Obviously, this is what she is looking forward to day and night, and obviously, she is very tired of his entanglement and excessive demand.

But in this loneliness day after day, I am used to having such a man enter his life strongly and arrogantly.

Speaking of which, in the past three years, although she has been depressed because of Xu Yanzhou, it is undeniable that his existence has solved a lot of problems for her, and she can live her own small life as she wants.

Except for Yao Zenan's birthday every year, Xu Yanzhou will arrange everything for her, and she is almost about to become a waste person who has no ability to live at all.

The expression on Xu Yanzhou's face when he left appeared in front of Ji Hanzhen's eyes over and over again.

Is there really only resistance and disgust for him, really, in these three years, there has not been a momentary heartbeat and like?

Now, the life I want is within reach, but I can't be happy.

Ji Hanzhen couldn't deny that when Xu Yanzhou was domineering and doing whatever she wanted, she hated him and hated him, but when he was uncharacteristically depressed and silent, her heart was aching faintly.

It's just that no matter how much he wants, it's just in vain, he is already a family man.

Ji Hanzhen smiled self-deprecatingly, that's it, let's end it like this, for the two of them, separation is the best result.

……

took Xu He from the hospital and returned to Lufeng Mansion, and on the car back, Xu He told Zhao Pingjin his thoughts.

"Grandpa Jiang gave me the inheritance that should be given to Jianghuai, I told Grandpa Jiang that I didn't want it, but he refused to take it back, but I took such a large sum of money for no reason, and I was very uneasy in my own heart, I thought, can I set up a foundation in the name of Grandpa Jiang to help those poor and remote places, or every girl who needs help when they encounter difficulties?"

Xu He herself had a past that she couldn't look back on, when she was forced by the debt collectors to have no way out, and when she couldn't support two or three part-time jobs every day, she could only go to Sister Jing.

Her luck is that Sister Jing and Xu Liyong are a little distant relative, so Sister Jing didn't let her come into contact with those men who are indiscriminate.

She met Zhao Pingjin, so she didn't completely fall into a desperate situation in life.

But not every girl is lucky enough to meet someone who is willing to pull her when she is in a quagmire.

For example, when Jian Tong had an accident, if it weren't for Xu He, Jian Tong's life would have been ruined.

In this world, there should be a lot of Xu He and Jian Tong, either because of family changes and huge debts and had to go astray, or because of the patriarchal mentality, they were forced to drop out of school early to work to earn money to buy a house for their brother and earn a bride price.

Because of the experience, there will be compassion, Xu He hopes that those girls who are in the trough, or crumbling on the edge of the cliff, can meet a hand stretched out.

If women don't want to help and redeem each other, do they expect men who occupy the right to speak from above to give them their noble mercy, and then stomp on their poor self-esteem?

"Of course, you can do whatever you want, let alone this kind of meaningful thing, however, setting up a foundation is not a simple matter, I think you can discuss it with Nick, you can do it together, as well as my mother and a few aunts, they all have experience in doing charity, if there is anything you don't understand, you can ask them."

"Okay, then I'll go to find Nick in a few days, and Sister Zhen, my strength alone is still very weak, if I can mobilize some people to join me, I will definitely be able to help more people."

"We're a little angel." Zhao Pingjin stretched out his hand and pulled her into his arms and kissed her face: "I will support you in whatever you do, as long as you are happy." ”

"I'm not here to be happy, I just want to do something meaningful, take advantage of the time to recuperate now, and when I go to graduate school in the future, when the foundation is on the right track, I don't have to delay my time too much."

"Go and take the graduate exam for Professor Zhou, he really admires you."

Zhao Pingjin stroked her thick sideburns: "Studying in Kyoto, we can still be together, He'er, in my selfish heart, I still hope that no matter when, you can be closer to me." ”

Xu He nodded lightly.

She lay on his chest, but there was no smell of alcohol on her body.

Her little psychological resistance gradually faded, and she let him hold her, enjoying this moment of peace.

"Zhao Pingjin ......"

"Well, what's wrong?"

"I saw Grandpa Jiang and Mrs. Wei in the hospital today, and I thought about it a lot."

"What are you thinking?"

"When I saw that Grandpa Jiang was seriously ill, I saw my daughter in my heart, and the decades in between were wasted, he was satisfied but regretful, and Mrs. Wei was even more sad that she did not fulfill her filial piety."

"Life is actually quite short, and I shouldn't waste my life like this anymore."

"Do whatever you want, I'll always support you anyway."

"I want to get better quickly, get admitted to graduate school, and when I finish graduate school, I will either become a teacher or a translator, maybe I can help you a little too."

"We, He'er, will definitely be the best virtuous helper."

"Actually, I'm just a very ordinary, no ambitious person, after a long time, will you think I'm too mediocre and not interesting to be with me?"

"I'm not a very likable person, after a long time, don't think I'm too dull and won't make you happy."

Zhao Pingjin's whole sentence made Xu He smile at him.