Maybe it was because of the torment of eating and sleeping for a day and a night that made his spirit very tight, he stepped forward a little out of control and held Xu He's shoulder tightly: "He'er, what are you thinking, what do you want, tell me, okay?" ”

Xu He raised his hand and wanted to cover his ears.

The man began to speak in her ear again.

ridiculed her, mocked her, and said that a woman like her might as well be clean when she died.

Zhao Pingjin looked at Xu He like this, the red in his eyes gradually turned into a treacherous ruthlessness, he grabbed her arm, strode into the room, and walked until he walked to the Buddha shrine, he picked up the white jade Guanyin statue, and was about to fall to the ground.

Xu He's frightened eyes widened: "Zhao Pingjin, don't ......"

"If it can't save you, can't help you, He'er, then what's the point of me worshipping it day and night?"

"What kind of compassionate Buddha is it, but it is just a wooden statue of a mud fetus, deceiving itself!"

Zhao Pingjin was about to make a move as he spoke, Xu He broke away from his hand, rushed over and snatched the statue of Guanyin.

She hugged her tightly and refused to let go, but there were dense tears falling from her eyes: "Zhao Pingjin, my sins are deep enough, don't let me add another ......"

"What's wrong with you? What sins do you have? He'er, if you want to say wrong, it's also my fault, if I hadn't been embarrassed to go abroad to find you at that time, Zhao Zhiyong wouldn't have used you to coerce me, if I hadn't let you go, I wouldn't have used Xu Miao and Tang Zhao to force you to return to China with me, He'er, if it weren't for liking you, you wouldn't have been harmed by me like this......"

"Like me?"

Xu He looked at Zhao Pingjin blankly and in disbelief.

Zhao Pingjin suddenly turned around, he picked up his cigarette and walked to the terrace.

Xu He held the statue of Guanyin and stood motionless like that.

So, when he went abroad to find her, was he embarrassed?

He forced her back because, still like her?

However, he clearly said that he wanted to get married, but he didn't want her at the beginning.

Zhao Pingjin couldn't finish the cigarette, he pinched the cigarette, turned around and returned to the room, he walked in front of Xu He, took the statue of Guanyin, and respectfully placed it on the shrine.

Then, he grabbed her wrist and pulled her into his arms: "Xu He, listen to me now, I will only say these words once, you can hear clearly." ”

Xu He looked up at him, and his pupils reflected his calm but serious face at this time.

He held her face, bowed his head and kissed her: "What I just said is serious, I like you, that's why I forced you to come back with me, after being with you, there is only one woman with you, and after breaking up with you, there is no other woman." ”

Xu He's lips were trembling, she couldn't hold back and wanted to cry, but Zhao Pingjin pressed her whole child in his arms, his palm rubbed the back of her head, he lowered his head, and his chin rested against her hair: "If you don't believe me, then when you get better, I will let you know if there is anyone else in me during this time after the breakup." ”

"Why did you break up in the first place?"

"Maybe I realized that my feelings for you are different, I thought I could withdraw in time, I thought it was just a breakup, it's just a girl I like superficially."

His answer was truthful and brutal, but also very honest.

"Do you know how much I loved you then?"

Xu He's eyes were full of tears, she slowly raised her hand to touch the wound on his eyebrow bone, her voice was very soft, and every word was choked with a light trembling: "I can't wait to be hurt for you, I want to hurt for you, I can't wait to take out my heart to show you, I even thought about it, as long as Zhao Pingjin said, He'er, come to my side, accompany me, even if there is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire in front of me, I would rather burn my body and bones to you, I know that my background is not good, I never thought I could marry you, I just want to, I really want to have a serious relationship with you, be your little girl, be your wife......"

"Zhao Pingjin, I didn't use the child to calculate you, from the first time we were together, I remembered Sister Jing's words firmly, when I first took birth control pills, I reacted very much, and all the medicines I ate vomited out, but I endured it, and continued to eat after vomiting, I didn't dare to forget it for a day."

"I don't know why I got pregnant, I was scared and panicked, you lost your temper at that time, you wronged me and I wanted to use pregnancy to calculate you, I was very uncomfortable, my heart was cold, but I also knew that I couldn't blame you, you were not wrong, I caused you trouble, so I can accept any consequences, no matter how serious it is, but I am really sad in my heart......"

"Later, Jiang Huai found out, he did something to me, and the child was gone......"

When she said this, Xu He's mood obviously fluctuated greatly, her eyes turned red, and tears began to fall densely.

"He'er ......"

"But you haven't come to see me once...... Zhao Pingjin. ”

"He'er, don't talk about it......"

Xu He shook her head, she had to say it, some words and some things had really been held in her heart for too long.

Maybe in this life, she will have this opportunity to indulge herself and fully pour out her heart.