When Xu He left, she didn't take anything he sent, including her own card.

She also put a password on the card very thoughtfully.

But the only thing he took away was the jade Buddha pendant he gave her.

Zhao Pingjin still remembers that Xu He had to hold the pendant every night to sleep peacefully.

Later, as her condition improved, this habit did not change.

In fact, Xu He's illness has never been cured, and occasionally at night, she still wakes up from nightmares.

Zhao Pingjin's hand holding the fence gradually clenched.

He looked at the deep pitch-black canopy in front of him and slowly closed his eyes.

No matter what, he can't get rid of it, and when he closes his eyes, it's Xu He's face, the look of his eyes red and about to cry.

He was tired of being like this.

I'm tired of her like this.

It's just that he really liked her with all his heart in the past, but he knew that he couldn't cry, and the redness in her eyes never subsided from the first meeting to the end.

It's just that she doesn't know, these are useless to him.

Zhao Pingjin turned around and went downstairs to the wine storage room to get a bottle of wine.

It was already very late at night, and when Zheng Fan called, Zhao Pingjin was already half drunk.

"Mr. Zhao, I saw Miss Xu at the entrance of the high-speed rail station, but I didn't bother her, she should have gotten on the train smoothly now."

Zhao Pingjin held his mobile phone, his long body was half leaning on the sofa casually, Zheng Fan finished speaking, he didn't hear him respond, but he didn't dare to hang up, so he waited with bated breath.

He loosened the collar of his shirt and landed his slender fingers on his throbbing temples, and it took a moment for him to whisper, "It's good to go." ”

He hung up his phone and threw it on the coffee table to the side.

Zhao Pingjin closed his eyes, but he didn't feel sleepy at all, even if a bottle of whiskey was about to bottom out, the whole person was still awake with a splitting headache.

He took out the medicine he was carrying from his pocket, the extremely bitter pill, and he chewed it and swallowed it raw.

The intense bitterness permeates the entire mouth, but finally melts into a biting coolness between the lips and teeth.

Alcohol and double the drug, his whole body and soul seemed to be paralyzed, he felt that his heart was beating fast, unspeakable discomfort, and his stomach was also churning and wanting to vomit, Zhao Pingjin subconsciously reminded himself that he had to get up and couldn't lie like this anymore......

But he didn't have the strength at all, the phone was on the coffee table, and he could stand up straight, but he didn't even have the strength to raise his hand.

At the moment when his consciousness was about to be completely swallowed up, he used his last strength to kick the coffee table over, and the wine bottle fell to the ground, making a crisp sound, and after a while, there was a gentle knock on the door, but Zhao Pingjin was powerless to respond.

In front of his eyes, there was a thick and indissolable darkness, and the whole person, at this second, lost all consciousness.

……

Xu He walked out of the high-speed rail station, the sky in Cloud City was high and bright, and even the wind blowing on his face was soft.

She carried her belongings and walked out with the flow of people.

The phone started to vibrate non-stop.

Xu He walked to the side where there were few people and took out his mobile phone from his bag.

Zheng Fan's number flashed vigorously, she hesitated for a moment, but still hung up.

She promised that she would never disturb his life again.

But Zheng Fan soon called again.

Xu He still couldn't hold back in the end, and pressed answer.

"Miss Xu...... Where are you now? Isn't it already in Cloud City......"

"Yes, I just arrived at the station, is there anything wrong Zheng Fan?"

"Mr. Zhao drank alcohol and took medicine last night, but fortunately, he was found by the domestic maid in time and called an ambulance, and he is still rescuing ......"

Zheng Fan's voice was hoarse and urgent, his whole person was in a mess, Mrs. Zhao fainted directly when she heard the news, Jiang Yu and the others had to take care of Mrs. Zhao again, Zhao Pingjin's situation here is still not very good, and he has already started a second gastric lavage.

"Medication? What medications to take? ”

Xu He muttered, her mind was blank, Zhao Pingjin had never taken medicine at home, she had never seen it.

"Don't you know?"

Zheng Fan was very surprised: "Mr. Zhao has been taking medicine intermittently, when he was a teenager, he had seen a psychiatrist for a whole year, and the medicine he takes now, including the antidepressant drugs for mental illness that you took after returning to China, are all in charge of Mr. Zhao's personal doctor, Dr. Cen, Mr. Zhao has been off medicine for a long time, but a few months ago, he began to ask Dr. Cen to make medicine for him, but at first, he only needed to take one pill half an hour before going to bed, but since last year, he has been ...... He's already doubled his dose. ”

Xu He held his mobile phone and looked at the passengers who walked in front of her, coming and going.

The men and women, each face was blurry, and she couldn't see it clearly for some reason.