"Sister...... But he really treated me differently today than he did before......"

"Zhixian!"

Zhou Zhijin's voice instantly sharpened a little, and Zhou Zhixian was so frightened that he didn't dare to speak: "Sister, don't be angry, I'll listen to you." ”

"Zhixian, if you want to talk about feelings, you will lose in the end."

Zhou Zhixian's eyes were red: "Sister, but what if I can't control my heart......"

"Then calm down, think about your original intention, if what you pursue is to be happy with each other, then give up Zhao Pingjin, if you just want to be his wife and accompany him, then always remember not to be greedy."

Zhou Zhijin touched her hair: "Zhixian, I know it's difficult, but what's the way, things in this world are never satisfactory." ”

Zhou Zhixian leaned on Zhou Zhijin's arms and cried silently: "I will remember, I will remember it firmly." ”

……

Beginner's heart, Xu He has often been thinking about this question these days.

Zhao Pingjin has been discharged from the hospital and is recovering well.

In a few days, she will go back to Kyoto to write her thesis, defend her thesis, and get her graduation certificate and degree certificate.

In her spare time, she often sits alone by the stream, looking at the rushing stream, quietly thinking about all the past between her and Zhao Pingjin.

Pile by pile, including many inconspicuous little things, she turned them out of the corners of her heart one by one and carefully sorted them out.

Zheng Fan is right.

Zhao Pingjin wanted to protect her and protect her behind him, but she, under his avoidance of talking about his affairs outside, never thought of trying to understand his life and work.

There is a lack of communication between them, and the weak foundation of trust can be called shaky.

That's why at the last moment, it broke out so tragically.

Xu He did not hesitate to analyze his mistakes and character shortcomings.

Thinking about it afterwards, in fact, there were many choices at the beginning, and she could choose to go to the hospital with Zhao Pingjin.

She could choose to call Shen Du over and confront him face to face.

But at that time, she was really stunned by the news.

For ordinary people, there is nothing bigger and more serious than life and death.

So she lost her judgment and her sanity.

But for Zhao Pingjin, what he faced was a stab in the back of his brother and a face-to-face injury to his own woman.

Xu He always dreams back to the day of the engagement.

In her dreams, she tried countless times to change everything that happened at that time, but it was always one step too late.

Just like this time.

On the day Zhao Pingjin was sure that she was safe, Zheng Fan vaguely refused her to return to Kyoto.

But what Zheng Fan didn't know was that she was already sitting on the high-speed train back to Kyoto at that time.

She eventually went to the hospital, but stayed downstairs and didn't go up.

Xu He actually guessed something at that time.

But in the end, it was only after seeing Zheng Fan frequently sending a young lady downstairs that he confirmed his guess.

He had let her go of her once and for all, ready to start his new life.

It is said that Miss Zhou Zhixian, whose temperament is very similar to Zhou Zhijin, is a real celebrity, decent, generous and educated, and the most suitable daughter-in-law candidate in the eyes of many noble ladies.

Xu He thought of what Ji Hanzhen said to her before, if one day, Zhao Pingjin really got married and married a wife, could she accept all this calmly?

Xu He asked himself if he couldn't do it, but if Zhao Pingjin really started a new relationship, how could she be the one who destroyed other people's feelings?

She waited in the hospital for two days and waited until he was discharged.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, she watched him from afar, watching him being surrounded by people and getting into the car to leave, but she did not step forward.

Knowing that he was fine, her heart could be relieved for a while.

Xu He sat by the stream until it was dark.

Until a colleague came over and called her back.

The volunteer teaching is about to end, the children are very reluctant to them, Xu He just went back, and a girl came to look for her.

The little girl is already thirteen years old, dropped out of school for two years, and is now only in the fourth grade, a few days ago she had her first period, and no one at home cared about it, it was Xu He who took her to buy underwear and sanitary napkins, teaching her how to deal with such an emergency, so the little girl was very close to her.

At night, Xu He left the little girl to live with her, so that it would not be safe for her to go back over the mountains and mountains.

After the little girl finished washing, she changed into Xu He's pajamas, and asked her curiously: "Teacher Xu, is the uncle who came to you that day your boyfriend?" ”

Xu He shook his head with a smile: "No, don't talk nonsense." ”

"Do you have a favorite?"

"Yes." Xu He said while writing the lesson plan seriously.

"So what kind of person is he? Is it good-looking, tall or not? ”

"Very good-looking, very tall, he doesn't like to talk much, but he is very good to me......"

Xu He's pen paused.

"That'...... Are you still together? ”

"Separated."

"Why?"

"I did something wrong and it made him very disappointed and very sad." Xu He's voice was soft, but when she said these words, she lowered her head slightly, and her mood was obviously low.

"Then you go to him, admit your mistakes, and he will forgive you......"

Xu He shook his head: "He should ...... I already have a girlfriend. ”

The little girl instantly felt sorry for her: "Teacher Xu, don't be sad, you will definitely meet someone better......"

Xu He took the little girl in his arms and touched her hair: "Go to sleep, I have to get up and read early tomorrow." ”

Chunxi fell asleep obediently, but Xu He didn't feel sleepy at all, she turned off the light, and sat in the dark for a long time.

As it was almost dawn, something suddenly occurred to her.

Taking advantage of the lunch break, Xu He borrowed a bicycle from the villagers and rode to the town.