wasted?" ”

"Don't do this anymore, there's no need to waste time on me, I've seen the young lady of the Wei family, she really looks like a lady and a lady, to tell the truth, she is much better than Zhuang Mingwei, and she is more suitable for you, you are already talking about marriage, aren't you."

"Do you remember the time I went to look for you and you took me to the park?"

Xu He was stunned for a moment and nodded.

"Before that, I had already asked my grandmother to tell the Wei family my attitude, I and Miss Wei had no marriage contract before, and in the future, there will be none."

Zhao Pingjin stroked her dark and tactful eyebrows: "I don't like her, no matter how good she is, it has nothing to do with me." ”

"But you gave her a birthday, you gave her a birthday gift, just a few days after my birthday, but I didn't have anything, no blessings, no gifts, not even a cake, I called you and you were very cold, you still murdered me, Zhao Pingjin ......"

Xu He cried as he spoke: "Do you know how much I look forward to that birthday, I thought that someone would finally accompany me, after my father died, I haven't had a birthday for four years, and no one said happy birthday to me, Zhao Pingjin, you promised me at the time, but you broke your promise Zhao Pingjin......"