She slowly stretched out her hand and hugged him: "I know that I am quite shameless like this, obviously you have made it clear, and you also have someone to consider dating, but I still pester you like this, and I don't know how I became like this, Zhao Pingjin, is it really so difficult and tiring to like someone?" ”

"Xu He."

Zhao Pingjin didn't push her away, but he didn't respond to her hug.

"I'm a person, in fact, very selfish, very narrow-minded, I hope that my woman has only me in her heart, except me, can't be good to anyone, can't be better than me, especially men, even if it's just guilt, sympathy, a little bit of distress, I can't accept it."

"Zhao Pingjin ......"

"So, look, I can't get over this hurdle in my heart, Xu He, as long as I think that you can't ignore Tang Zhao's affairs in your life, and you have felt guilty and distressed about him in your life, I can't turn the page on this matter."

Xu He's whole body was shaking, she hugged his waist tightly, he didn't refuse her, he didn't push her away, obviously at this moment, he was in her arms, but Xu He felt that he was like a flower in the mirror, like the moon in the sky, and he would never belong to her again.

"I used to be too conceited, thinking that I could tolerate everything from you, but then so many things happened, I realized that I couldn't do it, I just forced myself not to think about it, but Tang Zhao is in this world, he will not disappear, and he will not be completely stripped from your life, so I can only give up."

"But I didn't like him at all, I didn't love him......"

"But he's not the same to you as any other man in the world, isn't he?"

When his desire for exclusivity was so strong that he couldn't even control himself, and even his reason and sobriety were swallowed up, he knew that in addition to giving up Xu He completely, he could only give up himself completely.

But he didn't have the confidence that he could keep his original intention as he did all his life.

The heart demon can be suppressed for a while, a month, a year, but after a long time, it will only be more crazy and tragic.

Stop loss in time, so as not to hurt others and yourself.

And these words, such emotions of gain and loss, a proud man like him, would never say to anyone.

It's just that he has been suppressed for too long, and he can faintly feel that his state is wrong.

Therefore, proper catharsis is also helpless.

Zhao Pingjin lowered his head, he raised his hand to hold her fingers, and there was dried blood red on the cold knuckles.

The moment he held her finger, he finally paused a little.

Zhao Pingjin closed his eyes.

But he didn't want to torture himself like that anymore.

He didn't want to be trapped in such a dead end, day and night.

"Live your life well, take care of your body, study hard, find a stable job, find a ......"

He broke her fingers one by one, and his voice was gentle to the bone, but it was cold and distant: "Find a gentle, tolerant and generous man, don't meet someone like me again." ”

Xu He's hand was broken by him, and he took a step forward.

She didn't chase after her again.

Her temperament can be like this, in fact, he is still a little surprised.

But after today, she shouldn't be looking for him again.

Zhao Pingjin slowly walked to the side of the car, he opened the car door, and bent down to get into the car.

Xu He suddenly opened his mouth again.

"Zhao Pingjin."

He froze, but he didn't look back.

"I have a request, if you promise me, then I will listen to you."

"You say."

"Do you still remember what you said to you when I had a miscarriage when I had a miscarriage and you reconciled with me."

"Yes."

"Is it still as good as it was then? It doesn't take too long for you to fall in love with me, I finish writing my thesis defense and getting my graduation certificate, and it's over. ”

Zhao Pingjin slowly turned around and looked at her under the moonlight: "Give me a reason to promise you." ”

Xu He lowered his long eyelashes and looked at the wound on his finger: "I'm just quite awkward, I like to do everything from the beginning to the end, otherwise, I can't let go of my heart, maybe one day my mind will be hot and I will come back to pester you and make you upset, you promise me this time, I will stop in the future, listen to you, go back to study, take care of yourself, find a good job, find a gentle and ordinary good man to get married." ”

"Doing what you say?"

"Walk the talk."

Xu He stretched out his hand: "Otherwise, pull the hook, if I break my promise, let me marry the most scummy man in the world." ”

She's going to break her promise anyway.

"No matter how you listen to it, it's only for your own benefit, so what's the benefit of me doing this? As you know, Miss Zhou and I are about to confirm our relationship, and it is not fair to me to be entangled with you. ”

"It's good."

Xu He lifted his eyelids and glanced at him, and hung down in a little panic.

He leaned against the car and said in a faint voice: "Come and listen, you have to convince me." ”

"Anyway, it's good, you will know when you agree."

He laughed at her.

"Then what if I don't say yes."

"Then don't bother me, I might come and squat you when I have time."

"You think I can't even solve this problem?"

Kyoto is so big, if he doesn't want her to find him, no matter how hard she tries, it's useless.

"Then there's always a way anyway, and Nick Nick will help me too." Her voice was getting lower and lower, and her head was hanging lower and lower.

It is really difficult for this ancestor to let her say such cheeky words with such a temperament.

"It's not okay to fall in love."

Zhao Pingjin looked at her with cold eyes: "You have to be responsible when you fall in love, this is what you told me at the beginning." ”